Monday, September 28th, 15.

In the afternoon of this day, An Ruo walked out of the multimedia classroom, but saw Lu Xun outside the teaching building, who would not have appeared in the school, and it stands to reason that he should be in the office at this point in time.

He leaned against the wall, his hands around his chest, only a stone's throw away from her, so close, yet so far away. From An Ruo's angle, he could only see half of his side face hidden in the sun, with clear water chestnut angles, indifferent and cold.

At the end of class, the students who came and went may have recognized him with a slightly surprised, surprised, and curious look wandering between him and her.

An Ruo stood in place and looked at the person in front of him, striding towards her, his eyes were sharp, and he hid his edge. The former is dressed in a smoky gray shirt, black trousers, casual leather shoes, and a valuable watch on his wrist. I have to say that Lu Yi at this age is amazingly talented, and he can definitely afford to be sought after and admired.

"Dinner together in the evening?" It's still the usual flat tone, but it's not as domineering and assertive as before, and the tail note is slightly raised, with a solicitation meaning. How rare it was that he would ask her opinion.

"Good" Some words are better to say clearly, saving trouble. She didn't have the mental strength to move between two men.

At dusk, the setting sun envelops the land, casting a faint golden light. In the classically decorated box, Lu Yi sat in it, his brows faintly raised, and there was a faint mist floating between the swallows, and there were already a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray under his hand, and it seemed that he had been sitting for a long time.

A waiter pushed the door in, "Sir, your guest has arrived." ”

Arrived? Lu Yi seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and the corners of his lips were almost undetectable. I was afraid that she would regret not coming, but now that she came, she realized what she was really anxious about, and she was upset and irritable after sitting for more than two hours.

Lu Yi extinguished the cigarette and ordered the waiter to take out the ashtray.

Got up, moved his eyes to An Ruo, who was walking not far behind the waiter, his eyes were opposite, and he was silent.

She is dressed very much like the one he wore when he first met her, a white lace dress, a sky blue knit sweater, and a pair of canvas shoes of the same color, very academic.

He never thought that An Ruo was the kind of person with amazing appearance, her facial features were bland, and she was slightly inferior to all the previous girlfriends he had dated before, but it was so unreasonable that he was obsessed with her.

Interest is based on curiosity, although she is not gorgeous, but very special, many times he seems to feel that she does not belong to this noisy era, she is too quiet, it is wonderful to be by her side, you can feel the years are quiet, plain and peaceful. And this was something he had never experienced in any woman before.

has lived for more than 20 years, and there are many women who come and go around him, but they are only passing by and fleeting. She is the only one who can take root in his heart in a short period of time.

One afternoon, in the villa in the suburbs, the nanny washed and dried the clothes in the sun, he looked at the shirt that swayed freely in the wind, and unexpectedly remembered the afternoon when he was pushed into the water, and smiled dumbly, his eyes were full of warmth.

No one had ever been able to make him reluctant to blame in that situation, recalling that she was standing on the shore at the time, faintly blaming and worried eyes, her thin lips pursed, pretending to be calm, and two words flashed in his mind inexplicably: lovely, beautiful.

When he learned that she had been taken to S City, he knew that they had reconciled. It was expected but beyond his psychological suggestion. In the past two days, he has not slept well, and there will always be scenes of her getting along with that man in his dreams, so natural and harmonious.

They will be in the courtyard, teasing the dog, talking and laughing, chatting about trivial daily life, talking about life, talking about the future, and being close to harmony makes him jealous. They will also kiss under the tree, bonding and attached...

No matter how much he didn't dare to think about it, every time he dreamed of it, he didn't want to think about it anymore.

Although he has known her for a short time, he knows that she is quiet and warm, likes to be alone, likes to read books alone in the sun, and every time she sees something interesting, the corners of her lips will rise into a perfect arc, so An Ruo He thinks it is beautiful, if he can look like this for a lifetime, he also hopes that time can be frozen in that moment.

Frozen in that autumn afternoon, the butterfly fluttered around her in that moment...

Even he himself thinks this idea is too strange, he has always liked to cut through the mess quickly, there are flowers that can be broken straight and must be broken, and he has made a decision that he must get her if he has his heart. But he didn't expect it to be a step too late, he should have thought that such a her, since he could see her beauty, wouldn't others appreciate it?

He didn't lose to that person, but he lost to fate, he lost to time, and God seemed to have made a terrible joke among the three of them, is it a lifetime late if he is one step late?

He knew that she had always been stubborn, and she would not change if she decided that long-term affection was a good thing, but it was a pity that it didn't use him, and now, it's too late?

After looking at her like that for a long time, he finally retracted his gaze, and Lu Yi took the lead in opening his mouth, "Come and sit." He raised his hand and beckoned the waiter to bring the recipe.

An Ruo looked indifferent, and slowly stepped forward to sit opposite him. There is a pot of flower tea on the table, with yellow petals, pure and elegant, floating in it, and the fragrance is overflowing in the closed box.

