What a surprise! It turned out to be Yuting's breakup with Shi Wen first? No, didn't Shi Wen take the initiative to break up?

I was a little surprised, so I almost had to say the word "Yuting", but fortunately, I corrected it immediately.

Is what Shi Wen said true? Is he putting gold on his face, or is he trying to win sympathy and lure me into taking the bait?

"Yes." Shi Wen nodded, "I made a mistake, and I took the initiative to apologize to her." However, she refused to forgive me and finally left me. ”

"That's a serious mistake, isn't it?" I asked knowingly.

"Hmm." Shi Wen nodded, "But I still love her very much, I hope she can forgive me." Unfortunately, she still wouldn't forgive me. She was pregnant with my child, but she would rather kill it than forgive me for the sake of the child in her womb. We, we're going to get married, and in the end, we broke up. ”

Shi Wen took off his glasses again and wiped the corners of his eyes, the corners of his eyes seemed to be a little moist.

"Actually, I didn't mean to make mistakes, but my girlfriend is a very suspicious woman." Shi Wen muttered to himself, "I and that woman, that is, the woman who made me make mistakes, originally there was really nothing between me and her, but Yuting always suspected that my relationship with her was not ordinary. She kept an eye on me and stalked me all the time. ”

Trace? I was stunned, I didn't expect Yuting to be such a woman?

I didn't interrupt Shi Wen's words, but listened quietly.

"Yuting is too suspicious, in fact, before dating me, she also had a boyfriend."

Yes? So, Shi Wen is not Yuting's first boyfriend?

"At the beginning, she suspected that her ex-boyfriend didn't love her, and she almost committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills!"

I remember that when I was still Ning Qiang, Shi Wen once said that Yuting had suicidal tendencies, but that time, she seemed to want to commit suicide because Shi Wen's parents opposed their relationship? How can this be another suicide story?

Shi Wen's following words immediately solved the mystery.

"But I didn't expect that when she was dating me later, she would repeat her old tricks again, and she planned to kill herself in the same way."

"She swallowed sleeping pills again?"

"Hmm. She used the same method, still swallowing sleeping pills, but she was found out, and after going to the hospital for first aid, this saved her life. Shi Wen shook his head.

"Is it because your parents are against your marriage?" I asked knowingly.

"Yes." Shi Wen was stunned, of course he didn't know that this was what he had said to me and to Ning Qiang, his rival at the time.

"However, my parents are not against us being together for any other reason, but precisely because they know that Yuting once swallowed sleeping pills. My parents said: The girlfriend I am looking for may have mental problems, and if I can't think about it again in the future, I will poison everyone in the family, so what can I do? "Shi Wen's words below are really shocking to me.

"However, Yuting knew that my parents were against us being together, and she was completely devastated." Shi Wen sighed, "She suspects that my parents have arranged another family affair for me, and suspects that all the young people of the opposite sex around me have an intimate relationship with me. ”

"Did you tell her why your parents were against you? Any woman, like me, doesn't want others to say that about themselves. I chimed in.

"No, I didn't tell her why my parents were against it, how could I do such a stupid thing?" Shi Wen had forgotten that he was talking to a woman he had just known for a short time, as if the other party was an old friend he had known for many years.

To be honest, Shi Wen is not a bad person, perhaps, I came to see him with colored glasses at the beginning, right?

But because I couldn't say why my parents objected, she became more and more suspicious of me. She tried to tie me down by suicide, but she didn't really intend to kill herself, she deliberately made one of her friends aware of her suicide attempt. Still, she swallowed the pill, and if she had been an hour late, she might have died. Hey, I was so wrong, I really shouldn't have told her that my parents didn't like her. Later, I was even more wrong, because I couldn't stand her suspicion and jealousy, and I, I actually ······ with another woman"

Shi Wen hugged his head, looking very painful. Perhaps, he is really repenting, and perhaps, he still loves Yuting deeply.

I was stunned.

I remembered that a long time ago, there was a movie star who also committed suicide in an attempt to save a love. However, she died in the end.

It seems that suicide, even if it is pretending to commit suicide, is a dead end. However, Yuting wanted to commit suicide at every turn?

Hey, even if I can save her once, I'm afraid I won't be able to save her for the rest of my life! Suspicious and sensitive character, suspicious of love, and too strong possessiveness, this is her biggest weakness!

I felt some kind of sympathy for the man in front of me, maybe it was empathy? And before that, we were still a pair of rivals?

"If you had a watch that could turn back time, would you go back in time and correct that mistake you made in the first place?" I asked.

Yes, Shi Wen made a mistake, but he still loves Yuting. Also, they also have the crystallization of love, which is the child in Yuting's belly. Yuting did not beat this child, which shows that she still loves Shiwen.

