Chapter Seventy-Eight: A Dusty Past
"Didn't Master Bai promise her?" A person asked, obviously judging from the words and the appearance of the woman in black, it was impossible for the white master to agree to her. "Master Bai still remembers the girl he liked before! But his junior sister should have felt in her heart that Bai Zhangmen couldn't be with the person he liked anyway, so she felt that she had a chance. ”
"You don't know, the master of the white master also agrees! He had always hoped that the white master could be with his junior sister, and the two of them would be in charge of the Baiyi faction together. But it's too miserable to talk to the head of the dialogue like this. "Yes, but his master also has good intentions! If it were me, why not be happy to be accompanied by a beautiful woman and sit in this high position! ”
"You are you, no wonder you are a layman, can you compare with the famous white master?" A man came over and patted him on the head. "But the white master didn't mean to be with his junior sister, and he always refused to show favor to his junior sister, and then her junior sister took off her white clothes and put on black clothes because of love and hatred, indicating that she broke off with the white-clothed Pyne."
"After the master of the white head learned about this, he was still very good to the white master, and after he passed away, he still passed the position of the head to the white master." Everyone couldn't help but sigh, the same master, why didn't Bailan's predecessors have such treatment!
While everyone was talking, the woman in black was still laughing maniacally, and then the laughter almost deafened people's ears. Bai Lan shook her head helplessly and sighed, she didn't expect that after so many years, his junior sister was still like this, like a child who hadn't grown up.
At that time, she quit the division in a fit of anger after Bai Yan became the head, at that time, she was innocent and lively but a little domineering and spicy, Bai Yan liked the kind of girl with a ladylike personality, so she didn't talk much all day long, and even her smile was restrained, and Bai Yan never looked at her more.
She has confessed like Bai Yan many times, but even if she follows Bai Yan every day and does so many things for him, he never cares, he will only say that there is no need to be like this, she is the only one in my heart, and no one can replace her. Even if I don't meet her again in this life, I won't be able to spend a bucket with her, and I won't like anyone.
If you really like me, you should respect my choice. You should know that love can't be forced, if you don't be with her in this life, then I will be alone, lonely and old, and it's okay to live with memories.
His younger sister has suffered a little grievance, she has always been the only daughter in the family, her parents love her, and even her relatives take care of her alone. After coming to the white-clothed faction, he was very pleasing to the master, because the master likes such innocent and comfortable girls. The master treated her like a father, holding it in his hand for fear of breaking it and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting.
But he is the only one who is an exception, in his eyes she is nothing, not even as good as a person who is dead, how can she ever suffer a little grievance, but because she fell in love with him Baiyan, she used up all the grievances in this life early.
She hasn't appeared since, and the next time she appeared was one day when he and Bai Yan were talking about things in the study, she came in in in a black dress, and her haggard face made people feel distressed to see, although Bai Lan has always disliked Bai Yan, but she does love this junior sister very much.
I always felt that she was as cute and innocent as her sister, and when I saw her so busy, I ran over and asked her what was wrong? She ignored Bai Lan, only looked at Bai Yan, her black clothes made Bai Yan look uncomfortable, Bai Yan thought she was just playing a temper, so she asked her to go back and change her clothes quickly.
She didn't move, just looked at Bai Yan there, "Senior brother, let me ask you one last time, do you like me, or do you like me a little bit, have you ever liked it." This is a question, and it is a question of some certainty.
I have the answer in my heart, but I still have to ask that person in person, and I will die when I hear his answer with my own ears, people are like this, they always rely on that little bit of hope and get lucky, but they always rely on that little bit of hope to deceive themselves, and rely on that little bit of hope to persevere.
"Senior sister, don't make trouble!" Bai Yan was a little unhappy, and he didn't expect her to come over to confess to him in black clothes like this. "I'm not making a fuss, I want you to answer my question!" The junior sister almost shouted and said, this is her nature, she speaks loudly, and she cries and cries presumptuously, but over the years, she has suppressed her personality for love and to please Bai Yan, which makes Bai Lan feel distressed when she sees it.
"Never. I said it, I have never loved anyone in this life except Bai Zhi, and I also said it, you don't have to be so good to me, junior sister, don't you make trouble? Bai Yan's categorical tone suddenly pierced her heart like a knife.
She broke down emotionally after hearing these words, and tears burst into tears, "It turns out that you think my love for you is nothing for so long, it turns out that in your heart, I am just making trouble, haven't you made trouble in vain?" Haven't you ever loved someone? You know what it's like to love someone, what it's like to be lovesick, but you still want to torture me like this. ”
Bai Yan shook his head, "Love is love, you know?" Senior sister, you should find someone who loves you and you at the same time, this is love, what are you like this! I already have someone I like, sister, wake up! ”
These conversations Bai Lan still remembers and sometimes recalls, these are really the most ruthless and cold words he has ever heard, and they come out of his mouth. At that time, he only felt that his junior sister was too pitiful.
