Volume 3 - Chapter 171 No one is accustomed to death
After sitting with Zheng Qiqi for a long time, Feng Yuan finally spoke, and he said, "Xu Zhuo and Mao Tan are coming in a while, do you want to see them?" ”
“……”
There was no answer, Feng Yuan seemed to have expected it a long time ago, and he continued: "Since you don't want to see it, then I'll go over first, you take care of your body, if... If Xiao Jiang is still here, he won't want to see you practice his body, he will be distressed......"
After finishing speaking, Feng Yuan was silent for a while before standing up and leaving.
He didn't witness Jiang Zhu's scarring and death with his own eyes, so he couldn't personally feel Zheng Qiqi's pain, so he was not qualified to ask Zheng Qiqi to stand up immediately, in fact, he himself needed a lot of time to accept the reality.
Human beings can never get used to accepting death, even if they are doing a job with a high mortality rate, there is no way to accept death calmly, no one can do it......
Soon after Feng Yuan and Shi Tian returned to the ward, Jiang Zhu and Mao Tan arrived together, both of them looked haggard and lost a lot of weight, and it seemed that they had been really busy recently.
Shi Tian found two stools from the room and went out consciously.
Xu Zhuo sat down and asked, "I've been busy lately, and I haven't been able to come up to see you, are you feeling better?" ”
Feng Yuan smiled: "It's much better, it is estimated that I will be discharged from the hospital in two days." ”
"Two days?" Xu Zhuo raised his eyebrows and ruthlessly debunked Feng Yuan: "Do you know that you were covered in blood that day, and the doctors issued a critical illness notice?" It's better to stay in the hospital and wait for the wound to heal before talking about discharge! ”
Feng Yuan was silent, he knew that Xu Zhuo was right, and what he said just two days was just an adjective, and the doctor would never agree to him being discharged.
"I heard that the locust was also seriously injured, how is he?"
"He's fine, he's alive, just like you, he's been shot in the chest, but not as serious as you." Mao Tan seemed to be disdainful: "His injuries must heal faster than yours, and a prisoner of his level will definitely be sent to a specific place to recuperate, and the follow-up is not something you can participate in." ”
"I understand that as long as he is caught, it doesn't matter to me whether he participates in the follow-up or not."
Xu Zhuo was surprised: "Do you want to see locusts?" ”
Feng Yuan thought for a while, shook his head and said, "Forget it, there's no point." ”
Xu Zhuo said: "Since this is the case, then I understand." ”
Seeing this, Mao Tan handed the USB flash drive in his hand to Feng Yuandao: "After you fainted, when our people were making the final clearance of the island, they found the camera you brought with you when you went to your room, and I copied a copy of the photos in it for you." ”
Feng Yuan silently took the USB flash drive, these photos were taken by him personally, even if Mao Tan didn't say it, he knew what was inside.
"Thank you, I'll pass it on to Qiqi." Feng Yuan pursed his lips, his face was a little hesitant, he opened his mouth, and still asked, "Xu Zhuo, Captain Mao... I'd like to ask you about something......"
Listening to Feng Yuan's words, Xu Zhuo immediately understood what he wanted to ask: "You want to know about Li Yi?" ”
Feng Yuan nodded, his face was a little ugly, it had been a week, since he woke up, he had never asked about Li Yi Shi, but he fell into the sea, and he didn't know what was going on now, was it life or death?
"Our men have searched the sea where he fell off the cliff, but they have not found him...... Most likely, he has been washed deeper, Xiaoyuan, you want to drive
Some ......"
Xu Zhuo spoke with difficulty, he is now very sympathetic to Feng Yuan, his best friend has not only been lying to him all the time, but now life and death are uncertain, he has been killed, his good brother who has been living and death for many years has unfortunately died, and he is also seriously injured and lying on the bed, no matter how you look at it, I feel that he is very sad.
"I'm fine, don't worry."
Xu Zhuo saw that his face was impermanent, so he didn't say anything, as long as he could think about it.
"Jiang Zhu's body is still stored in the hospital's morgue, it has been ten days, and it should be cremated...... Are you going to see him one last time? ”
Feng Yuan turned his head to look at Xu Zhuo at this time, a little stunned, and nodded after a long time, Jiang Zhu's last side must be seen.
……
When he went to see Jiang Zhu for the last time, Feng Yuan and Zheng Qiqi went together, and this was also the first time that Zheng Qiqi walked out of the ward in so many days.
The morgue of the armed police hospital is at the back door of the hospital, not far away, although Feng Yuan's injuries have not healed thoroughly, but this distance, talk to the doctor well, or let him go, just tell Feng Yuan that the morgue is cold, let him wear thicker and don't stay too long.
Feng Yuan felt that it didn't matter, but he leaned over the times, followed the doctor's instructions, and got two heavy coats out of nowhere, and put them on before Feng Yuan and Zheng Qiqi entered the morgue.
The morgue was really cold, Feng Yuan was really glad that he had given them two batches of coats after entering, otherwise, I really don't know if his condition would get worse after going out, probably because he was going to see Jiang Zhu's body, Feng Yuan's mind began to think about things in a mess, for example, it was obviously not the first time he came to the morgue, why did he still remind himself to wear a coat? Is it because people are getting old and starting to become hypocritical?
