Chapter 208: Particularly afraid of separation
"Late night emotional chapter on November 6, 2008
It was late at night, looking at her who was already asleep next to her, there was an inexplicable panic, especially afraid of separation, afraid... A goodbye, forever.
Xiao Si resigned, I was anxious, I was afraid of losing again... She is too wild, I am always afraid that she will fly too far and will never find her again, only when she is by her side, can I feel at ease.
At this point, I wish she could cook and do my laundry, as long as she stays with me, anything! But that's impossible, her ambition is not at home, in my heart, I want her to be around, and I want her to be excellent.
The trustee brought two pieces of jade, intending to give the Buddha to her at the right time, with two meanings: first, I hope that the Buddha will bless her, safe and healthy; The second is that the Buddha is in my heart, everything is empty, I hope she will not lose herself in the pursuit, maintain her pure and kind original heart, Buddha will live all things, hope that she will be broad-minded, and always at ease.
Guanyin, a symbol of compassion, knows everything for 500 years, so that it can generate compassion, to embrace everything, to save the sorrow of the world, and to contain all things, but why not?
I hope we can all have a normal heart, the heart is like stopping water, the flowers are fragrant and fragrant, and the flowers are quiet and quiet. ”
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And then there's the last one.
Le Xiaosi closed the diary and sat on the ground, unconsciously for two hours.
She felt excited, for the first time in her life, she peeked at other people's diaries, and she felt a deep sense of guilt, and through this shameless way, she knew his secret: she was still a little excited, and the sentence 'I will never let go in this life, unless I die', it was so warm... She felt fortunate again, glad that she didn't completely lose herself in front of Yin Geometry at the beginning, and even more glad that Yin Geometry was ruthless to her, otherwise how could she open her heart to Shi Zeng.
Put his diary back as it was, and continued to tidy up the room, I don't know why, there is always a name shouting in my head—Zhang Ling, what kind of girl is this Zhang Ling? Is it pretty...
After everything was cleaned up, she sat on the sofa to rest, sighed deeply, and a sour smell wafted from nowhere: is it because he still has someone hidden in his heart? His past doesn't seem to have anything to do with you, does it? Don't you feel the same in your heart? He has allowed you to have a past, can you have a little measure? While scolding himself in his heart, Le Xiaosi raised his hand and touched the piece of Buddha on his chest...
I have to go to work tomorrow, and Le Xiaosi will go back to his house in the afternoon.
started work on Monday, Le Xiaosi went to the company early, walked to the company, and at the door of the locker room, she saw an internal employment revelation, huh? It turns out that the company has an internal hire? Wouldn't there be other opportunities?
Hire an indictment clerk to be responsible for the entry of all data in the production department, which is to work in the office, five days and eight hours, without night shifts, but the salary is at least half less than now.
Le Xiaosi was tempted, she felt that it didn't matter how much the salary was, as long as there was a development opportunity, she agreed to pay or not, but this was the date when she asked for leave a year ago, would someone have already gone? There was some disappointment, as if I had missed a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
When I arrived at the workshop, I saw that Qu Runan had arrived, but I didn't expect her to be so early, and now it was just the two of them, Le Xiaosi hurriedly greeted Qu Runan and said:
"Happy New Year, Boss! Is there a start to work? ”
"Go! You came so early to ask for a red envelope! ”
"Or else? Is it easy to get up so early? ”
"Don't worry, wait for the morning meeting, the company's finance will come down and send it, and yours is indispensable!"