Xu Youyou instinctively wanted to break free, but he was indifferent, "Ji Fanchen, you let go!"

Ji Fanchen ignored Xu Youyou's struggle, he still hugged her tightly, buried his head in her neck, and opened his hoarse and low voice, "Xu Youyou, I'm in so much pain!" ”

"Where do you hurt? Let me see, shall we? ”

Xu Youyou wanted to push him away again, but she felt the dampness and heat on her shoulders, and she subconsciously understood that they were Ji Fanchen's tears.

This is the first time that Ji Fanchen has cried in front of her in a sober state, and Xu Youyou will understand what he said just now, the pain he said is not physical pain, but heartache.

Xu Youyou's heart also became sour, she knew that it was Tang Xin's words that stimulated him, and it was Tang Xin's words that made him understand what she had experienced back then.

Xu Youyou let Ji Fanchen vent all the emotions in his heart, and after a long time, he came to his senses, and his head was still buried in Xu Youyou's body, "Xu Youyou, can you forgive me?" ”

His voice was low and desolate, as if he were pleading, as if he were atoning for his sins.

Seeing that Xu Youyou didn't react, he continued to speak, "Xu Youyou, you can not forgive me, you can also hate me, but please allow me to still love you, okay?" ”

"Xu Youyou, you don't know, only loving you is my courage to live, I have relied on it for so many years."

"Xu Youyou, you can not accept me, but please don't leave me, okay? I managed to find you, so I could see you from afar every day, okay? ”

All the words that Ji Fanchen said didn't seem to have any strength, as if the whole person had been drained of his soul, and he was limp in Xu Youyou's arms.

Xu Youyou's heart had long been messed up by him, and with his emotions, he was also sad, thinking about their past, thinking about the future they had dreamed of, and all of them came to naught overnight, and since then, the trajectory of his life has changed.

Her tears fell down the corners of her eyes, she was worried that there would be such a day, the kind of pain that Ji Fanchen would feel after knowing the truth, so she let Tang Xin hide all her things, if it wasn't for the reason today, Tang Xin wouldn't be so desperate to say it.

This is just a small truth about her in the past six years, Ji Fanchen has been in pain like this, if he knows that her hand was injured in that birch forest on the night he refused, how should he face it?

There is also the truth from three years ago, the truth that she herself has not been able to face so far, how can Ji Fanchen accept it?

All of this, if he could, Xu Youyou didn't want him to know in his life, and he didn't want to fall into the abyss of pain.

The two hugged each other for a long time before Ji Fanchen slowly raised his head and looked at Xu Youyou, whose face was full of tears.

His heart was pricked again, and his girl never complained about him, never told him about the pain she was experiencing, and she slowly endured it all by herself.

Ji Fanchen slowly wiped away the tears on Xu Youyou's face, and said softly, "Xu Youyou, I will accompany you through all the roads in the future, I will overcome all the obstacles for you, I will fight for you in blood, Xu Youyou, I just want you to promise me, let me stay by your side, okay?" “

Xu Youyou moved her lips a few times, wanting to say the word 'good', because that was the life she wanted, that was her dream, even more than the cello's dream, but reason stopped her...

"Ji Fanchen, you don't know my past, I'm not the Xu Youyou you want anymore, I'm with you, it will only bring you trouble and harm, I don't want to..."

Xu Youyou's words were blocked by Ji Fanchen, and her pupils were full of Ji Fanchen's magnified handsome face...