Chapter 80: Breaking the Tranquility and Escaping the Heart in Reality
"Where is this?" An Ruo changed the subject and asked.
"My Family"
Lu Yi calmly took out the packaged sauerkraut fish and rice from the incubator, and raised his eyes to look at An Ruo who was leaning against the door: "Why are you stunned?" Not hungry? ”
An Ruo pursed her lips, she really wanted to reply, "With you, I won't be hungry." But he held back. Lifted into the kitchen.
After a meal, the two hardly communicated. Maybe it's because I'm used to the atmosphere of silence with each other, and An Ruo doesn't feel embarrassed.
Lu Yan took a piece of fish meat and put it in An Ruo's bowl, "I'll call you a car in a moment and ask him to take you back to the office." ”
An Ruo ate with his head bored, and did not pick up the piece of fish that Lu Yan put into the bowl. "Good"
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The next day, An Ruo didn't see Lu Yi in the office, and a wave of doubts surged in his heart, but he didn't care very much.
At half past nine in the morning, An Ruo got up with a mug and went to the pantry with a little thirst, and unexpectedly heard the gossip conversation between female lawyers. Three voices, the door of the pantry is not soundproof, An Ruo stood outside the door and heard it clearly.
Lady A: "Eh, have you heard?" Lu Xun took a leave of absence today. ”
Lady B: "Yes, yes, I've heard about it, and this is the first time he's been in the firm. ”
Lady C: "Come over here, gossip, I heard that he is at home because of a fever and can't get up." ”
Lady A: "Fever?" Shall we buy something to see him? ”
Ms. C: "I was thinking about it, but he always kept his life private and never brought us home on dates, so I don't know where his home is?" ”
Lady B: "Ah, that's a pity... Does anyone else know? Such a great opportunity. ”
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The conversation inside was still going on, but An Ruo didn't have the heart to continue listening. Standing outside the door, with a complicated expression, the hand holding the mug tightened and tightened, and turned back to its original position.
In the autumn of 14, when An Ruo met Gu Congming for the first time, his evaluation of her was: "An Ruo is a good boy with a kind heart. ”
But there are two sides to everything, An Ruo is kind, and at the same time he is also very ruthless.
She knew what the cause of Lu Wei's fever was, and she also knew where his home was, but she would do something if she wanted to show it, but she didn't, just pretended not to hear it, and continued to go back to her workstation and busy with her own business.
The professor is a person who understands the inside story, he looked at An Ruo's casual appearance at this time, and shook his head helplessly, An Ruo, this girl seems to be ruthless and ruthless, seems to be ruthless and ruthless, and her thoughts are unpredictable, as a tutor, he can't see clearly, in short, the Tao is quite profound.
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On Saturday afternoon, after two days of observation, An Ruo returned home. Because there was no advance notice, there was no one at home.
At dusk, An Ruo was the only one in the spacious and bright kitchen, and she was making cakes.
Mix the eggs, add the cake mix, add a little milk and small oranges, stir well, and put in the microwave.
After the orange was heated, it had a slightly bitter taste, An Ruo had tried it with Gu Chu before, and it tasted good.
After five minutes of high heat, the cake swells, as if full of joy, waiting for the appreciator to pick it at any time.
"Ding ——-"
An Ruo took out the cake from the oven, smelling the strong aroma, white color, full of snow and white treatment, hidden in the scorching sun.
An Ruo cut a piece of cake, put it on a small plate, and put it with a fork, the soft cake was in her mouth, a little bitter, but her heart was full of warmth.
After eating the cake, An Ruo walked around the courtyard, drying the freshly picked and baked osmanthus on the vine trellis, clusters of small yellow petals, the breeze passed, and the fragrance of the flowers was still there.
The highly tense spirit that had been observed for two days relaxed at this moment, and An Ruo's consciousness gradually became sleepy. I walked up the stairs and went back to my room, where I fell asleep as soon as I got into the bed.
This sleep An Ruo was very deep, it was late at night when he woke up again, the room was quiet, he reached out to touch his mobile phone to see the time, it was already ten o'clock, and the screen prompted that there were several missed calls, all of which were displayed with the same number.
I just woke up and my consciousness was still a little blurry, and I turned back with my blindfolded eyes.
The prompt tone was less than three sounds, and the other party had already picked it up. Obviously eager.
"An Ruo, you are so ruthless." The tone on the microphone was low, but the words were heavy.
The person who came was not good, not who Lu Yi was.
An Ruo subconsciously frowned when she heard the voice, and smiled, she can be kind, but she never sells her kindness easily.
"What do you mean?" An Ruo's eyes were calm, and he spoke lightly, without a trace of emotion.
On the other side of the microphone, Lu Wei's brows furrowed, "Let's talk." "The voice is really not your average hoarse.
An Ruo sat up straight, raised his hand and turned on the bedside lamp, lowered his eyes and thought about it, and said, "Lu Xun, I'm curious, people like you, surrounded by all the women around you, are you willing to be bound and free by a woman one day?" Would you willingly give up a manor's flowers and take only a scoop? ”
"If you're tempted, what's not to do?" As he spoke, a gentle cough came from the microphone, which diluted the sharpness of his words.
The night was very quiet, An Ruo got up and got out of bed and walked to the windowsill. Outside the deep window, the light is dim. The perspective is projected to a pot of orchids on the windowsill, and he said leisurely, "Once my heart moves, it is just a water moon mirror flower." ”
"You're not me, how do you know I'm not in love for long?" Lu Yi was laughing on the other side of the microphone, but because of habit, the laughter was a little ridiculous.
