"Let me think about it...... You keep quiet before I can remember. ”

If he insisted on saying something, he couldn't say anything exactly about his mother.

It is well known that men are not good at expressing their feelings, let alone lyricism in general.

"She has straight hair, silver hair. Then...... Violet eyes. ”

Frieon has always been taught that you can't just speak nicely, you have to be precise and meaningful.

There are a lot of things that sound good that can't be solved.

For example, the difficult description of women with the purity of lilies and the flamboyance of roses is not considered by Frione.

As a result, the image of his mother is like a flat impression, flattened.

Roman portrayed his mother in his brother's boring description.

Listen to Frieon's words, it is better to take a closer look at the portrait of the mother, the portrait is more comprehensive.

"Why isn't she curly? Eyes are not the same as ours. ”

Mama was a foreigner, and Mama's family was in charge of spices in Banmang, which is why the Buda family later had two core economic cargo chains.

"My father's hair is curly, and we can't all follow my mother."

Father and mother, estranged and intimate.

Frieon was still trying to figure out how to describe his mother, who looked familiar, but he didn't know the exact description.

Although Frieon would reproach Romance for his poor performance in literature class, it is clear that he was a frustrating boy decades ago.

"Mom's eyes are a little upturned, and her eyes are smiling when she laughs."

Shativa inherited his mother's smiling eyes, and the rest of the brothers were all the hard edges of their father.

"You've never laughed."

Roman tugged at the corners of Frieon's mouth and pinched his face into a crying face.

"Put down your hand, I'll throw you to Roberke right now!"

Laughter is a sign of affinity, but Frieon doesn't need affinity, he needs deterrence, and smiles never match him.

But at the moment he is just an angry brother, Roman was once suspected of having ADHD because he couldn't stop for a moment except to eat and sleep.

He was just a kid with a lot of energy.

Roman didn't listen to Frion's threats, he just went his own way.

"Is Mom's nose the same as ours, tall like a mountain?"

Roman gestured his fingers to his own nose, deep eye sockets and high nose bridge, cold lips.

"No...... Her nose wasn't as tall as ours, but it was beautiful, with a round and fleshy nose, and our lips looked a lot like hers. ”

Roman described the nose method as waking up Flion, how could he describe his mother more vividly.

Flione described it this way, and the nose he described was a different story in Roman's eyes.

"Sounds like she has the nose of a dwarven goblin."

Roman touched his nose and frowned.

Later, Roman learned that it was indeed not the nose of a dwarven goblin, but rather the nose of a dwarven goblin called Garlic Nose.

There are other people who really have this kind of nose, and that kind of nose is really good-looking.

"Whatever you want, yes. We have a lot of ear meat, unlike her. Mom often wears pearl earrings because wearing earrings can visually make up for her regret that she doesn't have much ear meat. ”

Roman didn't understand at the time, why wearing earrings could actually make up for the regret of having less ear meat.

Mom's drop earrings are rare bright gray freshwater pearls, different from traditional betel pink pearls.

Dark pearls are not easy to handle.

Because of this special earring, in the portrait of the mother, gentleness and seriousness are well reconciled.

"Why doesn't she wear silver earrings, like us?"

The Buda family is made up of the cleanest white and the most solemn silver.

Silver necklaces, silver earrings and silver wrenches.

Roman began wearing wrenches as a child, and as he grew older, he wore them more and more.

"Because my mother is a foreigner, my father respects what she wears."

As dawn came, Frione answered Roman's question as patiently as he could, rubbing his hands together on his temples.

If you look at the father and mother of the past according to the current Flione, it is not called respect, it is called love.

Man is a demanding creature, willing to assimilate the other, in other words, very little tolerant of his kind.

"Will you respect your wife, like a father?"

Roman watched as Flieon leaned back in his chair and yawned, Flieon tossed and turned for a night, sleepy.

“…… You're such a question......"

Frieone rubbed his hand and yawned, Roman's question was not really a question of whether it would be or not.

"I will respect her, but I will not be as ...... as a father is to a mother"

Flion closed his eyes and muttered. He will respect the women he marries, but when it comes to the state of his parents, it won't be.

When it comes to children, Frieon knows that his marriage to his parents is different.

The one who gives affection in a marriage of interest will fail miserably, they will not love each other and will not have children.

"I don't think you will, I don't like her."

Roman played with his nails by himself, and Frione said that Roman was precocious, and it was after that time that he faintly felt that Roman was a little special.

He is not just a newborn who prolongs the life of his mother, he is a perceptive person.

"You've only met a few times, huh?"

From the moment a child learns to lie, his IQ enters the golden stage.

Frieon's eyes narrowed.

"yes, I've only seen it a few times. I heard her chewing on the root of her tongue with others, and she told me to act like I hadn't heard it. ”

Frione didn't pay attention to Roman's expression at that time, he he ignored.

"Huh? So what did she say......"

Frion asked mechanically, he had lost his ability to capture information from the outside world.

"She... She said I killed my mother. That must not be true, because my mom didn't go until a year or two after I was born. ”

At that time, Roman remembers nervously shaking his legs and breaking his fingernails.

That panicked feeling Roman couldn't understand it again at this time, he just knew that he was extremely anxious at that time, as if his heart was being screwed up, and he was uncomfortable.

He had described his mother in private, countless times, and heard Flieon and his brother describe it countless times.

