169. Background

Lu Yao guessed correctly, the reason why Lu Han chose to leave was indeed for Lu Yao.

Ling Li went back to City B and found Lu Han as soon as possible - Ling Li received news not long ago that someone seemed to have found Lu Han's traces in City B.

Yes, son.

Speaking of Lu Han's life experience, it is more than a tragic word. His real name is indeed a Han character, but his surname is Bian. (For the sake of ease of reading, the back is still written Lu Han).

Lu Han was born in Italy in a high-bourgeois wealthy Chinese businessman family, and his education and training from childhood to adulthood were top-notch, because he was talented and intelligent, and he learned everything that celebrities would know, such as piano, ballroom dancing and so on.

But the good times didn't last long, the Bian family suffered a flying disaster, and a mafia battle took the lives of the innocent Bian family's parents, leaving only a small Bian Han. He was too young, and he could only watch as his huge family property was divided by various forces, leaving him alone.

The idea of revenge sustains the rich boy to beg and wander, steal food with wild dogs on the streets, and he desperately tries to survive, because he knows that only by living can he avenge his parents.

Then Ling Li picked up Lu Han. In fact, he also adopted many street children and orphans like Lu Han together, gave them good food and drink, and cultivated various skills necessary for them to be in the underworld.

Of more than 20 children, in the end, only Lu Han survived all the tests and survived. Moreover, in the final round of the test, he personally killed two other children who had survived until now......

From that time on, Lu Han knew that his life was completely unclean.

Ling Li was very satisfied with this heir, and spared no effort to teach him a lot of things, almost teaching him what he had learned all his life. But what he didn't know was that this incredibly good godson would choose to run away.

Of course, Lu Han wanted to escape.

Following Ling Li's side, his daily homework is either to kill or calculate, or to learn how to kill and how to calculate, with a smile on his face, he can hardly tell whether he is himself during the day or not. It's too fake.

And the more important reason is that Lu Han accidentally learned that the gang that killed his parents in the first place all died in a recent war. Now it's okay, the enemy himself is dead, and he doesn't have to do it himself...... What a thing?

Lu Han, who was tired of this life and couldn't find the meaning of living, desperately escaped from the Wu Gang, fled back to China, and came to the unfamiliar city of B. Then on that desperate Chinese New Year's Eve morning, he met the light of life.

He was picked up by Lu Yao.

At the first glance of Lu Yao, Lu Han's dark heart beat vividly again. He suddenly had a desire to continue to live and want to see her more. This is for many years.

That time, when Lu Han comforted Lu Yao with his own experience, he didn't say anything about his experience in the Ubang.

"Do you know far away, my original life is really a mess. After being tortured for many years in a very unpleasant place, I escaped with the belief that I would die

Ash, the whole world is dark. Prepare enough to let life end in that New Year, but it doesn't count from the moment I meet you. From that day on, I had a family and life had meaning ever since. ”

All the good and bad experiences in life, as if waiting for me to meet you.

met Lu Yao, although it has only been a few years, Lu Han has changed. He was reluctant to die.

At that time, Lu Han raised his hand to wipe his tears and suppressed his choked throat.

He gave up. Everything he does for the long years to come will be for the two of them to survive.

If all the suffering is meaningful, then Lu Han's more than ten years of tossing and turning are probably to accumulate enough luck for him to meet his light.

"I instinctively endure the darkness if I have never seen the light."

......

But Ling Li's reappearance broke Lu Han's originally happy life.

He struggled to get a chance—a chance for Ling Li to forgive him. So he said goodbye to Lu Yao, returned to the Wubang and Ling Li with a lot of wind and frost, helped him do things, and continued to do those murderous and oversold things.

He couldn't let Ling Li know how important Lu Yao was to him, otherwise Lu Yao would be in a very dangerous situation. So all the ruthlessness and ruthlessness were just the way he endured the heartache for Ling Li to see.

He knew that Lu Yao would be sad...... But he can't help it, he really doesn't have a way. He was not willing to do so at the slightest opportunity, but he had no other choice, he could not ...... Let Lu Yao take the risk.

As for drug use...... It was once when Ling Li wanted to attack Lu Han again, and forced him to do it. He said that if Lu Han didn't do it, he would go to Lu Yao and find a way to make her addicted to drugs......

