Chapter 70: I Look Down on You, I Look Down on Myself!

Why did Ning Qiang come too? Could it be that he also remembers this day today? However, how could he be sure: Yuting will definitely jump into the river today?

I was afraid that he would find out, so I had to hide, but I found out: Ning Qiang actually hid too!

He hid behind a tree and looked nervously at the river, looking around from time to time.

I hid in a place where he couldn't see at all, and it was a really strange feeling, it seemed to be "the praying mantis catches the cicada, and the yellow finch is behind".

However, will Yuting definitely come today? If she doesn't come here today, won't Ning Qiang and I have waited in vain?

This "experiment" of mine actually requires a lot of chance.

After half an hour, Ning Qiang seemed to be a little unable to wait.

This half an hour is also a long time for me, because I am not sure if Yuting will appear here. Everything is just an unknown.

I didn't want to stay any longer, so I stepped forward and walked behind Ning Qiang.

Why should I go there? Wouldn't it be nice to hide quietly?

However, I still walked over uncontrollably, I was really worried that he would leave as soon as he went, what if Yuting arrived later?

Just as I was about to walk behind Ning Qiang, suddenly, he turned his head.

I stopped, looked at him, and didn't say a word.

"You, why are you here?" Ning Qiang was stunned.

"Are you still waiting for her here?" It was a long time before I opened my mouth.

"She's not coming." Ning Qiang shook his head and said, "In the script this time, there will be no more jumping into the river to save people." ”

"Not necessarily." I said lightly, "Perhaps, I said the wrong thing." ”

"Saying the wrong thing? What are you saying wrong? ”

"You can't step into the same river twice, is that what that says?" I said, staring at the river in the distance.

I want to enlighten him, but who can enlighten me?

"Yes." Ning Qiang nodded.

"We all think that after crossing over, we will go back to the past, and everything in the past will go according to the plan, and nothing will change, right?" I continued

"Isn't it?"

"I thought that was the case, too." I turned my head and looked at him, "That's why I'm going to stop you from saving Yuting." However, I have only now realized that every time we cross over, we are faced with a new time and space. The deceased is like a husband, reluctant to give up day and night. ”

How could I say such a screeching word, does he understand?

"What do you mean?"

"This river, like every parallel time and space we are in. Every parallel space we enter is no longer a simple replica of the original. I said.

"What do you mean?"

"Everything has changed, it looks like it's the same river, you see the same every day. But if it's one drop of water, where does it go? I'm afraid, it's already in the sea. However, we don't feel it, what we see is still the same river. ”

"What do you mean is that the people in this parallel space are different from what we've met before?"

"That's right." I nodded, "What we saw was another Yuting, another Shiwen, and even, we ourselves were different. ”

"Ourselves?" Ning Qiang was stunned.

Ning Qiang, Ning Qiang, if you knew that I was you and you were me, you wouldn't be so surprised.

Isn't it? Now I, am I Wenting or Ning Qiang? Or, is it a mix of Wenting and Ning Qiang? It's like two rivers converging together, and we can't tell the difference.

It's a pity that the current Ning Qiang obviously won't have such a high level of comprehension, and I still need to enlighten him a little more.

"Isn't it? If we simply repeat the past, why do you remember the future? I continued.

"But, the people here, they don't remember the future?" Ning Qiang was still surprised.

"That's because they haven't been to the future." I laughed, a little inexplicably, "Different parallel spaces, like two cars on a train, except that the carriages are absolutely closed between them, except for the door in the middle. Only people like us can go through that door in the middle and get to another carriage. ”

"Go on." Ning Qiang was obviously interested in my words, and I liked his current state of mind.

Next, I used a whole bunch of theories to explain it, and even used Newton's first law.

But even so, Ning Qiang still seems to be very negative, and he seems to have lost confidence in changing his fate.

"Forget it, let's be a bystander." Ning Qiang sighed and said.

With a scruffy beard, he has completely lost the confidence and courage of a man in his eyes, and it seems that no one can make him become positive.

What to do? He's still not happy, how can I get him to be positive?

Suddenly, I understood.

It turned out that in the past, I was Ning Qiang, because my thoughts were too negative, so I couldn't get the favor of girls.

However, at this time, I saw a "savior".

Not far away, by the river, a person is slowly walking towards here.

That person turned out to be Yuting!

Oh my God, how did all these coincidences come together? Is this an accident, or is it an inevitable plot?

However, although I felt that my fate could not be changed, I still smiled heartily when I saw that Yuting and Ning Qiang had come to the riverside.

"What's wrong?" Ning Qiang turned his back to me, and he didn't see Yuting.

"You see, the trajectory of life has changed, look there." I held out my hand and pointed in Yuting's direction.

Ning Qiang looked in the direction of my finger, and he was stunned at this look.

"It's not good, she's going to jump into the river!" When Yuting walked under the tree, spoke to the big tree, and looked at the river in a daze, Ning Qiang suddenly became nervous again.

"Don't be nervous, let's see what she's going to do!" I was calm.

I am very sure: this time, Ning Qiang will still save Yuting, everything is a doomed ending. Of course, Ning Qiang himself may not know this.