Lu Yi raised his hand, poured her a cup of flower tea, and placed it lightly in front of her, and a faint mist drifted in the air. He said, "Isn't it abrupt to come to you like this today?" ”

An Ruo smiled, "It's okay." You are a senior, you should come to school. "Talking back four or two thousand pounds.

Lu Yi hesitated, and then said, "I wanted to call you, but I guess you shouldn't answer." ”

If An Ruo didn't reply, wouldn't he answer? This is true.

"An Ruo..."Lu Yi slowly raised his eyes, his expression was sincere, and he asked softly in a tense voice, "Do you hate me?" ”

An Ruo looked at him for a long time, pursed her lips, and shook her head slowly.

"Because it's someone else, you don't feel it, right?" Lu Wei's voice was light, as if he was just discussing the weather with her.

An Ruo sighed and said softly, "I thought you were just joking, not sincere." ”

Even though he knew that he was not joking, the door of his heart was closed, and the people inside couldn't get out, and the people outside couldn't get in.

There was a moment of silence in the room, "That night, I said I liked you, and I meant it. Lu Yi's tail note dispersed in the air and dissipated in an instant.

After all, I still spoke out, I have lived for so many years, and I have been enjoying the superiority pursued by others, many times, as long as I understand it a little, the other party will take the initiative to come up, and it should be the first time to confess clearly and frankly like this.

He spread his sincerity in front of her like this, knowing that she was ruthless enough and affectionate enough, even if she was injured, it didn't matter.

Since he became sensible, he has always been rational, with a clear distinction between love and hate. understands the indispensability of love, and understands that anyone in this world can live without love, but there will be less warmth in the heart. Now that you are mentally prepared, you should have the courage to bear the consequences.

His eyes kept staring at An Ruo as he spoke, and the latter held the teacup in both hands and lowered his head, he couldn't see her expression clearly at the moment.

"Lu Wei, I thank you for liking me. It's just that there is selfishness in this world, there will be obsessions, I have only thought of him since I was nine years old, and then I understood something, I couldn't bear it, and cowardly fled there and met you. I appreciate you, but even if I can't see him, he is still in my heart for many years. My heart is so small that it is full when I live in one. ”

An Ruo smiled astringently, watching his dark and faintly shining eyes gradually fade into a pool of stagnant water, and a trace of sadness welled up in his heart. He was such a proud person, and he knew his heart to her many times, and she...

Retracting his gaze, An Ruo said lightly, "I'm sorry." Hiding the apology in his eyes, a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, which was the smile but not as indifferent as before.

The atmosphere was stagnant, Lu Xun's face turned pale, and there was a solemn meaning between his eyebrows and eyes, and his heart sank and sank again under An Ruo's words. The right hand hanging by his side slowly tightened into a fist, and smiled bitterly, I didn't expect that he Lu Yi would have such a day, and he cut out his true heart and handed it to others, but he was abandoned like a walk, how ridiculous...

In the silent atmosphere, no one spoke again, but An Ruo's mobile phone rang at this time, vibrating gently on the desktop, and the word "Gu Chu" was displayed on it.

Lu Wei's eyes condensed, staring at the mobile phone on the desktop. An Ruo's eyelashes fluttered, pursed her lips slightly, and raised her hand to get her phone. There was a hand on the other side, but faster than her, crossing the table, clutching her wrist tightly, trembling faintly.

"Don't." His voice was so tight, his brow furrowed, and he looked at her so fixedly.

No one moved, and the phone rang for more than ten seconds, and finally fell silent. And he didn't withdraw his hand, still in that position.

An Ruo withdrew his wrist, without accusation or embarrassment, took a sip of tea, and calmly replied, "I have said everything I should have said, we can't eat well if we want to come to this meal, let's do this today, I'll go first." ”

An Ruo got up, crossed the corner of the table, and as soon as his hands touched the doorknob, Lu Yi hurriedly spoke, "Wait" There was a faint sound behind him, thinking that he got up too much and drove the kettle on the table, which shattered to the ground.

As soon as An Ruo's heart tightened, Lu Yan had already hugged her from behind, and his arms were imprisoned, so tight, as if he wanted to carve her into his own blood. He buried his face in her neck, almost gritted his teeth, and said, "There are thousands of people in this world, why do you have to be him?" ”

An Ruo didn't answer, and no matter how much she said at this time, it would be a stimulus for her.

After a long time, his indifferent voice sounded in his ears, and he muttered in a low voice, as if asking her, as if asking himself, "Why didn't I meet you first?" ”

An Ruo closed her eyes, and the strength in her whole body seemed to dissipate under his words, and she didn't look back at his expression, but she knew that the original sharp eyes now contained a faint moisture.

And he is like this because of her. If there were, she didn't want the three of them to be in the same situation as they were now.