141. Depression

Lu Han"

Lu Yao couldn't help but shout, and then forced herself to force herself to calm down, she was so angry that she trembled all over.

"Lu Han, why do you dare to do this to me?"

Lu Han looked at Lu Yao quietly, his face was calm, and his smile was cruel. "Yaoyao, why are you still so stupid, why am I treating you like this, it's not because you like me, connive at me, and are reluctant to ask me?"

This is true, Lu Han knew that the reason why Lu Yao had never dared to question him about the transfer of property was precisely because she was afraid that she was too scared, afraid of hearing those cruel truths from her own mouth, so Queen Lu, who was very competitive, would rather suffer dumb losses all the time than question Lu Han even a word.

Lu Han knows all this.

After all, no one knows Lu Yao better than him.

Lu Yao's eyes widened, and when he was about to scold him, he saw something when his eyes moved. Then she suddenly calmed down a lot, pointed at Lu Han's hand and shouted: "Lu Han, didn't you say that you have nothing to do with me, so what is this?"

Lu Yao took a few steps forward and picked up his left hand, and on his little finger was the ring that was unique between the two of them.

Lu Han was stunned for a moment, then his face stiffened, he took it off directly, and threw it into the artificial lake next to him. "Okay, it's gone."

Lu Yao: "" She looked at Lu Han incredulously, the person in front of her seemed to be very familiar and strange at the same time. In the past, Lu Han regarded this ring as very important, and others were not even allowed to touch it, but now

Lu Han looked at Lu Yao's eyes that turned red instantly, and his heart suddenly hurt so much. But he gritted his teeth and resisted the urge to step forward and hug her.

Lu Yao's eyes changed from incredible to sad and finally to resolute. She took a step back, her face frosty.

Lu Han looked at her face and suddenly had a bad premonition. "You're going to do it"

Before the word "what" could be spoken, Lu Han saw Lu Yao turn around very much, and jumped into the artificial lake without hesitation

"Yaoyao"

Lu Yao fluttered in the icy lake for a long time, even if he choked on the water, he didn't want to surface. She had to find the ring, she had to get that ring back

Lu Han had already left her, and had done so many things that made her sad, she didn't want to let this little thing that represented their happy past be lost, as if as long as the ring was still there, there would always be a connection between the two of them.

But Lu Yao couldn't find the ring.

Her vision was blurred, her body was cold, and her hands and feet were so cold that she couldn't paddle. She tried her best, but she couldn't find it, she couldn't find it

Lu Han then jumped into the lake and fished up Lu Yao, who had lost consciousness and was sinking, this is the case again, this is a familiar situation.

Lu Han cried silently while giving Lu Yao first aid. Why was his Yaoyao so stupid, he didn't even throw the ring down just now

Fortunately, Lu Yao drowned for a short time this time, so he quickly regained consciousness, but he couldn't open his eyes in a daze. When she woke up again, she found herself lying in a hospital room.

“”

Yi Hanzhi and the others were all standing next to her hospital bed, and they were relieved when they saw her open her eyes

The appearance of gas.

Lu Yi's eyes were cold: "Lu Yao, how did you drown, who did it?"

Lu Yao didn't want to answer, and he didn't want to pay attention to him.

Wen Zitao sneered: "Who else has such a great ability to make Lu Yao look like this, not that Lu Hanbei"

Yi Hanzhi, who had been sitting next to the hospital bed, had a cold face: "What is he looking for you for?"

Lu Yao's head was too big, and the matter about Lu Han was too complicated, and she didn't want to involve any of them in the several. So she still chose to be silent.

Jin Zheng next to him saw that Lu Yao's face saw something, and he patted Yi Hanzhi on the shoulder: "Lu Han just woke up and was still weak, she didn't want to say let's stop forcing her, let's ask again when we have a chance in the future." Lu Yao, are you hungry, what do you want to eat, I'll get it for you"

Lu Yao finally spoke: "Whatever." Actually, she didn't want to eat, she was just upset to see so many people watching here.

Wen Zitao also pushed Lu Yi out of the ward together, he couldn't stand Lu Yi's appearance of being offended by the whole world

Then only Yi Han was left here to accompany Lu Yao.

Yi Hanzhi looked at Lu Yao steadily, she leaned on the pillow weakly, quietly looking at the scenery outside the window in a daze, frowning slightly, her eyes were empty, she must be thinking about something.

“”

He only now knew that the real pain could tear people apart so much, extinguish all the brilliance in a person, and even the soul was thinned.