How cruel it is that they love each other, but they broke up because of one thing!

Suddenly, I felt like my old self was mean. Why should I break them up? If I never tell that secret, Yuting will not break up with Shiwen, perhaps, they and their baby can live a happy life?

Ning Qiang, Ning Qiang, haven't you made a mistake? Who do you think you are, a judge? Why do you have to insert it into someone else's life? Don't you feel selfish?

"Yes." After hesitating for a moment, Shi Wen nodded, "Everyone will want to correct their previous mistakes, but ······"

"But what?"

"But making mistakes is an immutable part of life." Shi Wen said, "Just like your husband can't prevent the death of his ex-wife, even if we are given another chance, I'm afraid we won't be able to avoid making mistakes and not encountering disasters at all." ”

"Huh?" Shi Wen's words hit my heart like a bolt of lightning.

"I really can't give you any advice, your encounter with your husband should be a predestined fate, I don't think you have anything to escape." Shi Wen said, "Even if you are living very unhappy now, and are even on the verge of divorce, at least you once loved each other, right?" Otherwise, why would you choose him? ”

I was silent.

"I was also in love with my ex-girlfriend, and that's enough." Shi Wen sighed, "Who knows what tomorrow will bring? Could it be that I would choose to run away from her yesterday because I knew that we would break up today? Besides, can I get away with it? ”

"So, so I can't escape it?" My shoulders fell all at once.

Yes, I really can't escape it. Whether it is Yuting's death or the upcoming intersection between me and Ning Qiang, I can't escape or change it.

"Science fiction says that if we can go back in time and change something, history will change." Shi Wen continued, "However, I think we humans are too idealistic. If we can go back in time and change history, then what are we? For example, if you change the past, your parents will not meet and fall in love, and it will not be possible to give birth to you. Since you don't exist anymore, how can you go back in time? ”

"What do you mean?"

"Since you are from the future, it means that time travel is possible." Shi Wen said, "However, you are only a tourist at most, and you can't change anything." Have you ever been on a safari? ”

I shook my head.

"In a safari, animals are free, not in cages. However, we spectators were locked up in the car, and we could only watch the animals behind the iron railings on the car. ”

"I kind of don't understand what you mean."

"I mean, you've never been here, but you've not changed anything. You're just a tourist sitting in a sightseeing bus, watching what's going to happen here, but you can't change anything. In the same way, your future husband thinks that he can change his fate with that watch, but he will find that he is just going through it all over again, like the visitors in the safari park, they can't affect everything outside, they can only silently watch history repeat itself over and over again. ”

"No, it's not." I suddenly became nervous.

If nothing can be changed, if I'm just a spectator, then why would I have to travel back?

"Isn't that so? Beautiful young lady, I ask you, what have you changed? Shi Wen seemed particularly calm.

"I, can't I make you rich? Yes, Football Lottery, I know the results of Football Lottery, I tell you, you buy them all, you can become the richest man in the world!"

"Hahaha, I, the richest man in the world?" Shi Wen actually laughed.

"What are you laughing at? Don't you want to be rich? ”

Shi Wen immediately restrained his smile and looked at me very seriously.

"I'm sorry, Miss Yu, I'm afraid you're looking at the wrong person, I'm not interested in becoming a rich person."

"What?" I was stunned.

"What's the use of losing my favorite, my child, even if I have a lot of money?" Shi Wen's pupils dilated, "I'd rather get back together with my girlfriend, even if I'm destitute." ”

"But ······"

"But I still want to ask you for those results, right?" Shi Wen immediately saw through my thoughts, "But you haven't asked, why do I need that money?" ”

"Why? Aren't you going to publish a book and lack funds? Do you want to leave your current job and go into business? ”

Shi Wen nodded: "That's right, I do need that money to publish the book." Also, I do want to leave school and go outside. Money is really important to me. ”

"That's right, you still say you're not interested in being rich?" I breathed a sigh of relief.

"My interest is in academics. I went to the sea, not only to make money, but also to put my knowledge to use. Also, I want to help children who can't afford to read. I came from a poor mountainous area, and I almost couldn't afford to study because my family had no money, so I especially wanted to earn some money to help those poor children like me. ”

I stopped talking and looked at the man in front of me.

I really didn't know him before, in fact, this man also has a very cute and sincere side, and it's no wonder that Yuting chose him as her boyfriend.

"Besides, I guess if I'm destined to be rich, I can't change it, right?" Shi Wen said, "You can't make a beggar a rich man, and likewise, you can't let a person who is sure to die live, right?" ”

I fell silent.

Could it be that Yuting is destined to have only a dead end? Could it be that I am also destined to walk with this Ning Qiang······