Chapter 043: On the Eve of Confession

Han Yi picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Bai Xue: "Happiness is to go to eat a bowl of chicken steak rice after the exam, drink a cup of honey grapefruit tea, and then go back to the dormitory to listen to the music and tell you what you did today." ”

In his eyes, happiness may be a feeling of being satisfied, the realization of every tiny wish in life, you have to eat when you want to eat, there is a person who cares about you when you are lonely, and someone will love you when you want to be loved.

Maybe it's because I did well in the exam and I'm in a good mood, or maybe it's because I have been accompanied by Bai Xue remotely this semester, and we talked very happily, in Fu Bo's words: "Mr. Han, it's just a rebirth!" ”

Walking on campus at noon, you can feel the heat under the Wuhan sun, but listening to the sound of snow is like enjoying the winter sun. When I went to the library in the evening, I could see the reddish clouds in the sky, which were not intense, but they were simple and pure.

"I'm done with the exam, when will you finish the exam?" After writing the daily tasks, Han Yi suddenly wanted Bai Xue very much, but he was still like every day before, he was very cowardly, and he didn't dare to say it in person: "Bai Xue, I miss you!" ”

Bai Xue even felt anxious for Han Yi, thinking, "When will you be able to take the initiative?" Say miss me, like me, will you die? ”

But she only replied: "It's all over today." Now at school, eat with classmates, and I'll give you the video when I get home. ”

Han Yi didn't notice Bai Xue's mood, he just happily talked to Bai Xue about every trivial thing in life as usual, he thought it was very simple and happy.

Taking advantage of that free time, he went to play a dota, the ladder is single-row, the data is good, but he just lost the game, but this didn't affect my mood at all, just have fun. He hadn't played a game for nearly two or three months, but suddenly he found that he didn't have that passion when he started playing.

After a while, he ran to Fu Bo's dormitory and chatted casually, but Fu Bo didn't have time to pay attention to him at all, he was taking exams and spending a lot of money to go to the training class, he was entangled with piles of code, and he was not embarrassed to bother.

After a while, he stood behind Yuan Zhe and watched him LOL hit people, "How is it?" There shouldn't be any failures, right? Han Yi just wanted to make Yuan Zhe uncomfortable for a while.

"Did you TM do it on purpose? Isn't it normal for me to fail a course? He continued to play the game unhurriedly, which was very enviable.

After returning to the dormitory, Han Yi heard that he had an experimental course that was hung up and retaken because the experimental report was not handed in several times, and there was another exam that was empty and half of the papers were handed in, so he undoubtedly had to hang up and have to make up the exam.

Han Yi still pretended to be unaware and asked, "I heard that as soon as you finish the exam, you already know that you will retake one retake and one make-up exam, is it true?" ”

I saw him, calmly pressed the B key on the keyboard, and after returning to the city, he turned around and asked, "It's boring!" Viagra couldn't help but laugh out loud.

"MD, I don't want to play anymore!" Yuan Zhe scolded with a look of displeasure on his face, and then he couldn't help but smile helplessly. Yuan Zhe has a very good personality, and he usually looks like he has no desires, everyone likes to taunt and ridicule each other when they have nothing to do, this situation is not uncommon, and he is happy every time.

When it was almost eleven o'clock, Bai Xue sent a text message, saying that she was asleep on the sofa at home, only to see the news, and asked Han Yi to wait a little longer.

Han Yi replied, "Are you tired?" If you're tired, take a shower and go to bed early. ”

After about ten minutes, Han Yi thought that Bai Xue had rested. Suddenly, the video call rang on WeChat, and the first thing that appeared in front of me was her smiling face, but it was not as natural as a few days ago, but a little melancholy, and a little blushing.

Even if he is plain, he basically didn't wear makeup or light makeup before, but he is still very beautiful in Han Yi's eyes.

"It's almost eleven o'clock and you're still dressed so well, what's the matter? Are you going out on a date with elementary school girls? Bai Xue smiled a little confused, and asked Han Yi if he had deliberately made his hairstyle.

"Did you drink?" Han Yi asked rhetorically, Bai Xue rarely drank alcohol, and at first she didn't suspect that her blushing was because she was drunk.

"He's handsome again!" Bai Xue said a little shyly.

"Why are you drinking?! What about Keiko? Han Yi would be worried about her like this, but she didn't know what Bai Xue thought.

"I'll just say that, are you serious?" Bai Xue began to tease mischievously again.

Because of Han Yi's uninterrupted care every day, he went to Chongqing to see her twice in the past three months, she didn't want to be silently stupid like before, but she was waiting for Han Yi, he said that he would not tell her what he felt until he forgot Zhong Yinger, she didn't want to be so selfless and stupid anymore, she wanted to take the initiative to fight for the person she loved.

