Chapter Seventy-One: The heavens are on each side, and love sinks in the bottom of my heart
"Xiao Chu, you can come to see my family Ruoruo, Auntie is really happy, I can't imagine that there are boys who are worried about my children." Mother An held Chu Hanfei's hand and looked extremely kind.
This night, in order to thank Chu Hanfei, An Ruo's family of three had a feast around the table.
The original atmosphere was very good, and during the meal, Chu Hanfei casually mentioned Gu Chu, although it was only a few words, it made the atmosphere on the table cool down all of a sudden.
"Don't mention the people and things in the past, people have to look forward, and when to always go backward is a head." Father An looked calm and took a sip of the white wine in the glass, and his words were light.
Chu Hanfei knew that he had made a mistake, and he was a little cramped, "I'm sorry." ”
Raising her eyes to look at An Ruo, she was silent and calm, just turning the rice in the bowl without waves, and her emotions were unknown.
It was as if the atmosphere had been frozen, and no one had ever said anything to break it.
Chu Hanfei looked uneasy, and he guessed that she might be angry.
"Will you blame me?"
Put down the chopsticks in your hand: "Are you doing something wrong?" An Ruo's voice was cold.
“......”
"If that's right, why apologize. If it's wrong, why ask me. "Turn your head to look at Mother An;" I'm full, I'm going to make tea for you first..."Without waiting for An's mother to agree, when several people looked over, An Ruo had already gotten up and walked to the kitchen.
Chu Hanfei wanted to catch up, but was grabbed by Father An's wrist, "Young man, some things need time to digest by me, and others can't help me." "The expression is serious and the words are serious.
This meal, Chu Hanfei was entangled and apprehensive, and his heart was up and down, whether An Ruo was angry or not.
After the meal, An Ruo sent Chu Hanfei out of the door, stepping across the courtyard gate, Chu Hanfei stretched out his arm and gently hugged her shoulder: "An Ruo, we are friends, we have always been, you don't need to hide your emotions in front of me." ”
An Ruo looked down at the road under his feet, walking seriously, as if he was worried that the road was unstable and he would fall down if he was not careful. After a pause of two seconds, her voice rang out: "You don't have to be like that. I understand what you want to do and what you want to say, so don't apologize, don't feel guilty, once you say that sorry, it proves that you did wrong. After a pause, he said; I hope you don't get too embarrassed, it's my parents who are too nervous about me. Actually, I just talked about a failed romance, not enough to talk about..."
An Ruo stood in front of Chu Hanfei against the light, his expression was indifferent, his words were calm and gentle, and his tone was flat and he couldn't hear a hint. It seems that the past has really become a memory. But the calmer she is, the more uneasy Chu Hanfei becomes, he would rather she cry at him without a trace of image, or even complain, it is better than now...
Lowering his eyes, Chu Hanfei walked in, reached out to hold An Ruo's hand, and slowly clenched it, conveying silent comfort.
Different from Gu Chu, Chu Hanfei's palm was extremely warm, as if there was a fire slowly burning in the palm of his hand, his expression was gentle, and he wrapped one arm around her, close and measured. Although his voice was hoarse, it had a different kind of tenderness: "An Ruo, time will take away many things, such as pain, such as warmth." I hope you always have warmth and hope in your heart. He lowered his head slightly to meet her eyes, "As long as you need me, I will always be there." You just have to keep that in mind. ”
An Ruo's eyes were slightly sour, she had known him for so long, this was the first time she had looked at Chu Hanfei so seriously. Now his private meeting has become very different...
As for what's different, maybe it's... It became warm.
Time is moving, the people around her are growing, and she shouldn't be stuck in place all the time, it's time to look forward.
......
When An Ruo came back, An Mu was sitting on the edge of the bed to cover her, and the quilt core was stuffed in little by little, but the four corners could not be fixed by one person.
An Ruo took up the two corners and sat on the bed: "Mom, you should let me learn to come by myself for this kind of thing, I can't always rely on you." ”
An's mother smiled and sat aside, but her subordinates kept shaking the quilt core. "I'm really not worried about letting you come."
An Ruo pursed her lips, revealing her little daughter's coquettishness: "You don't believe me so much." ”
"You've always been a child in my heart, a child who hasn't grown up." After putting on the quilt, An's mother sat beside An Ruo, held her hand, and patted it gently.
An Ruo lowered her eyes, and said after a while: "Mom, I know that I have never been a good daughter, I have not been able to help you share the housework and responsibilities well, and I always make trouble for you to worry about me, as a son, I am not filial enough." I'm sorry. ”
"Okay, don't say any more, you just like that, be a mother, as long as the child is happy and happy, it is the best reward for us." Mother An hugged An Ruo and caressed An Ruo's back with one hand, peaceful and kind.
None of them mentioned the unpleasantness of the dinner again, and the family could explain so much, but it was obvious.
......
Chu Hanfei only stayed in City A for two days and rushed back early, leaving school for two days without reason, and it was a big mistake to find out.