So Lu Han compromised again. For the sake of Lu Yao, he has almost no principles and bottom lines.

Liu Zhiyan was also shocked and angry when he knew about this: "Lu Han, are you crazy?" How can you take drugs?! ”

Lu Han closed his eyes, his face full of pain: "I can't help it, really, just once...... I really can't help it. If I don't obey them, they'll give Haruka an injection......"

Liu Zhiyan: "!!" She opened her mouth and couldn't say a word. Liu Zhiyan suddenly felt overwhelming despair.

Lu Han let himself fall into the mud, but he wanted to give her a clean life.

"You don't know how desperate I was when those people pressed me to the ground and I watched the liquid in the syringe slowly pour into my body...... I know you hate drug addicts the most, but I really can't help it...... Yaoyao, you hate me so much, I just pray for you...... Don't forgive me. —From Lu Han's diary.

After listening to all the things Liu Zhiyan said one after another, Lu Yao had already burst into tears. She shuddered and closed her eyes. Path......

The reason why we can't see the darkness is because someone is trying their best to keep the darkness out of your sight.

......

During the time when Lu Han was in the operating room, Lu Yao sat expressionlessly in the waiting area outside, without saying a word or moving

After a while, it's weird and scary.

Liu Zhiyan didn't dare to disturb her, so she could only go outside by herself and call Lu Yihan and them first. They have also been looking for Lu Yao's whereabouts for the past few days, and they finally got the news tonight, and now they should be working with the people of Lonely Flame to clear the remnants of the Wu Gang.

Yi Hanzhi hadn't closed his eyes for several days, and when he received Liu Zhiyan's call, he was stunned for a moment, and then he said "I'll come right away" and hung up.

Liu Zhiyan: "......" I don't know why I feel panicked......

When Yi Hanzhi rushed to the hospital, he saw a Lu Yao who seemed to have not changed but seemed to have changed. His heart chuckled inexplicably.

After settling down, Yi Hanzhi still walked over, squatted down in front of Lu Yao, looked at her eyes gently, and exclaimed tentatively: "...... Lu Yao? ”

Lu Yao's eyes slowly became focused, and she looked at Yi Hanzhi's eyes with red and swollen eyes, but did not answer.

Yi Hanzhi's heart slowly cooled down, but he didn't want to admit it or believe it, and his voice was heartbreaking: "Lu Yao, it's okay, can you go home with me?"

Lu Yao was stunned for a long time before he shook his head slowly but firmly. She looked at Yi Hanzhi's eyes and burst into tears: "I'm sorry ......"

Yi Hanzhi's heart sank completely. What he knew, when Liu Zhiyan told him what the specific situation was, he had a faint premonition - some things seemed to be about to change.

is as confident as Yi Nanshen, he has never doubted his charm, and he has never believed that Lu Yao likes him. But...... But he wasn't sure if love was the most important thing in Lu Yao's heart.

Lu Yao, who has lacked love since childhood, actually needs to be hurt very much, and Lu Han is the family member who has been by her side for several years before him. Even if it is not the relationship between men and women, Lu Yao has always regarded him as the most important person. Yi Hanzhi has always known that.

Later, Lu Han left her and did something very excessive, so slowly, Lu Yao finally let go of him and only regarded himself as the most important person in his life. But now...... They told him that everything Lu Han did was for Lu Yao, and all the suffering he suffered was also for Lu Yao......

Yi Hanzhi was suddenly very flustered, he felt as if he was about to lose Lu Yao.

Lu Yao doesn't like to be indebted, not to mention that she doesn't necessarily have only family feelings for Lu Han. Now that he owes Lu Han so much, Yi Hanzhi is really not sure that he can still snatch her.

He watched Lu Yao's eyes slowly turn cold, and his voice trembled, "You...... Figured it out, huh? ”

Lu Yao's heart trembled fiercely, she ignored the panic and uneasiness in her heart, and forced herself to nod, ruthless.

Yi Hanzhi gradually calmed down, he nodded, slowly stood up, and looked at Lu Yao condescendingly. Lu Yao looked up at Yi Hanzhi, and suddenly thought that he saw his cold and emotionless face and cold eyes when he first met him.

Her heart ached.

Yi Hanzhi just looked at her quietly for a while, and then left as if disappointed, without looking back once, without a trace of hesitation.

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