Chapter Seventy-Five: Love is the Shackles of Impotence

At dusk, An Ruo sat at her desk writing her dissertation, and the other side of her mentor's attention was that there were many extra papers to write.

Wen Ting stayed up late to watch dramas and slept in the early morning. After sleeping all afternoon, she finally got up lazily, put on her nightgown, got off the bed ladder with sleepy eyes, and rubbed her eyes, "Is there water?" ”

"Is it okay to just brew tea?" An Ruo looked sideways at Wen Ting.

"It's okay, I don't pick."

An Ruo got up and poured her a glass.

When Xiangxiang pushed the door in, Wen Ting was in the bathroom, An Ruo raised her eyes, and unexpectedly met her gaze.

After only two seconds, they looked at each other and laughed.

"I bought the Xue Mei Niang you like," Xiangxiang raised the bag in his hand and spoke first.

An Ruo smiled, "Thank you, I made tea and thought that something was missing." It turned out that there was a lack of dessert. ”

Xiangxiang turned around and bent down close to An Ruo, raising a smiling bright summer flower, "May I ask Miss An, do you have my share of this pot of tea?" ”

"What do you think?" When An Ruo smiled, the whole person looked a little brighter.

Because they know each other's hearts well, no one mentioned the noon incident again, and the eyes that looked at each other and smiled conveyed apologies and clarity, and finally turned into an intimate smile, and the girlfriend was no exception.

"Eh, I said how long do you want to watch like this, the Cowherd and Weaver Girl are not as tired as you, will I move the Civil Affairs Bureau over to you?" Wen Ting came out of the bathroom, picked up the teacup and took a big sip, especially looked at them with disgust, and teased.

Xiangxiang walked over and handed a Xue Mei Niang to An Ruo: "How is it?" Envy? You'd better move the Civil Affairs Bureau of New Zealand here, the domestic law doesn't support us..."After speaking, he threw an aggrieved look at Wen Ting.

Wen Ting had a chill and shook the goosebumps on her body, "Go die." His eyes turned slightly and looked at An Ruo: "Can you stand this?" ”

An Ruo's smile remained unchanged, "It's good." ”

She is quiet, and there is someone next to her to talk and laugh, which is good. This is a friendly version of you're making me laugh.

Wen Ting looked the two up and down and came to a conclusion: "Two madmen." ”

Xiangxiang took the tea handed over by An Ruo and shrugged his shoulders indifferently. By the way, I sent an autumn wave to An Ruo.

The two have reconciled invisibly like ever, and the girl's relationship is also very strange, the point of acquaintance is very strange, and the point of reconciliation is also very subtle. It is always "the head of the bed quarrel and the end of the bed".

Although it is unlikely that such a thing as righteousness will appear in women, just as the three people in dormitory 302 are resisting Gu Chu at all times.

In the past, they all had a crush on Gu Chu more or less, such a god-like person, it was a lie to say that they had no illusions. It's not shameful to say about a crush, it's just a girl's most secret thing. In the past, there were desertions in class, and I imagined that there would be some electric reactions after making eye contact with him.

has also created so-called "chance encounters", has been entangled with him in dreams, and has pretended to be indifferent to talk about him with others, but in fact, his heart has already surged.

But it was such a Gu Chu who chose An Ruo with thick lines alone.

If you think about it carefully, An Ruo is indeed a girl that people will like at a glance.

It's not the favoritism of the same dormitory, An Ruoqi is a little cold when he doesn't speak, but his smile is very warm. Clear-eyed, intelligent by nature but knows how to hide clumsy, many times it is an existence that does not fight or grab, and it seems that the only thing that can make her interested is her studies.

Let's ask, if she is a man, will she be tempted in the face of such a girl?

It should be. The sight of her sitting quietly in the classroom reading a book is very heartwarming. It is a kind of peace and tranquility that comes out of the depths of the soul, not like the impetuous and vain mentality of contemporary people, she is always faint, but it impacts people's hearts.

It is precisely because of this that after An Ruo and Gu Chu broke up, they would stand behind An Ruo unconditionally and be her strength. Although Gu Chu now takes good care of them.

Su Su's boyfriend was bullied by the boss and refused to let him go out of the school, Gu Chu quietly bought the store and contracted it to Shi Nan at a low price, with the additional condition that the store should continue to open, and the signature dish must be sauerkraut fish.

Shi Nan consciously picked up a big bargain, but he was a little uneasy, and only after inquiring privately did he know that Gu Chu did it. I told Su Su about this right now, it's better not to say it, as soon as I said it, Su Su rushed directly to Gu Chu's teacher's office to question, and said bluntly; "We don't want your charity."

Gu Chu still looked indifferent when he heard it, his eyes looked at her warmly, but his eyes were far away, he seemed to be looking at her, but it didn't seem to be her, "If it was her, I think she would also help you." I'm not for you, don't be burdened. ”

There are many such incidents, such as he has been deliberately taking care of Su Su in class, if it is a clause that she does not understand, no matter how other classmates are, he will definitely talk about it a few more times, until he knows that Su Su will be.