"Lu Yao jumped into the lake by yourself, right" Although I don't know why Lu Han did those things, Yi Hanzhi also knew that at least Lu Han couldn't do anything to push Lu Yao into the water. What's more, it was Lu Han who notified them to come to the hospital

So, it must be Lu Yao who jumped into the water by himself

Yi Hanzhi thought about it for a while, and finally vetoed Lu Yao's ability to jump into the lake in order to anger Lu Han to death, this possibility Lu Yao should not be able to do such a stupid thing

So, why on earth is she doing this

So many thoughts just flashed in Yi Hanzhi's mind, and he quickly got Lu Yao's answer.

"Yes."

Yi Hanzhi was silent, and he endured it and still couldn't hold back: "Why" There was even a hint of disappointment in his words.

Lu Yao bent the corners of his mouth: "In order to recover the things he threw into the lake."

"What is it?" Yi Hanzhi asked reluctantly.

It's just that this time Lu Yao didn't want to answer. What's the use, anyway, the ring can't be found anymore, and she and Lu Han can't go back

Seeing that she didn't react for a long time, Yi Hanzhi was also silent. For a moment, the atmosphere seemed to freeze like this, and it was eerily quiet.

“”

“”

"Lu Yao, don't rely on your unique endowment to be confident that I will definitely be with you, I would rather die alone than have different dreams in the same bed."

In the end, Yi Hanzhi calmly left such a sentence, and then got up and left here, without looking back once.

Lu Yao turned his head to look at Yi Hanzhi's back, blinked his eyes, and his nose suddenly became sour. She sighed and turned to look out the window again

Whatever, whatever, I'm so tired, I don't want to move, whatever you want

In the past few days when Lu Yao was hospitalized, Jin Zheng turned out to be the most diligent one, according to his observation, Lu Yao was close to not entering a drop of water in the past two days. It's not that she doesn't eat it, it's just that after eating, she will vomit out with a pale face after a while.

Jin Zhengwen Zitao once suspected that she was pregnant, and Lu Yao didn't even bother to reward him with white eyes.

Wen Zitao, who often accompanies Lu Yi, also discovered Lu Yao's abnormality, so he secretly took out a book from his bag on a quiet afternoon and handed it to Lu Yao for the prevention and solution of autism in adolescence

Wen Zitao told her with a serious face: "Please be serious, it will be useful to you, and I wish you a speedy recovery."

Lu Yao: ""

Lu Yao's anorexia lasted for many days, and everyone really had no choice, and they couldn't force her to eat something by all means. And Lu Yao herself wanted to live, but mental exhaustion led to physical nausea, and she couldn't force herself not to vomit food.

So she is now hanging on to her life every day with nutritional injections, and she is visibly emaciated.

Lu Yi took Lu Yao to see a psychiatrist, and the doctor said that this was a symptom of early depression, and asked the family to be psychologically prepared.

Lu Yi glanced at Lu Yao, who was sitting next to him, and his eyes were very complicated. And Lu Yao was still faint when he heard the news, and he didn't react much.

That night, Lu Yi was silent outside the ward for a long time, and after leaving, the ward round nurse found a large pile of cigarette butts on the ground.

At night, Lu Yao had a dream.

In the dream, I returned to the time when she and Lu Han first got acquainted, on the street, there were too many people in the New Year, and once they were separated. It was Lu Yao who Lu Han found first and took her out of this street.

Lu Han walked in front of him, the young man's excessively long hair was tied into a small braid, neat and neat, and he walked by himself easily.

At this time, even if there is no love between men and women, it is good.

Knowing that it was a phantom, Lu Yao followed two steps behind, ran up violently, and hugged him from behind.

Lu Han paused, turned around and pulled her off his body, and stared at her with a smile, "Yaoyao, you don't walk well, what are you doing?"

Lu Yao just said a word, but suddenly his throat choked, and tears fell.

"It's nothing," she said calmly, wiping away her tears, "I just miss you so much." ”

She was so aggrieved that she knew it was unreasonable, but she couldn't help but tell the truth to the person in her dreams.

Lu Han stretched out his hand, caught the tears on her face, silently glanced at her wet fingers, stretched out his fingertips again, and wiped her face, "Don't cry." ”

Lu Yao said "um", don't look over, raised his hand, and motioned for him to go first, "Let's go." ”

He didn't move for a while, Lu Yao raised his eyes, and the young man was looking at her with his head down, smiling, with all kinds of restrained nostalgia, that look was familiar to her, but it was the affection and love that she had never been able to understand before.

He straightened Lu Yao's windswept hair, kissed her on the cheek, and said softly, "I miss you too." ”

Lu Yao's eyes widened, he stretched out his hand to touch him, and when he touched someone, he suddenly woke up from this dream.

In the middle of the night, the birds outside the window are chirping, and the night is so lonely.

Lu Yao looked blankly at the void and felt a wet face.

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