Chapter 117: Nostalgia, Reminiscing about the Age of Freedom
Everyone will have a dark side in their hearts, and most of the time they will be fine, but if the hidden violence factor breaks out, just like at this moment...
After Gu Chu dragged Yu Han out of the car door, Yu Han fell to the ground almost instantly, surrounded by the streets of traffic, and the night wind blew on Gu Chu's body. This time, it was not only Xiao Chen, but even Yu Han himself noticed that Gu Chu, who was so happy and angry, was full of obvious evil aura at this moment.
He looks like a fierce wolf tearing his prey in the dark night, everyone is afraid, how can anyone think that he is a warm lover?
But he is Gu Chu after all, after a short period of anger, he finally calmed down his anger, and his tone was cold, but at least he was no longer angry, perhaps in his opinion, just one Yu Han was not enough to make him angry.
"It's a great place for decanting." Gu Chu was about to turn around and get into the car, but Heng Zhu didn't have the gentlemanly demeanor to give her the car, but when he turned around, he stopped when he turned around, took out his wallet from his pocket, took out a few yuan, and when he squatted down, he stuffed the money into Yu Han's chest: "Take it and take the car!" You don't have to pay it back. ”
How gentle, but this kind of behavior is the most hurtful, she said An Ruoshui Yang Hua, he told her how contemptuous and degrading this behavior is.
In the night breeze, she saw Gu Chu get up, and felt that her eyelashes were piercing, and a tear fell down without defense, and then at the moment when the car drove away, she finally howled and cried......
In the weather of June, Yu Han fell on the side of the road in embarrassment, she saw another drunk self in the eyes of passers-by, thinking of her proud daughter, but willing to take root in this man who didn't love him, so it seems that the cheapest person is her.
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In the car, Xiao Chen said cautiously: "M."
Gu, I'm sorry. ”
"I changed the car when I went back, and I didn't want to see it again." In the dark, Gu Chu said this.
That afternoon, An Ruo and Gu Chu were wandering aimlessly, passing by a video store and stopping.
When An Ruo was in junior high school, music tapes were very popular, and almost every week he would go to the video store with Jia Yixiangxiang, looking for some of the latest popular new songs, and playing them on the tape recorder all day, the songs of the 90s always have a kind of magic that makes people never get tired of listening to them.
Thinking like this, An Ruo's face put a smile on her face and pushed the door in. The interior of the store is very retro, and as soon as you enter, you can hear the sound of the old gramophone, which makes you feel like you have entered the world of old Shanghai.
An Ruo originally planned to just watch, listen, and not buy, but the boss was very enthusiastic, smiling sunshine, and being received with such a warm smile, if you didn't buy discs, it seemed to be no different from eating a bully meal.
"Boss, do you have any Wu Bai's song here?" An Ruo thought that if she really wanted to buy a plate, Wu Bai's songs were what An Ruo wanted to buy the most, and she always felt that his rough and delicate singing voice covered the free era that belonged to them.
And each stage can't go backwards, when she is ignorant, they are crazy and wanton enjoying their youth, music does have the magic to make these eternal, she wants to experience the nineties that she has existed but never really experienced.
"Yes" The young shopkeeper found the lost disc from the thick CD album and asked An Ruo, "Do you need to audition?" ”
Then listen to it.
The music sounded, Wu Bai's voice lingered in the small storefront, and the music orchestration was shocking, like an icicle falling down, but the water was murmuring when it landed.
Wu Bai, a singer known as a rock poet, once said in an earlier interview that a person's charm comes from his flaws: beauty is flawed, it must have hard work to be beautiful, there must be very hot weather, and the sign photographed has temperature; There has to be pain, and the process of making something is sweet.
Maybe it's a coincidence, the store is just An Ruo's favorite "care", and the people standing next to this song before were Xiangxiang, but now... An Ruo tightened her hand tightly, only to feel that there was a gentleness flowing in the midsummer sun.
"If you like it, you buy it." Gu Chu's tone was gentle.
"Okay."
The afternoon sun was warm, Gu Chu was holding An Ruo in one hand and a paper bag with drums in the other, and there were shallow smiles on the faces of both of them under the sun.
On the road of life, there is never a shortage of surprises and accidents.
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Because they were told to come back later in advance, An Ruo and Gu Chu were idle, and they had nothing to do.
Speaking of noodles, Ah Sheng remembered Xiangxiang's food recommendation before, she said that there is a grandmother near A University that is very delicious, but the price has also risen rapidly in a few years, from the initial three or four yuan, to the current seven or eight yuan, and she also wants to open a chain store.
told Gu Chu about this, so the afternoon sun was slightly drunk, and the two of them walked hand in hand to A University. Idle and bored, the two started a nostalgic conversation about the past.
