Chapter 37: The place in her heart can only be hers

When Xu Youyou heard Ji Fanchen's words, his originally drooping eyes suddenly rose, and his cold eyes fell on Ji Fanchen's face.

She scoffed, "If I'm not mistaken, our game was over six years ago, and from that point on, we didn't have anything to do with each other..."

When the words fell, Xu Youyou's dark eyes were opposite to Ji Fanchen's eyes again, and under his eyes, she seemed to see a dark wound and a trace of pain.

Her heart seemed to have been hit, but she quickly returned to normal, chuckled at Ji Fanchen, and turned to leave...

Looking at the back of her leaving, Ji Fanchen sat on the sofa with his whole body slumped.

His slender fingers pinched his eyebrows, recalling what Xu Youyou had just said.

Six years ago, he said mercilessly that it was just a game between them, and he took the initiative to Game Over.

He didn't know how much pain he had been in after saying those words, and he had never gotten out of that pain.

He was so angry that he said what he thought was the most ruthless, and he thought that this would make his heart feel better.

But he was wrong, those words were like a double-edged sword, not only hurting Xu Youyou, but also hurting him...

After that day, there were countless times when he rushed out of the house, wanting to find Xu Youyou and ask clearly, what was going on?

But each time he turned back in pain, because he was afraid, afraid that Xu Youyou would tell him that it was what he saw.

Since he was a child, Ji Fanchen has never been afraid of anything, but that incident is the only thing he has been afraid of in his life.

How many times in his dreams, he saw Xu Youyou wearing a wedding dress and walking into the wedding hall with other men, no matter how much he shouted, there was no response.

He didn't want to experience the pain of heart-picking, he would rather deceive himself and live in that illusory world...

He is illusory, what he sees is fake, and he illusory that one day in the future, he will still come together with himself.

It was also with these fantasies that he survived for the past six years.

He once thought that no matter what happened to Xu Youyou in the past, as long as she wanted to return to him, he would not hesitate to open his arms to her.

The place in his heart will always be hers, and it can only be hers...

Thinking back to how angry he was when he received those photos, he wished he could find the man and tear him to pieces.

But when he saw the confession with his own eyes, he flinched.

He saw Xu Youyou's eyes looking at the man, which she had never given to him.

He also saw that when Xu Youyou heard the man's confession, he nodded unashamedly and said, 'I do'.

All of this was something he had dreamed of and never got.

At that time, Ji Fanchen was like a beast that had lost control, turned around and ran away from that place.

From there, I ran to the school playground and ran around the playground for I don't know how many laps until I was exhausted and collapsed on the ground.

Sweat mixed with tears, dripping to his heart's content, ruthlessly took away his five years of good memories...

Even now that he thinks about it, Ji Fanchen's heart still feels a slight pain, and that pain seems to be like poison, penetrating every cell in his body.

Ji Fanchen closed his eyes and sat quietly on the sofa for a long, long time...

Those pictures kept playing in his mind, and they were like a leather whip, constantly whipping his soul.

Suddenly, Ji Fanchen sat up from the sofa...

A question he had never thought of suddenly hit his mind, and for the past six years, he had only cared about the pain and never thought about it.

Who sent those photos to him? Why did that person know about his relationship with Xu Youyou?

How would he have known about the confession scene?

As the questions were lifted one by one, Ji Fanchen's eyes became colder and colder.

He... Who the hell is it? And what is the purpose? ……