089 The heroine she wore it thirty years later (end)

An Xian was really stunned.

The original owner didn't tell her, there is such a thing!

Could it be that just like SchrΓΆdinger's cat, a different choice will have a different development trajectory?

She withdrew her hand, and this time it worked.

He put his hand on his stomach and couldn't say a word for a while.

"Do the math, it's the night before the anniversary......" Jiang Zhizhou's expression was a little trance-like, even if he was as calm as him, he was confused by this incident.

After being stunned, An Xian just smiled: "It's so good! Jiang Zhizhou, we have children! ”

An Xian is really happy, maybe it's because he loves Jiang Zhizhou, so he is so happy after knowing that he has a child with him.

She then frowned again, "I was climbing a tree yesterday, but fortunately nothing happened." Did the doctor say that a cold is bad for children? ”

"It's fine." Jiang Zhizhou answered softly.

An Xian grabbed one of his hands and asked, "Jiang Zhizhou, aren't you happy?" We have children, don't you like children? ”

An Xian was a little worried, in the two years of marriage between her and Jiang Zhizhou, she had no contraception, but she just didn't get pregnant.

Now after 30 years, I actually have a child.

This child is a magical being.

Jiang Zhizhou held her hand, and then looked at her firmly, "Xiao Xian, this child can't stay!" ”

An Xian looked at him in shock, his voice sharp, "Jiang Zhizhou, what nonsense are you talking about?!" ”

An Xian only felt that he was hallucinating, and looked at Jiang Zhizhou in disbelief, wondering if the person in front of him was the person he knew.

"Xiaoxian, you are calm. Listen to me. ”

An Xian suppressed the anger in his heart and said indifferently: "Okay, I'll listen." ”

Jiang Zhizhou held her hand, his palms were sweaty, and he didn't let go, looked into her eyes, and said word by word: "You are only thirty years old, such a good age, you can't waste it on me." In the future, you can get a divorce, you can find another ......"

Speaking of this, his voice became difficult, "This society is unfair to women, especially women with children. ”

Jiang Zhizhou seemed to have tears in his eyes, but he turned his face away, so that An Xian couldn't see it, and he only felt that it seemed to be an illusion.

"I can't let this kid ruin you, Relax, let's fight."

"No!" An Xian was very calm, or calm, "Jiang Zhizhou, I want to keep him, you just need to tell me one word, do you like children, do you want a child of your own?" ”

How could you not want to?

Jiang Zhizhou occasionally touched her belly after she fell asleep, wondering what the two of them would look like.

He has a father who likes domestic violence and a cowardly mother.

His father was addicted to gambling and alcoholism, and his mother always said that it was for his good and he couldn't get a divorce, but in fact he was just a spiritual flower.

The so-called spiritual silk flower is a person who has no spiritual world.

Obviously, that man would never give their mother and son a penny, they can live by their mother, and they have to support the good-for-nothing man.

But his mother just doesn't divorce, and she can't let him be ridiculed without a father.

Jiang Zhizhou always didn't understand at that time that it was better to have no father than to have such a father.

He always thinks that he must be a good father in the future.

It was only later that his father killed someone and went in, and his mother jumped from the stairs in a crazy way, leaving a huge debt on him when he was only fourteen years old.

At that time, he felt that he still didn't dream of being a father.

A person who is in debt like him, how can he be a father, and he can't affect any girl.

It wasn't until later that he had peace and a warm home that he dreamed again, dreaming of having one of their children, no, two.

It's better to be girls, girls as likable as Anxian.

"No......" Jiang Zhizhou shook his head, without the cover of glasses, the water in his eyes was extraordinarily obvious?

"Tell the truth." An Xian said with a crying voice, "Jiang Zhizhou, is it good for you to tell the truth, I want to listen to you tell the truth." ”

Jiang Zhizhou smiled, but as if he was crying, "You love me now, I don't doubt it, but what about in the future?" You are still young, I am getting older, I will forget you, I will have limited mobility, I will not be able to take care of myself, and I will even drool and incontinence. ”

"At that point, no amount of love will turn into disgust, and then you will hate yourself, hate me, and even hate our children."

"Xiaoxian, raising a child is not just about giving her money, but also to give her company. As she grows up, she wonders why her father is like this, why he is so ...... Dirty, so old. ”

The more Jiang Zhizhou spoke, the more desperate he became, "I don't want to be like that, Xiaoxian, I love our children, so I can't bear it, I'm cowardly, I don't want her to become like that." ”

An Xian: "You love me, you love our children, don't you?" So, don't push me away! Why push me away! You don't say your own set of things that you think are good for me. I wouldn't be like that, our kids, and I wouldn't be the kind of people you say! ”

Jiang Zhizhou let go of her, covered his face with his hands in a collapsed manner, and his voice was also crying, "Think, Xiaoxian, I have thought about this child for many years." ”

The young lost their wives and the old had children.

