Chapter 64: No More Deserted Escapes
The softness and pity of women are irresistible weapons for men.
Sure enough, Ning Qiang saw my eyes, and his heart softened a lot.
However, I also knew: from this moment on, I could no longer hide behind the scenes. I was destined to go down a path of no return with him, and while I knew what the final outcome would be, I was clearly not ready right now.
The wheel of fate is still moving forward inexorably.
Ning Qiang walked with me in the direction of the café.
Halfway through, there was a small situation.
Ning Qiang saw that the old lady in the wheelchair was coming, and he kindly pushed the old lady to the edge of the park, a place to shelter from the rain.
The rain fell, and the old lady escaped.
However, I also had a chance to get out.
I wanted to take the opportunity to run away, because I really didn't want the script to continue like this. I should completely disappear into Ning Qiang's world, lest he really fall in love with me one day. This kind of love is so painful and embarrassing!
However, as soon as I ran to the door of Noah's Cafe, I stopped.
The rain hit me, drenching my face and blurring my eyes.
Suddenly, it occurred to me that Ning Qiang was still standing in the rain at the moment, and he was also drenched in heavy rain.
No, I can't just run away, I can't be a deserter who runs away!
If everything is predestined, why should I run away from it?
I don't know where I got the courage, so I rushed into the café, borrowed a big black umbrella from there, and rushed back.
This time, I didn't run away again.
Ning Qiang was still standing in the rain, staring blankly ahead.
Seeing him like a chicken in soup, my heart suddenly became sour.
He didn't choose to give up Yuting, he was still persevering, persevering in the ups and downs of life. But what about me, I chose to give up on myself?
I ran towards him, and I didn't know if it was rain or tears in my eyes. At this moment, I cried.
I don't know what I'm crying for? Perhaps, it was for his past, or perhaps, for the escape of that moment just now.
However, I clearly knew: as soon as I ran back this time, my fate and his fate were tied from then on.
But I had no choice! I can't leave him behind and run away on my own!
Seeing that I actually ran back, Ning Qiang's eyes were full of surprise and a little grateful. I don't know why I use the word "gratitude", but I can read his thoughts from his eyes.
I stopped and slowly walked towards him, getting closer and closer.
Walking in front of Ning Qiang, I covered the big umbrella on his head. The umbrella was big enough to fit both of us.
I raised my head and looked at Ning Qiang, and suddenly, I wanted to laugh a little, but I still held back.
"Let's go, there's the front of you, this umbrella is borrowed from me from that coffee shop." I whispered.
"Huh?" He was a little surprised, but didn't say anything, and followed me anyway.
I walked to his right, he was to my left, and we just walked side by side together, which felt a little weird and a little bit warm.
Ning Qiang seemed a little nervous and a little shy, and I was not surprised by this.
Suddenly, he reached out and grabbed my right shoulder.
I was shocked, but I felt that the feeling of being hugged by him was amazing. His hands were warm, warm, all the way to my heart.
"You don't have to cover me, you better cover it yourself. Be careful, it's all wet. Ning Qiang's voice was not as coarse and atmospheric as just now, it was particularly soft and considerate.
I peeked at him, why is this guy's face red? Please, haven't you already touched a woman? How can you still be so shy?
At this time, I remembered: Ning Qiang was still a junior man at this time, not to mention intimate contact with women, and even the experience of being half a meter away from the other party was rare.
I actually became the woman Ning Qiang's first intimate contact, earlier than Yuting?
Suddenly, I felt an inexplicable sense of victory, as if I had defeated the woman.
"Thank you, it's raining so hard, let's cover it together, let's just squeeze it." I said, my voice trembling slightly.
"Well, well." Ning Qiang had no choice but to approach me again.
Maybe it's because we're a little overly nervous, and the shoulders of the two of us accidentally leaned together!
At that moment, I suddenly remembered the scene of a skin-to-skin blind date with Wenting that night when I was still Ning Qiang.
I didn't dare to think about it anymore and turned my head.
Our eyes were on each other again. But soon, I looked away again, and my heart was pounding.
Stop, please don't develop any further, I can't have a relationship with myself, can I?
Even though I warned myself again and again, I couldn't help but think about it.
It's so embarrassing to have this kind of occasion, so let's end it early.
To lighten the mood, I had to say, "It's almost there." ”
But where is it coming? Could it be just this café? Or is it almost sometime?
When we finally arrived at Noah's Cafe, I found a more remote corner, ordered two cups of coffee, and we sat down.
"Did we know each other before?" Ning Qiang asked straight to the point, "Why do I think you are so familiar?" ”
What shall I say to him? Know, of course know, because I used to be you, you are me! Please, who would believe that?
After hesitating for a moment, I still shook my head and said, "I don't know."