The morgue keeper knew that the two men were policemen, so he brought them in, and after pulling Jiang Zhu's body out of the cabinet, he went out without saying anything.
To tell the truth, people who have been dead for more than ten days, even if the corpse has been stored in the freezer, at this time it is still covered with corpse spots, and his face is pale, if others look at it, they should feel terrifying, but the three of them have known each other for many years, Feng Yuan and Zheng Qiqi feel that no matter what kind of appearance Jiang Zhu becomes, his temperament will always be as warm as jade.
At this moment, it wasn't until Feng Yuan saw Jiang Zhu's body that he really believed the fact that Jiang Zhu died in the line of duty, but believing it is another matter, whether he can accept it or not is another matter.
Feng Yuan stood silently next to Jiang Zhu, digesting his sadness, Zheng Qiqi stood aside, her trembling hand touched Jiang Zhu's cheeks, which had become cold and stiff, Zheng Qiqi's eyes were a little red, but the tears did not fall after all, she knew that Jiang Zhu didn't like to see her cry, so she wouldn't cry in front of him.
"You liar, you obviously said that you would marry me when we came back." Zheng Qiqi touched Jiang Zhu's face and whispered, "Why don't you hold on for a while?" Obviously, we have already won. ”
Quiet...... Extreme Quiet......
Zheng Qiqi's voice was very small, but in this room, she could still feel the swaying of the voice, and the person lying down would never answer her words again.
Zheng Qiqi didn't speak again, she knew that this was the last time she saw Jiang Zhu, they had to go back to City A, and his body couldn't be stored here forever, but she was really unwilling, as long as Zheng Qiqi thought that there would be no more Jiang Zhu in the years to come, her heart couldn't stop hurting, it was a pain in her heart, it couldn't hurt a few times in her life, but it was unforgettable.
Feng Yuan listened to Zheng Qiqi
also silently thought in his heart, yes, he's not a liar! Obviously said that it is good to be a good brother for a lifetime, but in this life, is it your life or my life?
The two of them stood like this, either accompanying Jiang Zhu for the last period of time, or explaining something to him in their hearts, Zheng Qiqi just said a word and then shut up, maybe she also felt that some words were actually not necessary to say, if he could hear it, then he could also hear it in his heart, if he couldn't hear it......
If he can't hear it...... Zheng Qiqi thought a little sadly, if he couldn't hear it, then it was too late for her to make an agreement with him in the next life now?
Although Zheng Qiqi tried his best to spend more time with Jiang Zhu, in fact, they had already been inside for an afternoon, even if it was the police, the administrator had to come out to drive people out, and the two had to turn around and leave.
Zheng Qiqi watched as the caretaker pushed Jiang Zhu's body back into the freezer, and her heart hurt fiercely again...... This time, is it really goodbye?
The next day, it was cloudy, light rain, and the whole sky felt a lot darker.
Today is the day to send Jiang Zhu to the crematorium, Feng Yuan's attending doctor strictly forbade Feng Yuan to go out, but he still quietly pulled Shi Tian and Zheng Qiqi out, as long as he was careful, there would be no major problems, on this day, he must be there.
The crematorium receives a large number of corpses every day, and for them, Jiang Zhu is one of the thousands of dead, nothing special, but... Poor and uncertain riverside bones, they are all dream people of the spring boudoir, and for the relatives and friends of the deceased, he is the only one.
The cremation system in the crematorium is very complete and the process is very fast, so before they can react, the ashes have been boxed and sent to Zheng Qiqi's hands...... I don't know if the three of them can see each other below, if Dad knows that his senior brother is with him, I don't know what his expression is?
Zheng Qiqi laughed when she thought about it, and she wanted to cry again when she laughed and laughed, but she didn't cry because she couldn't cry anymore.
The journey back seemed to be much faster than when I went, but the atmosphere was still depressing, everyone's faces were solemn, and at this time, no one would joke to liven up the atmosphere, so it was even more depressing.
After returning to the hospital, there was no doubt that Feng Yuan and Zheng Qiqi were scolded by the attending doctor, but when the other party saw the urn in Zheng Qiqi's hand, he swallowed the following words again, just said that it was not an example, and left in a hurry.
"I want to ...... Send the ashes of the senior brother back to City A for burial as soon as possible. Zheng Qiqi hugged the urn and said suddenly.
Feng Yuan thought for a while and said, "When do you want to go back?" ”
Zheng Qiqi asked rhetorically: "When do you want to go back?" ”
Shi Tian frowned and said: "His injury is not suitable for flying, if you take the high-speed train, it will take too long, so let's get better and leave." ”
Feng Yuan retorted: "I can ......"
Shi Tian flew over with an eye knife and cut off Feng Yuan's unspoken words, and Feng Yuan could only shut up.
Zheng Qiqi looked at the appearance of the two of them, thought for a while, and said, "Then let's go another week, my injuries are not completely complete." ”
"So be it!"
Feng Yuan looked at Zheng Qiqi's appearance and sighed in his heart, the little junior sister has grown up after all, and she knows that she has put herself in the shoes of others, but her growth process is a little too cruel.