Chapter 60: The Twelfth Crossing

I jerked my head up, but I saw Yuting.

She was staring at me with wide eyes. His eyes were full of hostility and jealousy.

In the grove, she once saw Wen Ting, and mistakenly thought that there was a leg between Wen Ting and Ning Qiang.

However, this time I did not turn my head, but glared at her fiercely.

It's strange that she was my goddess not so long ago. However, now, we have become a pair of "love rivals"?

This-for-tat confrontation of mine really worked. Yuting whispered in Ning Qiang's ear.

Of course I know what she said to Ning Qiang, because I am Ning Qiang.

However, the current Ning Qiang also turned his gaze to me. This time, I didn't treat Yuting like I did, but turned my head away.

Next, a war is about to break out between the two of them, but I am a little gloating.

There is a saying that "the ass decides the head", maybe because I have changed my identity now, so even my mentality has changed, right? I found that the hormones in my body were Wenting's at all, not Ning Qiang's in the past. That's why I'm so weird, right?

I felt a little nervous and a little depressed, and I was really a little nervous at the thought that the two of them were going to come down for a toast.

Of course, I couldn't escape the gaze of the serious officer sitting next to me, but this time, he didn't say anything more.

I made an excuse and left the venue just before the couple was about to come over for a toast.

However, when I walked out of the hotel door, I didn't know where to go.

Let's go back, and then, wait for the world to evaporate again? However, I was not reconciled.

Keep staying here, right? Could it be that watching them love and love, and then waiting for tragedy to happen?

Now, I have become less sympathetic to Yuting.

She actually hid it from me in the past, pregnant with other people's flesh and blood? The thought of this makes me angry. I also feel a little angry with my past self, how many men can tolerate their wives being pregnant with other people's children, and then let themselves go to the top of the cylinder? However, the me in the past, that Ning Qiang, actually put up with it?

Confused! Ning Qiang, you are so confused!

The thought of this made my chest rise and fall violently.

I suddenly felt like throwing up, so I fell in front of the hotel, under a tree on the side of the road, and vomited.

After throwing up, I felt comfortable. So, I walked forward, and after not going far, I stopped under another tree.

I saw a couple walking slowly in front of me, not far away, holding their children who had just learned to walk.

What a happy family! However, this happiness is too far away from me.

I have also enjoyed the happiness of marriage, but alas, it was too short-lived.

I also thought that I had married the right person and could live happily ever after, but I was wrong.

How I want to have a child of my own, but alas, no.

Stunned, I stood under the tree for a long, long time.

I was reminded of my past, of my childhood. Although I am an orphan, I still yearn for a happy and warm home. However, all this is too far away from me.

It wasn't until a beam of headlights woke me up from my memories that I came back to reality.

The car passed in front of me, and then I saw a man in the back seat.

That's Ning Qiang! He saw me, too, with a look of astonishment on his face.

At the same time, I also saw another pair of eyes, a woman's eyes.

Yuting also saw me, but there was a vicious and angry look in her eyes.

Their car drove away, and what awaited them was a terrible night.

However, there is nothing I can do, I just go with the flow······

"Are you sure you want to buy this watch?"

Here it is again, how many times has this been? I can't remember anymore, and I don't want to.

Each time, I was forcibly pulled back into the old world, when will it be the end?

I was really desperate, could it be that my fate could only be tied to a pillar, like the donkey pulling the mill, and so on and around?

Although it seems a little bad to compare myself to a donkey, at this time, what else can I do except continue to spin and grind?

This time, I didn't do anything to resist, and watched as Ning Qiang got the watch again.

I didn't pay attention to Ning Qiang's angry eyes when he looked at me, of course he had reason to hate me, I shouldn't have been in that grove, I shouldn't have broken into his room like a thief, and I shouldn't have been under a tree outside the hotel on his wedding day. That night, it was precisely because Yuting saw me and was jealous that she got out of the car halfway in anger that the car accident happened later.

To a certain extent, I am not only the *** of their husband and wife discord, but also the culprit of Yuting's misfortune.

Hey, I really didn't expect this to be the result!

Although I feel a little guilty in my heart, I can only accept the reality.

However, Ning Qiang didn't rush over and yell at me, he just glared at me, but he still paid the money quickly and left.

Shall I go out with me? He just lost his wife, and he must have a grievance in his heart, at least, should I apologize to him?

Strange, isn't he me, isn't he him? Why should I apologize to myself?

I feel a little inexplicable, but now I am getting farther and farther away from my original self, Ning Qiang. To a certain extent, I feel that the part of my body that originally belonged to Ning Qiang, whether it is emotions or memories, is becoming less and less, and more and more faint. Each time you cross, it seems that this part of the energy will be consumed until it is completely consumed.

Now, I have regarded myself as Wen Ting, a woman who has nothing to do with this man named Ning Qiang.