"What else does this look like? She jumped over the river last time, and it's the same this time! No, I'm going to save her! Ning Qiang still looked very excited.

"Calm down! This time, it's different from the previous few times, it's different! Suddenly, I grabbed his hand.

This time, how is it different from the previous ones? I found that my hands were already cold, although I saved Ning Qiang's hope, but my own hope had sunk into the mire.

I may never be able to go back, Ning Qiang, you have to take care of yourself!

Probably thinking that this was a bit inappropriate, I pulled my hand back again.

Ning Qiang didn't scream again, but Yuting still jumped. Of course, Ning Qiang also jumped down.

I could only stand still and watch their story go on.

When Ning Qiang rescued Yuting, he also glanced in my direction, and his eyes seemed to be grateful and like asking for help.

However, I don't want to read any more. Although I have done everything I can, it is time for me to leave, and here, at this time, there is no place for me.

However, although I wanted to leave, I did not leave immediately, but stood at a distance, staring at them blankly.

Why don't I go? Does it still make sense to stay here?

I told myself over and over again that I was just a superfluous person, but I still watched blankly, as if I was just watching a romantic drama.

Yuting was saved, but she just bowed deeply to Ning Qiang, and then walked away without looking back.

When I saw this scene, I actually burst into tears. I saw that Ning Qiang was also crying.

For the first time, I saw myself crying. What does that feel like?

No, I can't let him be so sad anymore, no!

So, I walked slowly towards Ning Qiang, every step was so difficult.

I didn't want to get involved in the story between them, but I did, and besides, it's so deep, why bother?

Ning Qiang also saw me, he was stunned for a moment, and immediately wiped away his tears.

I really want to hand him a handkerchief and let him wipe it well. Unfortunately, I didn't have a handkerchief by my side, and I couldn't let him throw himself into my arms and cry as much as he wanted.

"Why haven't you left yet?" Seeing me, Ning Qiang's voice became choked.

I didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

"You, what else do you want to say?" Ning Qiang turned his face and looked at the river.

"What, you're going to give up like this?" I pulled myself together and said.

Ning Qiang still didn't speak, and when he was silent, I was really uncomfortable.

"It's really hard to feel rejected." I sighed, "I can understand your mood at the moment. However, if you don't do something, the time train will eventually move forward along its established track. At that point, nothing can be changed! ”

Ning Qiang, you have to cheer up! You see, isn't everything different? Why are you crying?

"Perhaps, we shouldn't have changed anything in the first place!" Ning Qiang took my words, "She doesn't love me, why should I save her?" ”

Hearing this, I was stunned.

Also, since no one loves you, why do you bother to save her? And, not once or twice?

However, this time, I didn't plan to be polite to Ning Qiang anymore, but said coldly, "You have to ask yourself this." She doesn't love you, but you love her! ”

When I say, "But you love her," my heart breaks!

Ning Qiang, do you really love her? Ning Qiang, do you really not mind at all? No, you mind, you've always minded!

The feeling of loving someone but not loving oneself is painful, hopeless and helpless. But why are we still trying? I don't have an answer to this question, and I can't give an answer.

Ning Qiang was silent, and after a while, he said, "So what? She actually jumped into the river for that guy Shiwen, hey, it's right to let the two of them be together. ”

"Do you believe that Shiwen will take care of her? A man who cheated on him? "I'm a little upset.

Ning Qiang, even a man like Shi Wen is braver than you, don't you feel a little ashamed? Cheer up, believe in yourself, you can!

"Then it's not my turn to worry about it." Ning Qiang's words made me even more disappointed, I didn't even believe that my past self would say such a thing?

If you don't worry about it, then what are you going to do when you travel back?

"But you're the only one who knows about that?" I still haven't lost the last bit of patience.

"Which thing?"

"Yuting, she will die on the day of August 24th!" I simply took out the big killing weapon.

Perhaps, only in this way will Ning Qiang become nervous.

However, he only let out a long breath, and after a while, he spat out a sentence: "But I can't save her." ”

"Why? Is it impossible to save it, or can't it be saved? "I'm a little angry, but I can understand his mood at the moment, he's really tired.

"Enough!" Ning Qiang suddenly yelled.

I was startled and looked at him stunned.

"I'm sorry, I, I just can't take it anymore." Ning Qiang clenched his fists, "I, I can't accept it emotionally at all!" Besides, I've tried so many times, and the result? Isn't it still a failure? I'm not the only one who knows about this, don't you know it too? Why don't you go and save her? ”

This sentence poked at my most sensitive nerve.

I once wanted to save her, but don't I want to save her?

However, I still didn't back down because of this, but said, "Even if it is an unknown person, I will save her, let alone you?" ”

How does this sentence seem to be said to myself?

Ning Qiang looked at me blankly.

"Ning Qiang, I look down on you!" I threw out the sentence at the end, turned around and left.

Actually, I am not saying this sentence to this Ning Qiang, but to myself.

Isn't it? I've given up, resigned myself to my fate, and lived like the walking dead!

Could it be that Ning Qiang in this world has to be like me in the past, and from now on, he will accept his fateΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β·

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