Chapter Twenty-Eight: The Emotional Trough
The boat slowly sailed down the mountain from the smoke and rain. After walking a short distance, I arrived at the town where I went down the mountain for the first time, and Qingyan saw the name of the town clearly at this time, Tassel Town.
Led by Changfeng, several people rushed to Tongyun's house. Unexpectedly, after less than a month, he came back again. It all happened so suddenly, it was unexpected.
When I first came here, the senior brothers and sisters were still there, in order to go down the mountain once, and drunk the twilight seniors, at that time, everyone was together, and when they were punished, they carried it together, and when they made mistakes, they helped each other, and it took three or four years for those who were ignorant.
Qingyan still remembers that the first time she was taken up the mountain by her master, a pair of eyes only stared curiously, and she didn't dare to say a word, and behind her shyness was more uneasiness and strangeness.
Sleeping with my sister, hugging each other, I still feel so warm when I think about it now, and I still remember the appearance of practicing with my brothers and sisters, she is clumsy, but she is practicing late at night for Master's words, just because she is afraid of embarrassing Master.
Practice, when I think of practice, I think of the days with Lin Chuan in the middle of the night. She thought that at that time, his white clothes were enough to provoke her time, enough to amaze her years, so she fell, fell into his fake tenderness.
She's stupid!
Bai Qingyan couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly. His wolf ambition is obvious. but pretended to be simple, kind and gentle. She also wants to wear a wedding dress with him, scorching like fire, with him, with the hissing of his ears and temples, with him for a lifetime, with him, holding the hand of the son, and growing old with the son. Now it seems that it is nothing more than wishful thinking on her part.
On the day he destroys, she will extinguish all love for him. He deceived her for being good, he took advantage of her love, her desire to marry him, he destroyed her last home, he ruined the happiness she longed for. And her master, her senior brothers and sisters, Qingyan thought to herself, she hurt them.
After entering the Li Mansion, several people placed Bai Yan's body, and Li Fu couldn't help but sigh that the head of the dignified white-clothed faction was so gone. It seems that in the midst of the turmoil, no one can predict what will happen in the future, but it is time for him to go, all this has nothing to do with him, and he has more important things to do.
"Don't be sad, let's let Master Bai go to the ground first." Tongyun looked at Qingyan who was crying bitterly, Chu Zhong and Jiang Ci said that although they didn't know what happened, Changfeng was able to come back, which already made her feel very satisfied. She never cared about the disputes in the rivers and lakes, and all she cared about was Qiao Changfeng alone.
"Yes," Changfeng also agreed with her words, and called a few family members to lift Bai Yan's body.
Jiang Ci nodded, he knew that the master was no longer there, and it was useless to cry again. He motioned for the family to come over and remove Bai Yan's body.
Due to the rush of time, Bai Yan didn't even have a monument. The legendary figure who crisscrossed the rivers and lakes in the past, the rather young head of the white-clothed faction, was hastily buried with regret. Even Changfeng felt very embarrassed, thinking about it, no matter how powerful he was in life, he was just a handful of loess after death.
Li Fu hasn't left yet, and he always feels that it's not good to say goodbye while they're buried. Together with Changfeng, he stood quietly behind Bai Qingyan.
She was still crying, but she knelt straight, and even the tears fell down her cheeks in a line down her eyes, and she didn't cry. Only she could hear it, the rain was falling to the ground, only she could hear it, and the dream shattered along the original place, shattering into fragments of the ground.
"The head of the dignified white-clothed faction disappeared so suddenly." Li Fu sighed, feeling sorry for Bai Yan and Bai Qingyan.
"Behind the suddenness, there is a long-term plan, this river and lake seems to be clear between good and evil, it seems to be calm and waveless, but in fact, the undercurrent is surging, and who can tell the boundary between good and evil." Changfeng also sighed that he himself had long been tired of this life.
"The boundary between good and evil is clear, and in Li's heart, good is good, and evil is evil."
Changfeng was silent. He knew that in the eyes of decent people in the rivers and lakes, such as him could definitely be called evil. However, he felt that it was not so simple, although his eldest brother did all kinds of evil and killed people without blinking, he knew that he would never kill unarmed people, never kill women and children. The legends of the rivers and lakes are not all credible, only he can know him so well, and the others are nothing more than hearsay.
"Then Brother Li thinks that a poor person must have something to hate, if this hateful person has something pitiful about you, do you think he deserves to die?" Changfeng wanted to ask, is it really right and wrong, good and evil are incompatible.
"Pity is not an excuse to do evil, there is no room for sand in Li's eyes."
Changfeng smiled in his heart, it wasn't like that for him. He has seen women who went to sell themselves in the Qinglou because of family difficulties, and he has also seen that people who have lost the world for love are nothing more than forced by life, nothing more than trapped by love.
In the rivers and lakes, love and hate are clear, but in love, good and evil are nothing.
How could Li Fu understand this, a seventeen or eighteen-year-old swordsman, when he was young, he got the true biography of his master, and became famous all over the world, and because he got a rare famous sword for others in addition to the enemy, he went all the way to the school, gained fame and fortune and was worthy of this fame and fortune, naturally he was arrogant and arrogant. I haven't seen the darkness in this world, so I naturally don't understand how much love and hate there is between good and evil.
Jiang Ci inserted the sword in front of him, Chu Zhong also inserted the sword, Bai Qingyan didn't take her sword, just knelt there, crying.
"Master is going to Huangquan here, and I wish I would go all the way. The unsuccessful ambition of life, the disciple Bai Jiang resigned for you to complete. Jiang Ci said, respectfully buckling his head.
Chu Zhong and Qingyan also kowtowed respectfully, and the ambition of the attempt, recovering the white-clothed faction, eradicating the scum of the division, and taking revenge was firmly remembered by everyone.
But the rain was still falling, and after saying this, several people left, and from then on, the sad place every year was in Bai Yan's cemetery. Will there still be people on the rivers and lakes who come to mourn? Qingyan even felt sad that he couldn't help his master hold a funeral, how useless he was.
Li Fu said goodbye by the way, the task he promised others to hunt down the murderer has not been completed, it has been a few days, but he still has no clue, the other party must be a ruthless character.
Changfeng held an umbrella for Qingyan, he had seen her smile with two shallow dimples when she was happy, and he had also seen her pick up water and splash him when she was angry, and all kinds of looks, sick looks, and drinking looks.
I have never seen her so sad, the rain silk fell into a beaded curtain along the umbrella bone, ticking down, these, if they turned into tears, there would not be as many tears as Bai Qingyan. It's really heartbreaking.
Changfeng remembered that she couldn't stand the cold because of the cold, so he draped his coat over her body, and the umbrella gently moved to her.
When she came back, Tongyun stood under the eaves and waited for Changfeng to come back, and even she was willing to follow him forever, as long as he wanted, she could, but today was Bai Yan's death, and it was inconvenient for her to follow.
At a glance, she saw the umbrella that was crooked towards Bai Qingyan, and the black coat that Bai Qingyan was wearing.
Why, he was so kind to her, since he grew up, he never gave her such care.
"Brother Changfeng, dinner is ready, come and eat!" She tried to hide her jealousy, as she had always done before, she always had to stand here and wait for him to come back, she always had to tell him that it was time to eat.
Bai Qingyan's eyes were still red, and although there were no tears coming out, he always felt that his eyes were filled with water at any time. If it touches her heart, tears will gargle and fall.
Without eating, she went back to her room alone. At this time, no one would hear her, so she dared to cry loudly. She curled up on the ground, huddled in a ball, crying hard, pouring out all her sadness.