Chapter 146
Bai Chuli used almost all his words to comfort Bai Jiangci. Bai Qingyan and Bai Chuzhong also came to comfort her. But Bai Jiang was obviously a little emotionally broken, and he cried there for more than half an hour.
A few people helped him to sit down at the table, and he stopped crying. "It's all because my brother didn't protect you for smoking. Qingyan, you are also to blame for the size, I didn't protect you at the beginning. ”
Hearing this, Bai Qingyan and Bai Yan felt very uncomfortable. Of course, he also wanted to tell Bai Junior, blaming himself for not protecting her at the beginning, but he had already said this to Bai Shuzhong many times, and he had already said it in the discharge, and he didn't want to hear it anymore.
If you want Bai Jiang to protect him, then forget it, he would rather protect Bai Jiang for the rest of his life. Three people sat at the table. When I think of some things in the past, I feel like I remember them vividly. But I didn't expect that time has passed, and now it has been so long.
Fuling came over to fry a few plates of appetizers for them, and brought a pot of turbid wine. I really don't know what to say some words, so I can only hide them secretly in my heart, and a few people seem to be back to the way they were when they first drank. But everyone knows that they have tried in the past, and they will never be able to catch it back.
But it doesn't matter, although the past has passed, but it is still there, and several people are still sitting together and drinking like teenagers. They can also sing and shake their hearts, so that they can still drink together like this, and there are many more opportunities. Life is so long.
Bai Xinyan suddenly remembered her hard-working master. "Let's go see the master later."
This sentence touched their hearts even more, but several people didn't cry so much. Instead, he tried to hide the emotions he had suppressed for a long time, and said very happily to go together. Fortunately, this place was not very far from Bai Yan's tombstone, and seven people arrived in a carriage.
I didn't drink too much, but I always felt like I was drunk. Bai Qingyuan's mind was dizzy, and he didn't feel sober until he reached Bai Yan's tombstone. Seeing the tombstone makes people feel the whole thing. All the sad memories come to mind.
I shouldn't have been at the beginning,
A few people didn't bring wine, because Silver didn't like to drink so much on weekdays. They all gave the wine to the tombstone next to Bai Yan, which was Mu Qiu's tombstone. Twilight's body was not brought back, but Bai Qingyan later built a building for him. Of course, these levels were all obtained from the white-clothed faction.
It's really too short to remember the happy times at the beginning. Now several people have their own hearts and minds, and each has embarked on their own path.
"If the master knew that I had now met the girl I liked more and lived a farming life together, I would be unhappy." On the way back, Bai Jiangci said with some sadness.
In fact, who can completely interfere with whose decisions? It's up to him to decide what he wants to do.
"Maybe, I'm also curious why my brother gave up his ideals for love." The sweet potato should be said in his own mixed hoarse voice. "Senior brother, maybe the weight of these things is different in your hearts and mine." But he thought in his heart, fortunately, he didn't take love too seriously. If Bai Qianxi hadn't died, then he would be willing to do everything for Bai Qianxi, even at the cost of his own life.
But now he's dead. In an instant, Bai Chu felt that he had lost all his love in this world, and all his love was no longer related to her. He said he was concerned with something else. For example, he wants to punish the traitors and eliminate the evil in the rivers and lakes, for example, he just wants to go to the mountains and forests alone. For example, he actually wants to build a house for Bai Qianxi.
"yes, I don't think the master will agree. When he took us up the mountain and taught us kung fu with great difficulty, he would not have given up just to make us go farming. Thinking about it, I really disappointed the master's hard work! Bai Jiangci said apologetically.
At the beginning, he also vowed that he must practice his sword well, and one day he can walk the rivers and lakes in the future, and he can also be like his master. He had said these things to Bai Zhuo outstandingly, and of course he thought so in the pose.
Who would have thought that time had passed, and God had arranged something better for him, that is, for him to meet Flynn. Love is really not such a lofty thing sometimes! But in Bai Zhuangzi's eyes, he loves someone, and he must give everything for this person.
Does Silver get angry? In fact, he has been thinking about this question all along. Although it was his own decision, in his heart, Bai Yan was his master and his father. One day is truthful, and all life is like a father. What's more, he clearly remembered that when Bai Yan took her up the mountain and asked him what his ideal was in this life, he said that he would go to the end of the world with a sword, punish adultery and eliminate evil.
Bai Ye asked him. Is this ideal in your mind? He nodded slightly, although he was still smiling at that time, but his heart was extremely determined. Silver asked him again, is this really what you really want? He nodded again. The small, smart, shining eyes sparkled. It was as if I had seen hope.
Bai Yan smiled slightly and helped him up. "Since you remember what you said today, then you have to fight for it all your life, and this is what you really think in your heart. You'll remember it forever. Bai Jiangci nodded again, smiling and looking at the white eyes. I'll remember. ”
Bai Yan couldn't help but feel a little distressed when he looked at the way he was running. Then he spoke again. "If one day you find something better than this thing in this world, something you want more, will you be willing to give up this thing in pursuit of something better?"
At that time, Bai Yin probably thought that he was not the same white-clothed young man who wanted to go to the end of the world with a sword, but he was still controlled by love. No good death.
The young Bai Jiangci hesitated slowly, and nodded without such hesitation. But come to think of it, what else is fun besides these things? "Master, I will, I will try to stick to my dreams."
Bai Yan nodded and looked at him with a smile. I don't know if he's laughing, he's too young, there are a lot of things he doesn't understand, and he's still laughing, he's so stubborn and persistent. It's like myself back then.