Jiang Zhizhou didn't know if it was God's mercy or a malicious joke.

An Xian chuckled, and stroked his hair with one hand, the snow-white of which made her sour.

"Old man, I'm going to get old, don't I age a little faster than I do? I'm not afraid, what are you afraid of? You just need to know that my children and I need you, for us, to live longer, to see my gray hair and wrinkled face. ”

Jiang Zhizhou couldn't hold back anymore and cried loudly.

He hugged An Xian, a man who was dozens of years old, sobbed in her ear and cried like a child.

An Xian patted him on the back with one hand, feeling that maybe this was the most vulnerable moment in Jiang Zhizhou's life.

That's nice.

Quiet thoughts.

This time, she didn't miss it.

She knows Jiang Zhizhou, and this man is very responsible.

If she really gave birth to a child, this man would grit his teeth and live for a few more years even if he tried his best.

"Jiang Zhizhou, I didn't grow old with you, I was unwilling."

*

Fang Mi ran to An Xian's side, looked at Jiang Zhizhou next to him, and whispered to her, "Master, let me tell you, yesterday you fainted, Professor Jiang was so anxious that he not only called an ambulance, but when he carried you down, his glasses ran off. ”

An Xian snorted, turned his head and glanced at Jiang Zhizhou, who was looking at her nervously, Jiang Zhizhou raised his eyebrows at her, as if asking her what was the matter.

She stuck out her tongue at him and said to Fang Mi: "I'm really sorry yesterday, so you can go to Daling Mountain to soak in hot springs today." ”

Fang Mi didn't care, "What's this, we had a lot of fun yesterday." ”

Jiang Zhizhou stopped An Xian at this time, "Let's take the cable car up." ”

An Xian: "It's not high. ”

Jiang Zhizhou insisted, "Take the cable car." ”

All right.

was idle in front of Jiang Zhizhou, but he was actually still cowardly, who asked her to chase him back then.

The group ended up taking the cable car up the mountain.

The hot springs are divided into men and women, and Jiang Zhizhou takes care of the room and takes care of it.

An Xian didn't care about her, changed into a swimsuit, showed a perfect body, and went to the female soup.

As soon as she entered, everyone inside looked at her and said "wow".

Fang Mi was the first to run over, "Mom, isn't your figure too good?" ”

An smiled and advertised for the current boss, "Welcome to Meimei Yoga Studio, I am the yoga teacher there." ”

"Yoga teacher, no wonder! But your figure, huh, so envious. ”

After entering the bath, those female students didn't care about it for a while, and all gathered around her and asked about her and Jiang Zhizhou.

An Xian is used to talking nonsense, and made up a story for himself and the elderly Jiang Zhizhou about a female student falling in love with a middle-aged professor and waiting for ten years to achieve a positive result.

In the end, after talking nonsense, I was afraid, for fear that these girls would learn from her, so I hurriedly said: "What do you see in my story?" ”

"What?"

Leisure: "Only beautiful women can succeed with a dead face." ”

A group of mediocre female students: ???

Whoa, what did they do wrong to deserve such a critical attack.

After soaking in the hot springs, everyone took the cable car down the mountain again.

Because it was dark, Jiang Zhizhou helped her and gave the female students on the side ten consecutive critical blows.

An Xian told Jiang Zhizhou what happened just now, Jiang Zhizhou was a little crying and laughing, "You can actually tell the truth." ”

An Xian was a little surprised, "The country is preparing to announce the matter of the traverser?" ”

Jiang Zhizhou said, "I'll tell you later." ”

When they returned to their residences and lay on the bed eating fruit after taking a shower, Jiang Zhizhou said: "Actually, the reason why you and the rest of the people crossed over was because of the experiment of a crazy experimenter. ”

An Xian remembered what he had found on Du Niang before.

"Is it based on human life?"

Jiang Zhizhou glanced at her in surprise, and finally nodded, "Yes, it is probably the creation of a rift between time and space, which requires a great price. Does Bermuda know? In ancient times, it was supposed to be a place suitable for human habitation. ”

Regardless of how this came to be, he asked, "How is that man?" ”

"Disposed of." Jiang Zhizhou didn't say specifically, but An Xian could guess.

