Gu Chu, who returned to the office, sent a text message to An Ruo, "At seven o'clock, I'll pick you up." ”

After An Ruo saw it, his finger quickly pressed, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"Let's talk about it in detail."

After a moment of silence, he replied, "Okay, then I'll wait for you at the school gate." ”

At 6:45, Gu Chu's car stopped on the side of the road at the east gate of the school, lit a cigarette, and the expression in the smoke was not real.

He hadn't touched a cigarette for a long time, and the first time he touched it was the year Xiao Qin just died. At that time, I was obsessed with smoking and alcohol, and I thought it was a really good thing to make people forget their pain.

It was his most sinful and lazy year, and then he quit smoking after cheering up. Today, when I passed by the commissary, I unconsciously stopped the car and bought a pack, maybe at this time, only these things are curative for him...

At seven o'clock, An Ruo's figure appeared outside the school gate, the sky was getting dark, Gu Chu turned on the car lights to signal An Ruo, and in an instant, An Ruo's body seemed to be covered with a layer of hazy silver light.

In the car, An Ruo went straight with a single knife, and his tone was slightly cool; "What's the matter?"

"Chengyuan told me, you heard about Xiaoqin." This was the first time An Ruo had spoken to him in this tone, as if he was just a stranger in front of her now, Gu Chu frowned.

"......" didn't answer, what should she say? Ask him if he still has her in his heart? Or is it to compare their place in her heart? This all seems too irrational.

Seeing that she didn't answer, Gu Chu's eyebrows were clear, and he said lightly: "It is undeniable that Xiaoqin has always existed in a corner of my heart, and I once promised her that I would always be by her side to take care of her." It's just that I didn't expect this 'forever' to be so short. ”

An Ruo also felt that he was actually eating the vinegar of a deceased person, which was really a bit disqualified. But "So she's your first love?" ”

"To be precise, you were my first love, when we were in adolescence, and a lot of things were hazy. Because she has always been at home, within the distance that I can see as soon as I raise my eyes, so at that time, I was more like a guardian of Xiaoqin, with love and pity, and the definition of love for children at that age was still ignorant" Before coming, Gu Chu was ready to put it together, so the answer at the moment was not concealed.

An Ruo's heart began to warm up because of Gu Chu's answer, but she didn't see it on her face, and said awkwardly: "Secret love is also love, you and her childhood sweetheart, the two have no guesses." I'm jealous. ”

When she was young, when she read Li Bai's long work, she was infinitely emotional. "Lang rode a bamboo horse, around the bed to make green plums" The purest and most beautiful feelings in the world are nothing more than this, although we were young and ignorant at that time, but we were innocent and simple, and we have seen all kinds of things in the world, and we will find that the young love at that time is the most nostalgic.

The former self spent a whole of his youth thinking about someone, but the former Gu Chu was using his ignorant youth to care for and cherish another girl...

Although he didn't want to admit it, An Ruo was indeed jealous and even jealous because of such a sense of disparity, and jealousy of the girl he had never met filled Gu Chu's entire youth.

Hearing this, Gu Chu was actually relieved, it was far better for him to face it than to escape, and what he was more afraid of than her straightforward questioning was her silence.

Looking at her at her side, he lowered his head, his breath approached, and a kiss fell on her forehead, with cherishment and piety. Gently touched her hair, her voice was slightly hoarse, with natural warmth and calmness: "I don't want to lie to you, she has always been in my heart, no matter how long it takes." But An Ruo's feelings for you are different, for Xiaoqin, I like it, but it's more like my brother to my sister, but I love you. In the past, I didn't fulfill my promise to Xiaoqin, and now I don't want to break my trust with you. I promised you Sirius, that I would give you a home of our own, and I will not forget that. I'm not sure how long I can live, but I'm willing to tie the rest of my life to you, and give it to you with the desolation and vicissitudes of my soul. ”

An Ruo raised his eyes to look at him, and at this time, the street lights began to light up, and the light warmed Gu Chu's eyebrows and eyes, less cold and more soft. Looking at him like this, An Ruo suddenly understood Zhang Ailing's state of mind when she wrote 'If you like someone, you will be humbled to the dust, and then blossom'.

In the face of love, even if it is Ailing, who has a talented heart, will become more and more humble in front of him, but even if he is humble, his heart is full of joy and blooms dazzling flowers in the dust.

An Ruo smiled, leaned into his waist and said softly: "I hope that in the years to come, you can also choose me as usual and unswervingly." I allow her to be in the corner of your heart, but I want my share to be the most out of her. ”

She knew who and why she was soft now. Since she can't avoid it, she accepts it head-on, and she doesn't like to run away.

In a word, the corners of Gu Chu's mouth, who was warm, reached out to hug An Ruo back, and his tone was soft; "Okay, I promise you. As for my heart, Miss, she is already yours. ”

took An Ruo's hand and imprinted a vow kiss on the back of her hand, which was a kind of promise ceremony.

Under the dim light and shadow of the street lamp, the man hugged the woman, the corners of his mouth were crooked, the woman's face was buried in the man's neck, there was a faint flush on the face, and there was a faint smile at the corners of the eyebrows, which was beautiful and graceful.