Chapter 138: Icebreaker Three
With a willing attitude, living a life of peace with what happens is Han Yi's very vague plan for his future before the age of twenty-four. In the past, he would always write sadness and pain on his face, and slowly, he became mature.
Happiness and sadness are the feelings of everyone's heart, people who are truly happy like to be silent, and people who talk about how happy they are must be weak inside. People who are really sad will not be easily seen.
Everything now seems to have deviated from this original intention, but he does not feel regretful. There are both happiness and sorrow, but he is glad that the life that deviates from the plan is different and exciting, which he never imagined.
When his family and friends got together, he couldn't have been happier.
Because Zhong Ying'er was his lover, because Bai Xue is his current love, there is a wall between the two people who have no contradictions and conflicts, and I don't know when it started, Han Yi hopes that they can be like friends. Otherwise, it will be a relic, I don't know when Bai Xue will leave again because of this, Zhong Ying'er disappeared without saying a word. A lover, a friend, he is so greedy that no one wants to lose.
At a dinner before Han Min's graduation ceremony, Bai Xue and Zhong Yinger did not communicate with each other except for a simple greeting. Fortunately, the so-called selection of a daughter-in-law that Fu Bo was worried about did not happen, and he listened to Han Yi's parents talk about Han Yi and Han Min when they were young, and they were laughing and laughing.
After the meal, Li Jia sent Han Min back to school, Qiu Lang, Huizi and Fu Bo sent Han Yi's parents back to Han Yi's house, Han Yi and Bai Xue sent Zhong Ying'er home, and this arrangement was told by Bai Xue through his mouth after taking photos.
Everyone is busy, and it's rare to be able to get so many people together. Busy growing up, I lost my innocence. Busy making money, neglecting family and friends. Busy to get ahead and miss out on the beautiful scenery. The nutrition in the years has become a fast food in a hurry. Those stories that should have been unforgettable in time were chased so quickly that they failed to catch our shadows.
Han Yi drove the car, and Bai Xue and Zhong Ying'er sat in the back seat. A few minutes out of the parking lot, it was scaryly quiet. This seemed to be different from what Han Yi expected, he thought that even when the three of them sat together, they could talk and laugh freely. It's just that at this time, he is short of words and has become mute.
"You send me the address, I'll navigate." Han Yi carefully broke the terrifying silence.
After Zhong Ying'er took out her mobile phone and sent it to him, she smiled and said, "I really envy you!" After so many years, they are still in love, and their relatives and friends around them are ······"
Such words are more or less sad, and she has indeed lost and experienced too much over the years.
Sometimes, although Bai Xue can figure it out, she just can't accept it in her heart. Just like the three years she left, she knew that Han Yi loved her, but she felt that he still had Zhong Yinger in his heart, and he still held on to his memories. At that time, she would even think that she was involved in the relationship between Han Yi and Zhong Yinger, and it was she who snatched love. can be three years,
She also wanted to understand that it was not what she thought, the Han Yi she fell in love with before Zhong Yinger, the pursuit of Han Yi she accepted after they broke up, Han Yi's love was won back by her years of waiting and dedication, and she deserved it.
Her enemy is not Zhong Ying'er, but her own heart.
"You still have Han Yi!" Bai Xue smiled, but she was a little nervous.
She just wants to express her feelings as truthfully as Han Yi said, she doesn't know if she can be friends with Zhong Yinger, she has to know if Zhong Yinger still likes Han Yi. She didn't know whether to say such a tentative thing or not. She looked at the central rearview mirror, wanting to see Han Yi's expression, she cared if Han Yi would be angry because of this.
Han Yi frowned, wanting to say something, or explain, but before he opened his mouth to speak, Zhong Ying'er took the lead.
"That's the only thing I'm glad about!" Zhong Ying'er smiled with relief.
But such a sentence made Han Yi nervous. Even Bai Xue's heart trembled, and she thought, "What does she mean by this?" ”
Zhong Ying'er held Bai Xue's hand and quickly explained, "Don't think about it! I really appreciate everything he did for me! You love each other so much, and I bless you with all my heart! ”
She is more than two years older than Bai Xue, and she is already very relieved, "Don't be as stupid as before, insist on what you love, don't give it away so selflessly, don't leave him again······"
Zhong Yinger did not say that she had no contact or entanglement with Han Yi over the years, nor did she say how persistently Han Yi loved Bai Xue, whether it was to remind her kindly as a person who came over, it was a warning to her, don't lose someone who loves her so much like herself, and when she loses it, she will never get it back.
"Do you hear that?" Han Yi secretly looked at the rearview mirror and said with a smile: "Don't leave me in the future!" ”
Bai Xue waited for Zhong Ying'er's blessing, so that she could feel at ease and not owe anyone to insist on her attitude towards feelings.
"Don't talk, driver, drive well!" She would only "bully" Han Yi, as if she was on the same front as Zhong Ying'er all of a sudden.
The relationship between girls is really elusive, because a common topic, in a second, can become friends. Because in a word, a person can also be an enemy.