She leaned on his shoulder and said, "I think I should be grateful to him, if it weren't for this, maybe we would have gone through more twists and turns and separated early." Without this, I would not know how much you love me, and I would take for granted the things you love about me. And then it won't grow, and finally ...... Lose you. ”

She said it herself, but she covered her mouth in fright.

Jiang Zhizhou smiled, pressed her head down with his hand, and took the initiative to kiss her forehead.

Jiang Zhizhou felt that the assumption of leisure would not exist.

He loved her, day by day.

And he was able to make her more and more inseparable from her.

At the age of twenty, he was no longer ignorant, knowing that what he wanted was this woman.

Standing at the age of thirty, she is still so simple, so kind, he can see all the shining points in her, and then love her even more.

At the age of forty, he is no longer confused, he is no longer confused by the world, he sees his heart clearly, and then finds that he loves this woman more.

Fifty knows the destiny of heaven and understands that people come to this world to walk for the person they love the most.

There are sixty, seventy, and eighty......

He would try to live longer, watch their child grow up, look at her, look at her more, look at it again......

*

Professor Jiang asked An's mother to take care of the baby at home, and Wang Yue also came to the house to take care of her.

But she really couldn't stay, because she was pregnant, and her daily game time was limited to two hours by Professor Jiang.

As for her, she didn't dare to play games secretly while Professor Jiang was not at home.

So she was coquettish and asked Wang Yue to take her to Haida.

As soon as they entered, they heard the words of two male classmates as they walked past them.

"Today, Professor Jiang is talking about the theory of time and space!"

"That's right, it seems to be about the authenticity of the crossing! I've heard that we've found several time-travelers in our flower planters! ”

"This must be a major discovery! Professor Jiang is worthy of being the ageless male god of Haida! ”

"I read Professor Jiang's Weibo, and there are still many girls shouting to give him monkeys."

An Xian listened to it funny, and his heart was a little sour.

"Classmate, is Professor Jiang giving a lecture in the auditorium?"

The two male classmates blushed when they saw An Xian, and one of them stammered a little: "Yes...... Yes, in the Great Hall. ”

An Xian tilted his head and smiled at them, "Thank you." ”

The male classmate's face turned even redder, and his speech slipped smoothly, "That, if we don't work together, we'll let people occupy the seat." ”

"Yes, there is always no place for Professor Jiang's lectures."

An Xian glanced at Wang Yue and nodded, "Then I'll trouble you." ”

"No trouble, no trouble."

By the time they arrived at the auditorium, the lecture had already begun.

Fortunately, there are many students who have just arrived, and their appearance is not abrupt.

An Xian and Wang Yue directly occupied the positions of the two male classmates, and these two people were still stupid.

Seeing Wang Yue muttering in An Xian's ear, "Aunt An, you are a curse." ”

An Xian pursed his lips and smiled, "Without my troubled water, you can stand." ”

After An Xian finished speaking, he looked at Jiang Zhizhou, he was wearing a black sweater today, which she bought for him, and tied a coat on his shoulders, which made him look very young.

She also heard girls around her saying that when Professor Jiang was young, he must have been a grass-level figure in the school.

She thought that Jiang Zhizhou when she was young was more than a school grass.

In her heart, he is the light of the world, illuminating her life.

I don't know if it's because she has a heart, or if her gaze is too naked, Jiang Zhizhou, who was lecturing, slammed and looked this way.

There were thousands of people in the auditorium, and he looked at it so suddenly.

looked at each other, and the affection in her eyes was so affectionate.

At that moment, An Xian heard his own heartbeat.

", Aunt An, Uncle Jiang has seen you??? Made, this dog abuse is too bold! Can I see you at a glance among thousands of people? It's too su. ”

Wang Yue, who was next to her, touched her chin that was almost falling off with her hand, and shouted in an exaggerated low voice.

An Xian lowered his head, his ears were a little red, and bumped her with his shoulder, "What are you talking about, don't talk nonsense." ”

When he looked up again, Jiang Zhizhou had already looked away.

The topic he talked about today is actually the matter of crossing, and the people who have really crossed over the years are announced.

The state is already willing to make the matter public.

What this means, An Xian doesn't know, and he doesn't want to guess.

She only cares about the person on stage, her husband, her ...... Lover.

Leisurely stroking his belly, his expression gentle.

Her husband is not a hero of the world, but he is the one who entrusts her with all her love, all affection, all warmth, all obsession, and all greed.

I don't blame the rush of time, and I don't blame the destiny of heaven for making people.

Because, thirty years ago, thirty years later, another thirty years later,

They'll still be together.

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