Chapter 57: You Don't Have to Die

To the east of the eighth hall is a small building, which is not high, but it is exquisite. The view from the windows on the third floor is nice.

Wang Dake said that our conditions are limited, and we need more activities to ensure the smooth delivery of the child, so we chose the third floor.

Xiao Kan has to go up and down the stairs several times a day, often stroking his stomach, and he is very happy.

There are clear springs in the castle that are sweet and delicious, and the seventh forest has wild vegetables and mushrooms, mixed with unknown tubers and cassava, which tastes good.

They also found their own accommodation near the small building and settled down.

I never went to see them, but I often came with some hares and rats from nowhere, and I used them to supplement Xiao Kan's protein.

She showed great curiosity and love for the little life in Xiao Kan's womb, and from her mouth I learned that Gejia outside was also giving birth to a new generation.

I would go to see the Danshui under the immortal tree, the water increased very slowly, sometimes very quickly, and every time I saw it suddenly rise by more than a finger, I would wait for days and not want to look at it.

Eagerness and determination seem to have left me, and I am so attached to the present time.

Every day, we would sit in front of the window on the third floor and watch the magical and homely scenery in front of us, until Xiao Kan couldn't bear the sleepiness and fell asleep in my arms.

She never mentioned the matter of the immortal tree and the danshui, and she would pretend not to know what I had done when I left in the morning, as if in this way I could forget the inevitable parting and always seize the happy time before the parting.

When she fell asleep, I usually wandered around the palace. Since that day, my energy has been incredibly high, and I have not felt a trace of sleepiness until now.

At night, I was like a homeless ghost walking through the white jade palace.

"Si'an, have you ever thought that you don't have to die at all?" One night, Een suddenly asked me.

"Of course I did." Without thinking, I said, "My baby is going to be born soon, and I certainly don't want to die." ”

"Then why are you doing this?"

"It's my responsibility, just like yours!" I say.

Walking forward, silent for a long time.

"Si'an, in fact, I should have killed you!" She turned back abruptly and stopped not far away, "If I insist on my responsibilities like you." ”

I reached out and grabbed the hilt of my sword, but I didn't move.

"But I'm not going to do that!" Turning around, he continued, "There will always be other solutions, not everything has to be fought to the death. ”

I stepped up to follow, "I know what you think, what Virus Zhang gave you doesn't seem to me to apply. ”

"Lu Yan told you that if you don't come, you will die is actually a misunderstanding, immunity is the talent of a few of you, and it has nothing to do with anything, and the only way to save the remaining human beings is the one you choose." "But even if they were immune, our army could wipe them out within a year!" ”

"Do you feel that your sacrifice is a little too unworthy?" Ea paused, and continued to walk forward, "You die or not, they can't make it through!" ”

When I heard him say this, I suddenly thought of something terrible, and I held the hilt of my sword and asked in a deep voice, "Has it already started outside?" ”

She stopped suddenly, and I looked at her back, ready to attack with all my might.

"I'm not going to do that!" Ying's voice was cold, "Si'an, she can support you, and so can I, but I don't support you to die." It's about helping you accomplish what you want to accomplish, and then moving on to that inevitable outcome. So, put away your sword! ”

"How can you help me?"

Without looking back, I slowly raised my arms, the white sleeves fell like an avalanche, and two arms covered with red patterns appeared in front of me.

"During this time, I will drink a handful of Dan water every day, you know what I am, so they can transform my blood into the same as yours!" "If one person's blood will die, then two people's will not die!" ”

"The medicine will be refined, and you will live!" After saying this, he suddenly turned around and swept in front of me.

"You can't change anything, the things in the story are still deceitful after all, and the best ending is for us all to live!"

She hugged me and rested her head on my shoulder.

After a slight pause, he departed like lightning, only a piece of skirt that touched the blade of the sword, fluttering and swaying.

I stood there for a long time, the words echoing in my head.

"What are you thinking?"

Lu Yan's voice sounded behind me.

"Lu Yan, did you hear what you said just now?"

I didn't turn around, but there was silence behind me.

"I don't know what's the point of going on with this! Humanity can't defeat Gega in the end! ”

"The meaning is in your choice!" Lu Yan Road.

"But I have no choice at all, I can't change anything!"

"You can!" Lu Yan said, "To live is the meaning, once you die, there is nothing!" ”

I know he's not talking about me, but the remnants of humanity.

"You can give humanity a fair place and no longer be a glass man!"

I understand what he means, the disadvantage of human beings is not in numbers or in strength, but in the unfairness of the judgment of victory and defeat on both sides. Humans have to kill Gega completely to win, and Gega seems to be able to let humans smell it!

"That's the meaning." Lu Yan said.

I nodded, Lu Yan didn't speak again, and there was silence around me.

It's almost dawn.

The light here is very slow, but the light seems to appear suddenly overhead.

I patted Lu Yan on the shoulder, turned around and walked towards Xiaolou. Xiao Kan should be about to wake up.

Sure enough, Xiao Kan was already sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for me, and the simple breakfast was already on the table.

Seeing me, she stood up happily, "It's almost time to eat, Dake brought tapioca juice with honey in it, it's delicious." ”

I reached out to hold her and touched my high bulging belly, probably with a cold hand, and the little one kicked me unhappily and bounced my hand away.

"This kid has a big temper!"

"It's definitely a boy, what a lot of strength!" Xiao Kan was kicked and hurt, and his eyebrows were slightly frowned.

I laughed, "You just want a son so much?" ”

"Of course, you're gone, there's got to be a man to protect me!" After Xiao Kan finished speaking, he realized that he was speechless, covered his mouth, and tears flowed down.

I felt a pain in my heart, and I couldn't help but say, "I won't go!" There is already a solution to that matter! ”

"Really?" Xiao Kan raised his head fiercely, and there was irrepressible surprise in his eyes.

"Really!" I nodded, "We'll watch him grow up together!" ”