For example, if you know that Ping'an's family is not good, you will definitely apply to the school, and this year's scholarship will be doubled.

For example, he will let his friends take good care of Tong Ai's family's career, and spontaneously take over the legal work of Tong Ai's father's company, but there is no charge.

The other things are obscure only known to the three girls in the dormitory, but the behavior in the classroom is too obvious, and many people are secretly speculating that Gu Chu has changed his taste and likes the cute Su Su, but no matter what others think so, Gu Chu still does it, and he has no negotiation with Su Su in his daily life.

But even so, if the school encounters Gu Chu on the street, the three girls will definitely not give a good face, including Ping An, who once regarded Gu Chu as an idol.

Not only that, but whenever there is a post praising Gu Chu on the forum, the three of them will definitely criticize it underneath, and they are real black fans.

And Gu Chu knew all these things, but he didn't stop them.

Outside, the sun is shining. The office is air-conditioned and cool. Gu Chu picked up the photo frame, trimmed his rounded slender fingers and gently stroked the smiling person in the photo, almost muttering, "Your influence is really great, and now even your roommates have become so stubborn." Do you think my vision is too good? The words were extremely gentle.

At this time, if someone pushes the door in, they will definitely be shocked by such a picture. At this moment, Gu Chu's eyes were gentle and affectionate, but his words were extremely soft, not like he had been cold and had no trace of popularity in the past few months.

When Su Su called to tell An Ruo, An Ruo was in the library and wanted to say something, but his throat seemed to be choked by something, and he couldn't make a sound.

"An Ruo, An Ruo, are you listening?" Su Su's voice on the other side of the microphone was concerned.

As if shocked, An Ruo came back to his senses, looked down at the book under his hand, changed it, pulled the corners of his mouth and tried to smile, "Well, I'm listening." ”

"What do you think I'm going to do? This is Shi Nan's wish, I naturally want to help him complete it, but I don't want to use this way, I will feel sorry for you..."

Su Su was still saying that An Ruo got up and wanted to change a book, so he drove the wooden chair, only to hear a "bang" sound, the chair stumbled his legs and feet, An Ruo's body center of gravity was unstable, and he fell directly to the ground.

There was some confusion on the microphone, and the people reading the books not far away were attracted to her by the sound.

An Ruo struggled to stand up, and a male classmate recognized An Ruo and reached out to help her, but she blocked her: "I can, I can ...... alone"

An Ruo was very skinny when she was a child, she would always fall, and her legs were bruised all the year round, and her family asked her if it hurt? She said she didn't feel the pain, she just felt that the scar was ugly.

Her family looked at her and said that she didn't feel any pain, and then she grew up, and she didn't go out often and never fell again. She is not a scar physique, so those ugly little flowers fall into the snow without a trace.

But now that she fell, she realized that the pain was deep in the bone marrow, and the pain pierced her heart. With her hands on the ground, she squatted there with her face buried in her knees, and it took a few seconds for her to stand up.

Pick up the phone, "Susu, I'll talk to you later." Hung up.

An Ruo's eyes looked over, and some girls looked at her playfully, as if to say, "It's ridiculous that she will fall down when she is so big." ”

yes, how ridiculous. It's been so long since I heard his name, and his affairs are still so calm.

Recalling Su Su's words, the corners of his mouth hooked up a sarcastic smile, is he saving the country by curves? Or is it to relieve the regret in his heart? Either way, she didn't want to have anything to do with him anymore.

She no longer drinks preserved egg porridge, and she also heard that the cactus ball he gave has died, and time is really powerful.

That day, Su Su received a text message from An Ruo: "If he gives it, you will take it, don't care about me." Now I have nothing to do with him, everything is up to him to be happy. ”

In a word, it is cruel and decisive.

In the library, An Ruo's thoughts were mixed, but it took a blink of an eye to recover. To say that what I learned the most from Gu Chu's side is to hide joy and sorrow, even in the worst situation, he can interpret his emotions without revealing a drip. In the past, he would hide it with a light smile, but now he is just expressionless and does not change in response to all changes.

Pick out the book, the sunset outside the window is slightly dark, and the sunset shines through the window and sprinkles on An Ruo's face, she squints her eyes slightly.

Over the long years of growing up, everyone has changed to a greater or lesser extent. Some people have gone through vicissitudes, but their original intentions have not changed; Someone has a smooth ride, but it is unrecognizable.

could have been safe all the time, but unfortunately Ah Sheng's "self-thought" finally died in Su Su's voice.

Now, she really doesn't want to have too much entanglement with him, it's not that she doesn't love him, it's that she loves him too much. Because of this, I don't want to do it even more. He knew her too well, knew her weakness and strength, sensitivity and stubbornness, loneliness and emptiness...

She knew that such a person would never appear again in the future, but it was terrible to get along with such a person. He knows every step of your way, and responds to you with warmth and warmth, in this life, she just wants to survive in stability and not have any more twists and turns.

He... Beyond her means.