Maybe this is not the first time, in the past four years, how many times this has happened, Han Yi has never known.

"When are you going to tell me you like me? Haven't put her down yet? The tears in Bai Xue's eyes were swirling wildly, and she couldn't hold back them.

Han Yi was silent for a while, it was not that he didn't confess, but he had always unilaterally thought that he wanted to make up for Bai Xue's love for so many years, he didn't understand that real liking was not making up, and immediately told her: "I like you, be my girlfriend!" ”

Han Yi once talked about a love that was not in love, he didn't understand the mind of a girl, he would only put it in his heart. Bai Xue thought that he had been thinking about Zhong Ying'er and didn't confess to himself, but Han Yi hadn't thought of her more than a month ago, and his heart had already lived in Bai Xue, full of her. Hearing Bai Xue's words, he knew that she had always cared, and she wanted to love vigorously.

"If you stand in front of me now, I will say I like it to you and hold you!" Han Yi was actually very shy, how could he say such a sensual thing in front of his three roommates, but at this moment he didn't care, and he felt more sorry for Bai Xue in his heart.

"Confession requires a little sense of ceremony, I won't say it to you on the phone, you wait for me, I will come to Chongqing tomorrow!" Han Yi was extremely excited and excited in his heart.

Bai Xue burst into tears, then hung up the phone with sobs.

Han Yi regretted it in his heart when he said this, not because of anything else, because there was no extra money enough for him to go back and forth to Chongqing and then go home, it was very embarrassing, he seemed to have to say to Fu Bo: "Lend me some fare, I'm going to confess to Bai Xue!" ”

"Keiko, I'm going to find Han Yi now, can you book a ticket for me? The first class, I want to listen····· Listen to him if he will say ······" Bai Xue looked at Keiko with red eyes, and it was difficult to even speak clearly.

"You go take a shower now, dress up beautifully, I'll book two tickets now, I'll go with you, see you're a little drunk." Keiko and Bai Xue have known each other for seven years, and seeing that she has never touched anyone's heart in the past three years, she is so stupid that she feels distressed, and even wants to beat up her stupid brother Han Yi. Seeing that the two people are about to come together, of course I have to do my best for the two people I care about.

Han Yi was still immersed in the moment when Bai Xue cried in front of his eyes regardless of her image, and I seemed to be able to understand her sadness. I thought that I was going to see Bai Xue, and I felt very beautiful and happy.

He swayed through the yellowed pages of a book from a few years ago and found something about the snow.

The blank brain echoed with these few pale words—time flies.

From junior high school to high school to college, it's like watching a midnight movie, and when all the lights go out at the end, there is no pale yellow aperture left, but there is still one person standing there who never leaves, and that is white snow.

The once infinitely extended white and gorgeous lights disappeared at my fingertips, and all I could see was the list of actors slowly passing by the big screen and an end that would eventually come. Those people, those things, those who left, those who stayed, until the last page was turned.

He wrote: "I have quietly passed a period of time, related to struggles and dreams, and the days that have passed in the haze. I can't tell what age it is, and the original nostalgia has become the current miss. I can't think of the right words to describe those days that cannot be replicated, and perhaps they can also be called 'unnamed times'. ”

I have experienced spring, summer, autumn and winter that are similar every year, and I have also tasted the taste of small wind and rain and many warm and trivial things. Han Yi now seems to have walked to a corner, and the layer of fog that was once covered in his heart has faded, and the wetness from the inside to the outside is now dried by the warmth of the snow.

"I am a tree, a tree that watches over the moon of the heart alone in the dark." Reading the depth of the night at this moment is a sweet melancholy or the sweetness of melancholy.

Bai Xue looked out the window at the night scenery galloping by, but her eyes seemed to glow brightly, piercing the deathly lonely night. Many past events have become so vague in front of me, once so firm, so persistent, and always believed, there is finally an answer······ For a moment, I suddenly found myself very stupid, I had been stupidly expecting it, I was disappointed, and then I was looking forward to it, looking forward to Han Yi's attention and love.

Bai Xue wants to come to a dream as a horse now.

Han Yi wrote in his diary:

Gentle wind, gentle dreams, gentle morning and dusk;

faint clouds, faint tears, faint years;

The passing wind, the passing dreams, the passing infatuation and remorse;

The clouds of separation, the tears of separation, the green years of separation.

Those years that are allowed to be willful are called youth. used to be flamboyant and frivolous, but now there is more emotion and maturity. Lost, gained, laughter, tears, moved, regretted, reunion, parting, these simple words record the breath of youth. Every ordinary day also deserves to be cherished.

White snow, Miss you tonight.

Good night.