In the living room, he looked up and could see the portrait of his mother, who was smiling softly at everyone.

She must be a very good person, so everyone can remember her appearance very well.

He wanted to meet her, too.

But what he heard was more vicious than what he uttered.

Why are there so many siblings, only he hasn't seen her?

"Right? Is that right? Flion, my mom died a long time after I was born, right? ”

It has been repeatedly confirmed that multiple sets of rhetorical questions are a strong portrayal of Roman's uneasiness at that time.

At that moment, he longed for what Frieon said yes, as he said he was.

It's just that Frieon was already asleep, and he didn't hear the rest of Roman's words.

"Flion! Brother! ”

That was the only time Frieon was called brother, but he didn't hear it, he was just woken up by Roman.

Frieon is going crazy.

"What's wrong again......"

Flione looked at Roman's suddenly tense face like a soulless man.

Frieon subconsciously looked at the door that had been closed, why hadn't Robelk come to change shifts yet?

"What did you just ask? Oh my God......"

Frion covered his face with his hands, God, he just wanted to snooze and squint in front of the Hunter.

"How did Mom die...... Did I kill you? ”

The heart pumps faster, craving confirmation and fearing denial.

Frieon looked at Roman strangely, his mother was consumed by the disease, this is true.

Roman is a rational person, but man is not natural, and he cannot effectively distinguish when he is a child

At that particular time, Roman's greatest fear was rumors from the outside world.

Did he kill the beautiful woman who was passed down in the mouths of his relatives?

"What are you talking nonsense? Can you stop the fussy? Ah......h

Flion didn't even hear what Roman was saying, he was already asleep and forced to wake up.

He just thought Roman was messing around.

"So"

"No so! I can't stand it anymore! How could you possibly kill your mother two years later! What's going on in your head, Roman! ”

Roman's obsession with "mom's" questions drove Frieon crazy.

Just think about it, my mother's death is inevitable, because she is already a weak shell.

It's a miracle that she was able to give birth to Roman without any problems.

It was already a miracle that she could live to be two years old for Roman.

"I really need to lie down for a while instead of giving a detailed explanation of why you're here!"

At that time, Frieon didn't answer the question positively, he was annoyed, he was just a young man in his early twenties, and he had a mess to deal with every day.

He didn't sleep all night last night, what the fuck can he do?

Patiently talk to Roman?

His abdomen was crushed so badly that he had to endure the torture of the little devil.

No one knew what Roman was thinking, Frione was sleepy, and Roberk didn't arrive in time.

Only Roman himself knew how frightened he was.

"Sorry I'm late, Farnshawdo has already boarded the airship to Star Island. I should be able to go back in the afternoon. ”

When Robelk opened the door and entered, he heard his brother in a rage.

"Thank you for remembering to come back and take him with you! I just want to squint my eyes for a moment, is it hard! ”

When Flione is really provoked, the volume of speech soars, and in essence Flione is a calm powder keg.

Watching Frion whining, Roman was quickly picked away.

Frieon snorted and quickly closed his eyelids, ready to rest.

"He's so bitter, even if it's a patient, you have to learn to be considerate of him."

At first, taking on the responsibilities of the family made Frion breathless, and Robelk saw it.

The world is more cruel to men than women, society always erases their innocence in them, and every mature transformation is a killing of innocence.

The wounds had to be licked quietly, and no one touched their heads and said - you have done a good job.

The world is always alerting them that you should do better.

In the baptism of the world, Frieon is becoming more and more like the previous patriarch, invincible.

"He hasn't answered my question yet, that's his question."

Walking down the familiar hallway, Roman knew it was breakfast time.

"Questions about what?"

The brothers in the family all know that Roman does not like to talk in front of outsiders, but at home he is a problem spirit.

It was clear that Frieon did not answer the question, and his patience was completely exhausted.

Even the strong eagle can't bear the torture of sleeplessness, let alone Frioon, whose mentality is gradually crumbling now.

A good night's sleep will slow him down.

"How did Mom die?"

Roman asked the question stubbornly, as if the gears were stuck and he couldn't turn around.

……

Do you know why only you don't know what your mother looks like?

Because of you......

Oh, I can't say too much, but you get it, you know what I mean.

……

Roman was very concerned about the omission of the answer, and he had been faintly uneasy in his heart for a long time.

Not all adults want to be as friendly as their families, and they smile at him and say things that make him feel bad.

"Mom? died of illness, and the last days of her life were spent with us. ”

Luo Belk said very calmly that some people enter and some leave the banquet of life, and each has the arrangement of the three goddesses of fate.

"Dystocia?"

Roman asked, and Robelk gave him a surprised look.

Roman lowered his head and broke his fingernails, he didn't look at Robelk all the time.

"When you were two years old, your mom died. What kind of dystocia can lead to death after two years? ”

Robelk asked Roman with a smile.

"Probably not."

Roman broke his nails off and became quiet.

At that time, Robelk had a vague feeling that Roman had heard something from the outside world.

Roman was well aware that his mother had died when he was two years old.

So why did Roman ask again - how did his mother die?

It is known within the family that the clan mother died of complications in the second stage of cold spots.

"Roman, is there something you haven't told me?"

Robelk stroked his hair.

"Why did you ask this question all of a sudden?"

Someone brought it up again.