There is a kind of desperation, called helplessness.

If I could think of something else, it wouldn't be like this......

It's like being hit by a Gu, you can't stop your tears, and you can't control your behavior.

Seem...... Death would be the only option......

I pulled the pieces of the teacup closer to my neck.

"Luan Frost!"

In the darkness, a man broke through the door.

Startled, I sat up on the bed, but my grip on the pieces tightened in my hands.

The door opened, the moonlight poured in, and I saw him dressed in civilian clothes with an anxious face.

"What are you doing?! I've already let you out of the palace and set you free, why are you still doing this?! ”

Han rushed over, broke my clenched fist, and threw the debris out of the yard.

“…… What do you mean? I looked up at him.

"Do you think Assorted has the ability to let you sneak out of the palace without me being discovered? Do you think Assorted can build you a wooden house in the landscape so quickly, and write you the steps of cooking and growing vegetables?! Han looked at me with his back to the moonlight, but his eyes were bright, "Do you think that if you stay in this place alone, I can rest assured?!" ”

“……”

It turned out that you arranged it...... It turns out that I did not run away from you......

"Shuang'er, you're not lightly ill." He turned, took several lamps from the cupboard, and lit all the oil lamps.

The room suddenly lit up.

I hugged my knees, leaned against the wall, and shivered incessantly. The placket of my clothes was already soaked with my tears, the cloth was cold on my body, the temperature had been withdrawn from my limbs, and my hands were unconscious.

I didn't want to cry, but like the walking dead who pretended to please Han, I couldn't control myself now.

Han sat down on the bed and reached out to pull me.

Don't come, don't come......

I sat stiffly in the corner, unable to move.

This time, he didn't care about my thoughts anymore, and pulled me into his arms fiercely, hugging me tightly.

Spring mornings and evenings are still cold, and although they are not cold enough to exhale a white mist, they still feel cold. I was held by him like this, and I regained some warmth. Only then did he realize that he thought I was shivering and frozen, so he dragged me over, not ignoring me.

And I realized that I wasn't shivering, maybe I was just freezing.

When people are sad, they always seem to be very sluggish, and if they can't figure out many questions, they will try their best to get into the horns. In fact, it is easy to break the game, but without reliable people to help, you may not be able to get out of the predicament until you die.

Han called me by name and surname: "Luan Shuang." ”

“……”

I didn't speak.

Han: "I'm already by your side, if you have a grudge against me, then vent it." ”

I was silent.

Han whispered in my ear, "At least you have to tell me what you're sad about." ”

Sad for what?

There are so many worries, everything that used to be is troubles, because they are gone now.

The reprimand of the mother, the teachings of the assorted kinds, my position......

And at least the royal sister who seems to have a harmonious relationship with me, at least Han, who seems to love me......

"Liars ......"

You are all liars.

I thought of this and pushed him away.

Escape from him, that's my purpose, he pretended to let me out of the palace, but in fact he never let go. Liar, he's still a liar, assorted is still a liar.

Despair.

It's like being toyed with and applauded by this group of people, and you can't survive or die.

I clenched my fists and shook again. It's not because of the cold, it's because of grief and self-pity.