Before leaving, An Ruo made him a pot of tea in the compound, which was counted as a farewell.
The tea aroma is light, but the entrance is very mellow. Chu Hanfei silently took a sip of tea, and the warmth seemed to warm from his throat to his heart.
Putting down the teacup, he said, "I can only wait until the summer vacation to come back to see you this time." After that, you must tell me the school you are transferring to, but you can't be bullied. "The joke is really sincere.
An Ruo held the teacup and smiled lightly, the arc was not large, it was not real from Chu Hanfei's corner, she said "good"
"Well, goodbye."
"Hmm. Be careful all the way. ”
As soon as he stepped out of the courtyard gate, Chu Hanfei finally turned around and hugged her lightly: "Take care of yourself." ”
In just a few seconds, he let go and walked briskly. The fragrance of tea in the courtyard was left far behind her, and only the fragrance of tea fell in her heart, blooming with late summer honey.
The weather on this day is good, the sky is very blue, the sun is in full bloom, the loquat trees in the courtyard are full of fruits, green leaves and red flowers.
An Ruo raised her head, and the sunlight filtered through her fingers, giving birth to warmth.
The sun was just right, An Ruo moved the box out, but he wanted to dry the book but was interrupted by Xiangxiang. Now it's time to turn the book out and dry it again.
There was a musty smell in the book, and when I looked through a few pages, the pages were yellow from page to page. Spread them out one by one and expose them to the sun, there are too many books, so the scene of drying books is spectacular.
An Ruo sat on the recliner, looking through a notebook, and the sun was dancing on her face.
It was a diary, with immature handwriting, recording all kinds of life.
Monday, today I am alone again, leaving the blue sky and white clouds to be my company, why am I not likable?
On Tuesday, today Xiangxiang and Jiayi accompanied me home from school, and I was very happy. My wish is very small, and it is enough to have a good friend by my side.
....
An Ruo looked at the diary, as if one end of the yarn was pulling the ball of yarn, pulling farther and farther, and the memories of his childhood quietly came into his mind.
It turns out that his young self is so compassionate and compassionate, sentimental and pretending to be mature. It's really cute tight.
An Ruo's finger stayed on the picture on the title page, the pencil drawing of the three villains, the style of painting is childish and innocent, there are different groups with the name "An Ruo, Xiangxiang, Jiayi", but there is the same smile on the face, innocent.
The former self is really easy to be satisfied, and it is enough to have relatives and friends by your side.
As now, the human heart is not satisfied. With a little warmth, you will covet more...
In S City, the neon lights outside the window are like water flowing, the silent square, the wide and clean streets, the trees are bare, crossing the sky, and the vehicles are speeding fast.
This city is beautiful, and you don't dare to think deeply about everything, and behind the prosperity is all loneliness.
Qian Yuan drove the car, and Gu Chu's cold tone came from the microphone; "Where are you?"
"On the way, soon." After speaking, the phone had already been hung up.
Qian Yuan pursed his lips, damn it.
In the office, there are trainee lawyers who make mistakes in their work, and after being reprimanded, they frequently admit their mistakes and apologize.
Lu Zichu was noble and domineering in his bones, but the words he said were like knives, and the girl couldn't stand it, so she sobbed quietly. Gu Chu didn't speak, but there was a faint impatience on his face.
When Qian Yuan entered the room, Lu Zichu raised his eyes and glanced at him, except for the slight bloodshot eyes, as always, but Qian Yuan felt that today's Gu Chu was different from the past, his eyes were deep and intimidating!
is slightly cowardly, this person today is very angry and can't be provoked.
It turned out to be a mature man, Gu Chu's gaze stopped on Qian Yuan for a second and turned his gaze away.
The previous anger and coldness seemed to disappear in an instant.
What will appear will be an indifferent and warm face, and the inner world of a sane man can be clearly seen on the handsome facial features, and all the bad emotions come and go in less than a few seconds.
"There is no next time."
The intern had tears on his face, and looked at Qian Yuan gratefully, pear blossoms brought rain, and it seemed that he was severely reprimanded by Gu Chu.
After she left, Qian Yuan sat on the sofa, "What are you looking for me?" ”
Gu Chu threw the document to Qian Yuan; "You signed this list for me? I told you before that you wouldn't give me orders in the near future, don't you understand? ”
Qian Yuan suddenly felt a little dry mouth, and it happened that the assistant brought two cups of coffee, he reached out and took it, and took a big sip before saying, "Isn't this also good for you." ”
Facing Gu Chu's puzzled eyes, he continued: "There are many ways for a woman to decompress when she falls out of love, shopping, desserts, and traveling, but men can only rely on work to relieve stress, you say that if I don't help you pick up the job and let you stay alone, how long will it take you to recover?" One month? Two months? Or half a year? ”
"I just want to be alone. You take the order yourself and solve it yourself. The person who spoke had a cold expression and a cold voice.
"Brother, you listen to me. One person is even more uncomfortable. Qian Yuan looked at Gu Chu's departing back and shouted loudly.
In exchange for someone's cold back.