After a little hesitation, An Ruoning said, "The person in my heart is not you. ”
"So what?" In order to avoid him, she really took great pains.
The more she didn't care about him, the more he wanted her. He enjoyed the thrill of pulling that person out of his heart, so that she could be his whole body.
This time it was An Ruo's turn to frown; "I mean, I like people."
"But he doesn't love you, or you wouldn't be separated." Lu Xun's voice was quiet and to the point.
An Ruo frowned and didn't say a word.
In the deep night, An Ruo heard the sound of even breathing on the other side of the microphone, and his heart was flooding, accompanied by a little panic, he was serious.
Hearing the prompt of being hung up, Lu Yi put down his mobile phone and stood silently, his dark eyes, as if the dust had been blown away, refracting a sharp light.
It's okay, we... It's a long time coming. You just have to recognize that.
It was night, An Ruo sat silently for most of the night, fell asleep in the early hours of the morning, and woke up at about eight o'clock in the morning.
Walked into the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face, looked at himself in the mirror, his complexion was worse than usual, and he was going back to school tomorrow, for Lu Yun...... She was afraid to avoid it.
After sleeping all night, his hair was a little messy, and Ah Sheng started braiding his hair while walking to the balcony.
The weather was fine today, and the sunlight was seeping into the room unrestricted, and An Ruo thought that she might be able to go out for a walk in a while.
called out to An's mother, who was sweeping the floor downstairs: "Mom, morning." ”
An's mother stopped her movements and looked up at him on the balcony on the second floor; "Awake? When I came back yesterday and saw a mess in the kitchen, I thought it was a thief, and I hurriedly looked for what I lost, but I saw you sleeping in bed until you snored, but your mother was scared to death, and I said, is it a bear child? ”
"I don't snore when I sleep..."An Ruo pulled her hair in one hand and whispered in defense.
A faint flush appeared on the girl's beautiful face, and the sun shone on her body, and there was a light flickering.
Is it embarrassing? Perhaps, looking down at the dried roses, in order to change the topic, casually said: "Osmanthus is very good, Mom." ”
"Come down and eat." There was a chuckle in Ann's mother's words.
An Ruo's smile deepened, bright and bright. Saying hello, he turned and went downstairs.
After breakfast, An Ruo squatted in the fence in the courtyard to water the flowers and plants, and on the autumn morning, the beautiful girl wore a pink cardigan knitted jacket, a white T-shirt, a beige skirt, pink board shoes, and a watering can, taking care of the eye-catching flowers and plants.
An Ruo likes such days very much, such a self, plain and warm, with some fireworks. It's just that there is someone who wants to break the status quo of everything she likes now...
An Ruo tilted her head, her eyelashes fluttering. There was a message in the pocket of the coat, it was Susu.
"An Ruo, today is Sunday, have you had a good rest? Don't stay in the library all day, your eyes will get tired. ”
When An Ruo saw these words, a smile curled up on the corner of her mouth, and her eyes were warm and warm, she gave up everything over there, but she couldn't give up the thousands of rivers and mountains about friendship.
raised his hand and dialed back, and the other side quickly picked it up, and said surprise: "An Ruo, it's early." ”
Jingmei, there is a moving voice in her ears, and An Ruo's mood seems to be bright and clear. At this moment, An Ruo unexpectedly remembered the words of the Buddha.
The Buddha said, "A moment is eternity." ”
The best time is spread out between An Ruo's eyebrows and eyes, and with the flow of black eyes, it seems to be able to blend in the spring light of a lifetime.
Intending to get rid of her worries, she said, "Susu, how are you?" ”
"Okay, I just miss you a little. What about you? Is there anything that doesn't go well with school? Or is there someone harassing you? ”
Su Su's words were concerned, and An Ruo was slightly stunned when he heard it, and his question was really accurate.
"I..." In the face of such a concerned question, An Ruo's lies were a little unspeakable.
Su Su frowned slightly, "What's wrong?" Bullied? Anruo. There was some urgency in his voice.
An Ruo closed her eyes and vaguely returned to the girls' dormitory of S University, warm and lively with popularity, the place where she was most attached to S University, but unfortunately, the old times are gone.
"It's okay" An Ruo's voice was flat, and she couldn't hear the slightest emotion.
Su Su on the other side of the microphone frowned when she heard this, she vaguely felt that An Ruo was at a loss today, very different from the past, as if she was like a child.
But An Ruo in her impression is not such a child, she is very confident in her studies, never at a loss, for interpersonal relationships, except for the people she cares about, she is rarely affected by the strange sounds around her, except... Affection.
After such an analysis, Su Su said in one sentence, "Someone is chasing you, right?" You're at a loss for what to do. ”
An Ruo was a little surprised, and he didn't know why Su Su's thinking was very clear today, and he could always say it. An Ruo's throat rolled, and finally she didn't say a word.
"Who is he?" Su Su asked.
An Ruo frowned, struggled, and slowly explained the matter.
She said, "Susu, I don't want to hide my bad feelings, to be honest, I don't want to have any contact with him, but for some reason he always appears in front of me, and I don't want to meet him again at school." ”
In front of Su Su, An Ruo didn't want to make excuses, she couldn't deceive her, so why hide it and increase the estrangement.