"The person I love is you, and I can only hold you in my heart, who else do you want me to fall in love with? Who do you think I can fall in love with? Bai Yan, I understand, you don't have to say it anymore. She pulled up the sleeve of her dress and cut it off with her sword angrily, and Bai Yan's hand stretched out and hung down weakly. He can't give her the love she wants at all, so it's better to let her go like this!
The black sleeves flew in the air, as if the affection of the senior brothers and sisters for so many years had been cut off by a sword. Bai Lan's heart seemed to have suddenly lost a small piece, and her heart suddenly hurt a little. Bai Yan sighed, and the two of them just watched her walk out, watching her break down emotionally.
Now, she seems to have had an emotional breakdown again, but Bai Lan doesn't know what happened this time, Bai Lan notified her when Bai Yan died, she came quietly, at that time she seemed to be ruthless and unrighteous, and she didn't even lie on the coffin and cry, but looked at the clothes in the coffin in disbelief (because Bai Yan's body had been buried by Bai Qingyan and them, so Bai Linchuan's funeral was filled with his clothes. )
She asked how he died, then shook her head and didn't show much of it, and when it was past noon, she left without coming to greet him. He actually didn't want her to come back, if she had an emotional breakdown again, he really had no choice, he didn't expect her to be very calm.
However, what's wrong with her now, she is out of control in front of so many people. Bai Lan was puzzled and tried to comfort her but was pushed away. And Bai Linchuan, who was standing on the side, was also helpless, he didn't expect Bai Lan to be so good to a person.
He heard the conversation between Bai Lan and the woman, and also heard the conversation between the group of people talking about her, and he was only surprised in his heart, he had never heard of these things, and he never knew that his master had a little junior sister.
But it's right to think about it, the junior sister openly wore black clothes in front of him and cut off his robe with him, of course he couldn't say it. There are few people in the rivers and lakes who know about this, probably because Bai Yan's master is not willing to mention these sad things! So just like that, these things have been sealed in the dust, and because this junior sister hasn't appeared all these years, no one will know about it.
"You say, why do you want to come back after all these years, you didn't do anything but easily got his heart, you say!" The woman picked up the sword again and only wanted Bai Qingyan to question her, her memory was already a little confused.
So this time she regarded Bai Qingyan as her mother Bai Zhi, "You say! I've been away from him for so long, why did you come back to hurt him! Haven't you hurt him badly enough over the years! The woman roared, roared, almost collapsed, and was about to go crazy.
"Senior sister, junior sister, calm down, she is not Bai Zhi! Bai Zhi has already died, Senior Sister, Senior Brother Bai is also dead, it was her, she killed Senior Brother Bai with Bai Qingyan. Bai Lan went over and grabbed her trembling arm and soothed her emotions, but she was even more sad when she heard these words.
"She's dead, how could she be dead! What should I do if she dies Senior Brother Bai, is Senior Brother Bai going to be lonely and old, is he really going to be lovesick all the time. How could it be...... How could it be! The woman already felt that the world was spinning in front of her, and Bai Lan's words echoed softly in her ears, she was dead, Bai Zhi was dead, Bai Zhi was dead.
She's dead! Bai Yan's words also echoed in his ears, "If I can't be with her in this life, then I will be lonely and live the rest of my life alone, and memories will accompany me." "She's dead, she's dead, he's really going to die alone," how could she die! Who killed her? ”
The woman put down her sword and grabbed Bai Lan's arm with both hands, "Second Senior Brother, how could she die!" Her tears flowed freely, pretending to be gone.
Bai Lan shook her head lightly and sighed, she didn't expect it to be so many years! After so many years, why do you still remember it! He still felt heartache when he saw her crying for another person in front of him, but he had a wife, and he loved his wife, but he still felt very sorry for his sister. After all, he also loved his junior sister in the past.
That was a long time ago, he already liked her when she was an innocent little girl, although she was always unreasonable, always bullied him and asked him to help her run errands, but he was always willing, but her heart was on Bai Yan's body, and she never noticed that he comforted her when she was wronged by Bai Yan, and only he would feel distressed when she was injured.
If only the master had accepted him and his sister as two disciples, then the two of them would be together every day, even if there was no love, then the sister would not be so miserable, and she would not have become what she is now. However, the sky is not satisfactory, and it is always so cruel to them.
His love for his junior sister has never been spoken, he thought that someone would find out, but the secret of his love is so secret even now, only he knows, and Bai Yan has never spent time on them, so naturally he didn't notice it.