"How could Senior Brother? How could the master blame you? This is your own choice, as long as you do what you want to do, complete the goal you want to accomplish, and live as you want, will you be happy? Bai Qingyan understood Bai Yan the most, and she comforted Bai Jiangci.
"I hope as you say, Master won't blame me. But the master should be glad for you, you have been sticking to your ideals all along. Bai Pulp Chi seemed to be a little envious, and said to Bai Qinyan.
Bai Qingyuan smiled, yes? Has he been holding on to his ideals for so long? But revenge for the master, is this also counted? It's kind of fulfilling someone else's ideal. In fact, he is just a very ordinary person, and his ideal is just to live a life at ease.
In fact, he still has an ideal. That is to find a loved one, hold hands for a lifetime, hold the hand of the son, and grow old with the son. Death and life are said to be broad.
"Why don't we take this opportunity to go to the Bai Yi faction and take a look at how Uncle Shi is doing now." Bai Chuli proposed. He didn't like that topic very much just now, because he didn't live the life he wanted now, and even she didn't even have the right to choose the life she wanted, so he was in a hurry to divert the topic and didn't want to talk about those sad things anymore.
Everyone thinks it's okay, anyway, they've already gone so far now, so let's go to the white-clothed faction by the way. But there are doubts in my heart, why didn't Bai Lan say anything when Bai Lin put on the position? Of course, it's just that Bai has this doubt, and the others seem to be happy.
After all, the effort to get revenge for so long has not been in vain, so it is normal to be happy. But is it really normal to be happy now? I always feel that something seems to be wrong, but I can't tell where there is no way, so I can only observe it slowly.
Or are a few people still walking along the same path as before, or are they going to take the boat? But that small boat is long gone, I'm afraid it has been destroyed by Bai Linchuan, right? Now there is a very luxurious big ship, which is a big ship built by Bai Linchuan himself during his reign before.
It is said that he did not go down the mountain a few times when he was the head of the house, so he did not make this ship a few times at all, and now it seems that he is making wedding clothes for others. Bai Qingyan walked up and was even a little unaccustomed, in the past, she used to take a boat by herself, but this time she sat on a luxurious boat and waited for others to weigh her, and she didn't know how to be happy or sad. After all, times have changed, and now is not what it used to be.
Just like some time ago, he came back and put on a faction to be sneaky, and he couldn't be discovered by anyone. Now he is no longer afraid, but can bring his brothers and friends over in a dignified and generous manner.
How to say that it can be regarded as a good change, the people are strict psychologically. "Anyway, it's really a little unaccustomed to making this kind of boat for the first time, I didn't expect that Baiyinchuan to be so tossed."
"That's natural, since he wants rights, of course, it's just to enjoy comfort and good treatment! It's amazing that we're on this boat, but I still like the way we were holding the boat together. "The legend of Bailin.
Yes, how beautiful it was at the beginning, although there was no one to support the boat for them, although they had to work hard to support the boat, but the time when everyone talked and laughed together passed, how good!
After all, it can't be compared with the past. No matter how much it compares, it is just a futile effort to increase the sadness. Bai Qingyan got up and went to the window to look at the beautiful scenery in the distance, the mountain is still the same mountain as before, it is still the same silent, the water is still the same water as before, the same beautiful and calm.
And their group of people is still the same group of people as before, although they have experienced some vicissitudes and tribulations, but now they have survived tenaciously, haven't they? On the contrary, it is like a group of guests returning from afar to their hometown, and it is generally very familiar and familiar.
But there is an indescribable strange feeling, probably because I haven't gone back for a year, too many things have happened, and this place has been polluted by the Bailin River.
He didn't like this place before, because this was the place that bound him, and he had to practice hard every day here, to win the favor of his master, and he didn't want his master to disappoint him. But now that he came back, he felt that this place was really good, so good that he didn't want to leave again.
It would be nice if there weren't so many addresses in such a big place. He doesn't like crowded places, especially places where few people he knows. Turning his head to look at a few senior brothers, all of them were also sentimental.
"The master will be very happy if he sees this frame now." Top 100 words say. Ever since he and Fuyun became a family and gave up his dream of going to the end of the world with a sword, he has always felt a sense of guilt towards Bai Yan in his heart, and he will think of him first in everything.
Yes, how nice it would be if he were, how nice it would be if it was the same as before! Before you know it, it has slowly crossed the mountain. This hundreds of episodes of the ladder that Bai Qingyan hated in the past were still standing there, and he felt dizzy when he saw it, and he really didn't want to go up.
And the staircase was paved with layers of golden bricks. In the past, it was just a jade-colored brick, and a person who was so low-key and cold in silver would naturally not use such a bright and bright color. This kind of thing looks like Bai Yinchuan did it. It's just that Bai Lan has only been in power for a short time now, so he hasn't had time to change it, and a few people think like this in their hearts.
I really took the liberty to come here today and haven't said a word to Baiyin, I don't know where he is now on the stairs, and he hasn't found an address. I walked into the inner courtyard and saw the study, only to find that there was a disciple standing there who was napping.
Bai Jingyan went up and smiled at him. "Your head can tell her that a guest is coming."
The disciple opened his eyes dimly, and when he saw a few people coming, he was so frightened that he ran in and out of the study, and told Bai Lan that someone was coming. Bai Lan frowned tightly, disliking the disciple's appearance very much.
I was trying to find a way to punish him, but suddenly I heard that there was a guest outside, and you were not angry. But who will come at this time? It's weird. He still has something very important to deal with now, and someone came to interrupt him.