"Thank you for the invitation today, you have received and sent it all the way, hard work!" Zhong Ying'er stood at work for more than ten hours, tired enough, relaxed her body, and smiled from the bottom of her heart: "Sometimes, I really wish I was like a computer, and I would format it when I was tired." ”
"It's not hard, the free driver doesn't have to be in vain! I was really tired from work, and I was so tired when I got home from the hospital that I didn't want to move. ”
Bai Xue also seems to empathize. Han Yi is the same, but he is used to it, no matter how tired he is, he will not talk about it to anyone, no matter who it is, it has a hard and bitter side.
"It's hard work right now, isn't it? Or ······" Han Yi wanted to say that it would be much easier to introduce them to a good job, but was ruthlessly rejected by Zhong Yinger and Bai Xue.
"No, you don't! I
In two months, I plan to go to the poor mountainous area to volunteer as a teacher. Zhong Yinger has been a teacher in the training class for more than a year and two years, her father has not retired, and her life is passable without her worrying. As for herself, she wanted to change her lifestyle.
"You······ Have you figured it out? Bai Xue asked worriedly. She knew that Zhong Yinger was a very good girl and would be a good friend.
She replied calmly, "Well, it's all connected." ”
Han Yi supported Zhong Yinger's decision from the bottom of his heart, "My previous company has a public welfare project in this area, if you have any good ideas or financial needs, you can tell me, and let Li Jia help you when the time comes." ”
"Okay, I'll open my mouth if there's anything I need!" This is the first time since they met that she has so readily agreed to accept Han Yi's help or promise.
Now Zhong Yinger feels that friendship must be accumulated for a long time, and love often comes suddenly; Choosing friendship is a psychological response, and choosing love is often a physiological response. Friendship we have carefully selected can stand the test of time, and love is sometimes just a temporary feeling, and the two may be strangers because of a trivial matter.
has also known Han Yi for more than seven years, and he is no longer a lover, but a friend who can be trusted. In the days to come, she will cherish herself, have a relationship with herself, be arrogant and narcissistic as before, have no rivals in love, and have no separation.
"See you tomorrow!" When she sent Zhong Ying'er downstairs, Bai Xue smiled and waved goodbye to her.
In Bai Xue's creed, no one can come to the second time on the road of life. Go slower and look closer. Don't be in a hurry, you're not in such a hurry. Don't rush to let life give you all the answers, sometimes, you have to be patient and so on. Even if you shout to the hollow valley, it will take a while before you hear a long echo. That is, life will always give you the answers, but it won't tell you everything right away. As long as you are willing to wait, the beauty of life will always come when you are not aware of it. Facts have proven that she waited for Han Yi.
"Tired?" Han Yi asked Bai Xue to sit in the co-pilot and helped her fasten her seat belt.
"Not tired." Bai Xue quickly kissed him while he was wearing his seat belt, "You did a good job today, as a reward!" ”
"I don't like to lose! Come here, let me kiss back! ”
Han Yi smiled and leaned over and was pushed away by Bai Xue, "Don't think!" Hurry home and accompany your parents and Xiao Yuheng. ”
"Stingy!" Han Yi obediently sat down and started the car, "It's still early, let's go to the Bund to see the river view, and I'll send you back later." ”
After two months, he came to the Bund for the second time, and when Bai Xue came back, he prepared a carload of flowers to confess to her again. The wind was still cool at the time, but now the breeze is a little cool.
Even compared with his student days, Han Yi has changed, but he is still the one Bai Xue loves. His seriousness, perseverance, and honesty have never been lost, choosing what he loves, loving what he chooses, Bai Xue feels that he has done it. They're all very good people, they know it
If you are truly good to a person, even if you don't have anything in return, you can follow your heart and get satisfaction and happiness. And when you ignore your inner choices, you end up with regret and loneliness.
"I'm going back in the middle of next month, do you have time? Can you accompany me? Bai Xue and Han Yi walked on the riverbank with their fingers clasped.
"Didn't you go back not long after you came back? Is there something going on at home? ”
Han Yi always has a sense of crisis or always prepares for the worst, at that time he should still be busy with work and can't get out, but he didn't immediately reply to Bai Xue.
"It's nothing, just take you back to meet my parents."
"Yes, yes, when? Pick the time, you tell me! Han Yi was overjoyed.
He had never gone with Bai Xue to meet her parents, thinking that it should not be far from their good deeds.
I heard Zhong Yinger say that she wants to be like a computer, and when she is tired, she will format it. The same is true for him, his current career makes him very busy and tired, he doesn't want to feel empty in his heart when he returns to the house after work, he wants to have a home, and the mistress of this home is Bai Xue.
Every day when he came in the door, he told her a lot of new things, even if she said that she was annoying, he was happy in his heart; Every time you go out, she always keeps telling you to pay attention to safety, and he is verbose, but she is happy in her heart; Every time he has been on the Internet for a long time, she says that it is too sad for her eyes to rest, he says that he is bored, she thinks he is coquettish, and then turns off his computer mercilessly, proud; When he came back from a business trip, he was so tired that he fell asleep in bed after a while, and she would keep chanting: Don't fight so hard, just don't listen! He said annoying······
This is the happiest time in his life that he can think of right now! Thanksgiving, blessings, and cherishing blessings.
(End of chapter)