I really want to say a few words to Ning Qiang, and even want to confide in him my innocence and helplessness, but is that useful? How could he believe that I was him, that he was such a ridiculous thing as me?

Forget it, I'll continue to pretend to be dumb.

I didn't want to go with him, but I really didn't have a reason to stay in this little shop, and the boss was still watching me.

I couldn't stand still, so I had to keep my head down and walk out.

However, when he went out, Ning Qiang had already run away without a trace.

I had to look around and wonder, why did this guy disappear? That's too fast, isn't it?

Suddenly, Ning Qiang came out from behind the flower garden on the side of the door, startling me a lot.

I just remembered that the last time, that is, the third time I traveled back in time, I was deliberately hiding, and then suddenly caught Wenting off guard.

However, this time, it was as if I had lost my memory, and I couldn't remember the past history clearly.

It was as if my brain had been taken up by another person's memory. Now, in my mind, there is a part of me that is still the past, Ning Qiang, but there is not much left; And the other part, the other larger area, is another person.

That person is Wenting.

Not only do I occupy Wenting's body, but I also occupy her brain and consciousness. Although I invaded the body of this "host" like a parasite, I thought I could control this "host". However, she has always been an independent being.

The most terrifying thing is that the part of Wenting's brain that only belongs to her own memory and consciousness does not seem to be squeezed out by me, an "intruder". It's always been there, and could all wake up at any moment and wipe out this part of my consciousness completely!

At that time, will I still exist as a person? Does my soul still exist? Did I control Wenting's body, or was I controlled by her?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but gasp and subconsciously took two steps back

In the past, I didn't believe that people could be reincarnated after death, and I didn't believe that souls could be exchanged. However, I'm slowly believing it now. Moreover, I was also afraid that I, a soul who could be "immortal forever", would eventually be consumed by another soul. At that time, I was truly "dead", and even my soul was gone.

Seeing my expression, Ning Qiang instead took two steps forward, almost sticking to my body. His eyes widened as if a police officer were interrogating a prisoner.

"You, what are you going to do?" I was startled, and my voice trembled.

"Please, miss, don't pretend anymore. Aren't you going to stalk me? What, scared now? Ning Qiang sneered at me.

"What? Am I tracking you? "I pretended not to know him, and I looked very aggrieved.

"I ask you, do you want this watch?" Ning Qiang took out the watch box from his pocket and put it in his hand, "What secrets do you know about this watch?" ”

I could only say a word, biting my lip, at this moment, the expression on my face must be ugly.

What shall I say? Ning Qiang, give me back the watch, please, okay?

But I can't say it.

"You don't say, do you? Okay, that's fine. Ning Qiang put the watch back in his pocket again, "However, you remember for me that this thing is already mine, don't you want to take it back!" ”

Hey, why don't I just say it all straight? Is that sentence that so hard to say?

I'm even a little sick of myself, what am I afraid of? Since Ning Qiang can believe that time can be reversed, why wouldn't he believe that there is another self in this world?

But how could he believe that I had become like this?

I'm very entangled, so I can only continue to remain silent.

"Also, don't stalk me anymore!" Ning Qiang stretched out his finger and pointed at me, "If I see you stalking me next time, or let me find you in my field of vision, I won't be polite to you no matter who you are!" ”

With that, he ran forward.

I didn't chase it, and it was useless to chase it, so let him go.

A flash of lightning flashed in the sky, and soon, the doomed rain was about to fall.

I left the little shop, found another way, and left.

The rain fell, but I didn't run, letting the rain drench my hair. Compared to my wet body, my heart is even colder and wetter.

Because, I found that I really cared about this man, this former me.

Am I in love with myself? No, that's impossible, that's not scientific, how can a person fall in love with himself? That's narcissism, that's pathology!

However, why was this Ning Qiang so sad and painful when he pointed his finger at me? This feeling is clearly the same as falling out of love?

No, no, it's not like that!

I can't explain this strange phenomenon, but I am indeed a woman's mentality now, and the Ning Qiang in front of me does not seem to be me, but another man who is completely different from me.

Could it be that the other half of my body, the half that belongs to Wenting, woke up? Or is it that her consciousness has never disappeared at all, that it has always been entrenched in mine, no, in her own body? She really loved Ning Qiang, so this kind of love came out of this body subconsciously?

Thinking of this, my mood changed from a sad state to panic and confusion.

What am I going to do?

No, I'm going to get the watch right away, and I can't wait!

I have to go back to the future right now, back to 2037, where I'm safest. Even if I become a woman forever after 2037 and never change back to my past self, at least, it is better than me continuing to stay in this world, driven by Wenting's soul, and finally incorrigibly fall in love with this Ning Qiang, and have a relationship with him, okay?

Panic turned into motivation for action. Well, just do it, do it right away······