Gu Chu said that when he was a child, he heard that turtles are easy to raise, he was 8 years old in the middle of summer and Chengyuan often caught a few small turtles, brought home to raise, to the second year, only the last of the three turtles remained, he was busy with various exams, neglected to take care of it, one day was mentioned by his mother, then he remembered that there was a turtle alive in the fish tank.
He said that the turtle had survived the coldest winter when it was unattended, but it was a pity that one day the domestic helper overfed him, and when he woke up the next day, he saw that the turtle was so lifeless and sunk at the bottom of the tank, and he felt very uncomfortable.
He said to An Ruo: "No matter what you raise, you have to be responsible, he once thought that the turtle has a long life, and it can live well without care, but he forgot the fundamental point, in fact, it is also a living thing and needs to be taken care of, and he has not been able to do this." ”
An Ruo began to understand why he never had a pet, in the huge old mansion of the Gu family, there was no pet for people to keep company, once he was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope, he would also be afraid of dependence on the pet, and one day after it left, he could not bear it.
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He said that geniuses also have times when they are confused and go the wrong way. In school in China, he and Chengyuan played online games, indulged in them for several months, and then woke up one morning, suddenly woke up, and tacitly deleted all those games from the computer.
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He said that the year Xiao Qin died was midsummer, and in the funeral hall, he hid alone in the empty utility room, quietly in a daze. When Chengyuan found him, he tried to smile: "So here?" Everybody's looking for you. ”
"Xiao Chu, everything will pass. Xiao Qin doesn't want you to look like this," Wu Nai said, and began to shed tears when he lowered his head.
That night, he squatted in the dimly lit place, crying like a child, Cheng Yuan sat with him, got up to leave, and when he came back, he had an extra pack of cigarettes in his hand, took out one and handed it over: "Do you want to smoke?" ”
It was his first cigarette. At that time, he felt that cigarettes were really a good thing.
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He is not perfect, and he will have an unbearable side. When he first arrived in the UK, he was unfamiliar with the place and was reluctant to speak, and the British children were very ignorant and often liked to laugh around him, but the British girls liked him very much, so he had no other friends except for the exchange students in the same period throughout the semester.
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In the same year, some of his classmates began to take ~ drugs in private; Someone openly brought his girlfriend into the dormitory to have ~ sex; There is a senior who founded a company, and later closed down and attempted suicide, and since then it has been in a slump and decadent for half of his life.
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The weather in the UK is very bad and it rains a lot. Before coming, everyone would think that in their leisure days, everyone could lie on the grass and read a book and feed the pigeons, but the reality is that as soon as you lie on the lawn, your body must be like rolling through the mud, let alone reading a book, unless you endure the dampness under the pig, the pigeons in the square are cute at first glance, but they feel that their cries are very noisy and disturbing.
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In his second year in the UK, he moved out of the school dormitory and lived in an apartment near the school.
That year, he went out on an errand and saw Susa when he returned to his lodgings
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Susa
Sitting on the steps, with his head buried in his knees, he wanted to laugh when he came back, but that day he only saw her tears.
She said: "Elimination, what to do, Chengyuan found a new love behind my back." ”
Susa
After falling asleep, he called Cheng Yuan, and Cheng Yuan said anxiously on the other end of the phone, "Is she there for you?" You help me take care of her first, and I'll book the tickets right away. ”
He asked "what's going on?"
There was a pause in Chengyuan's words, "That girl was interested in me, and after I refused, he wanted me to hug her, and it happened that Susa was wrong."
See. No matter how I explain it, she doesn't believe it, I don't have anything at all with that girl."
"Have you ever wondered that the girl was because she saw Susa
I let you hug her. ”
“......”
An Ruo didn't know what was going on, listening to him talk about the past, his heart was slightly sour, and there were tears in his eyes, Gu Chu saw it, wiped away the tears with one hand, and teased, "When did my child become a crying bag?" ”
The tail note is elongated, and the indescribable warmth is restrictive.
He said it was all over. Men and women stay together, not only to talk about love, but also to talk about like-mindedness, and the most important thing is that they are rich and bumpy, and they can still hold the hands of their sons.
He said that he bought a piece of land, and in January '04, he turned it over himself, the soil was damp and fresh, and before his exams, he planted the seeds of daisies in season, and in a while he could see countless small daisies. In autumn, you can also enjoy chrysanthemums together, dry chrysanthemums, and make tea.
An Ruo laughed and hit him, "Who is from your family?" I'm still home. ”
This is Gu Chu, who can make her cry one second, but can give her warmth and emotion the next.