"Really?" Ning Qiang turned his head away from me, "Then why are you following me?" ”
"What do you know?" I asked rhetorically.
I want to test Ning Qiang's reaction, perhaps, he already knows a lot of things, right?
"I ask you, do you want to get this watch?" Ning Qiang took the watch out of his trouser pocket and placed it on the table.
Watches, that's what I want!
However, at this time, I still tried to maintain restraint and calm. The watch, for me, is no longer as attractive as it was when I first learned its mysteries, and I have even regarded it as the source of some kind of disaster.
If it weren't for this watch, I wouldn't have become Wenting. In order to save Yuting, I turned into a girl? Could it be that this is the price of my insistence on saving her life, and God is deliberately trying to punish me?
I looked at the watch, didn't speak, and had mixed feelings.
"You answer me, why do you want to buy this watch?" Ning Qiang looked at me very seriously, "Even if you want, you can buy the same style, why do you have to track me?" Still sneaking into my house? What secrets do you know about this watch? ”
Since you know that I'm following you, and that I've infiltrated your house, you can just give it up and give me back the watch!
There was obviously one thing I had to do before I could get the watch, though.
That is to completely cut off his thoughts about that woman! Only then will he despair completely and give me back the watch!
But what shall I say?
After thinking about it for a while, I decided to take the plunge!
"You, you'd better stop pursuing that woman." I finally spoke.
"What?"
"Between you, there will be no good results, I think you should understand that."
"What the hell do you know?" Ning Qiang's eyes widened, "Why do you know about me?" You, you still say you don't know me? ”
I don't talk anymore, lying is really not my specialty, even for myself, Ning Qiang, a boy who looks a little stupid, my lies will be easily exposed.
"Please, can you tell me what the hell is going on?" Ning Qiang raised his voice, "You've been following me, but you said you don't know me?" You know my business, right? But why don't you tell me what you know? ”
Still, I didn't say a word.
"You mean!" Ning Qiang was so anxious that he almost yelled, "Okay, you don't say it, do you?" Then I say, this watch ······"
"Don't mention this watch again." I interrupted him, "There are many things you can't change, give up." ”
This sentence speaks to what I have always wanted. But what's the use? Will he give up because of this? No, it won't.
After these words were uttered, none of us spoke anymore, and it was eerily quiet.
After a long time, Ning Qiang finally spoke.
"Okay, I got it." He looked at me and said, "I'm not going to give up, though!" ”
I know you're not going to give up, so neither will I!
I looked at Ning Qiang, and I had a feeling of crying and laughing in my heart, but I couldn't come out. At this time, if the opposite person is not Ning Qiang, but a mirror, my face must have that complicated and helpless expression.
"Since you don't want to say it, then I'll take my leave." He stood up and said, "But, again, I warn you, please don't follow me, don't appear in front of my eyes, anywhere, no! ”
"I, I can't explain it to you right now, it's really hard to explain." I shook my head, also helpless, "I advise you, it's better to forget about her." ”
"Why?"
"Because, because she really doesn't deserve your love!" I paused for a long time before saying, "Forget about her." ”
I find myself in a deep love triangle, and I fall in love with my old self? And this Ning Qiang, the person he loves at this time is Yuting. I don't want to get involved, I want to be just a calm bystander, like a serious policeman. However, this time I was swept up in it.
"It's not up to you." Ning Qiang's words made my heart sink again.
Suddenly, I felt a little tingling in my heart, very painful!
Ning Qiang, what's the use of you being so persistent? Could it be that you just care about yourself and rush forward, but forget to cherish the people around you?
This heartfelt sentence also seems to be speaking to me in the past.
Yes, I used to love Yuting, and I loved her very much. However, she didn't love me, she only loved the man named Shiwen. For his sake, she would rather give birth to their children than kill them. But, what about me, Ning Qiang? What am I in Yuting's eyes? Husband? No, the real husband in her heart is still that Shiwen, even if he has abandoned her!
Ning Qiang, that woman, why do you need to cherish her? Ning Qiang, are you really stupid?
At this moment, I have a certain feeling of "mourning his misfortune and being angry with him" for Ning Qiang in front of me. However, I could no longer control his thoughts, and in front of me was a person who was completely independent of myself, another person.
Ning Qiang was still trying to "moth to the fire", but I could only watch him fly towards the fire!
Thinking of this, I lowered my head and I started to give up.
It seems that I will have to wait until the day when he fully wakes up.
But who knows when that day will be?
"Goodbye! No, we'll never see each other again, in vain! Ning Qiang picked up the watch from the table, pushed away the chair, and strode towards the door.
Looking at his departing back, my tears, again, flowed uncontrollably.
Ning Qiang, you have to take care of yourself······