Chapter 15 Raw Rice Cooked Rice

The next few days were probably the most painful of my life.

Yuting didn't answer my phone calls, nor did she reply to my text messages and WeChat, she seemed to have disappeared from the world, and I lost all contact with her.

I went to Yuting's unit, but her colleague told me that she had taken a leave of absence and would not be back until about a week.

For a week, I couldn't wait a day.

I now know that the pain of unrequited love in the past is nothing compared to the pain of gaining and losing.

I regret it, I should have agreed that day, why should I hesitate? Am I not very eager to marry Yuting, why am I hesitating when my dream is about to come true now?

Ning Qiang, what are you hesitating about? Could it be that you are disgusted with Yuting? Because she was once pregnant with Shiwen's flesh and blood? However, didn't you also tell yourself at the beginning: No matter how many times Yuting gets married, I must be with her?

Yet, inexplicably, I still felt as if I was at a loss. Of course, what makes me even more anxious is Yuting's attitude. She seemed to have changed, becoming like a strong and domineering queen, giving me no room to negotiate or maneuver. I don't have to agree to the wedding day she set, even if she says it, then what kind of groom am I?

Why, why is it August 24, 2019 again? Is this day again?

I suddenly felt fear, and this day, I was so familiar. I've been through this day twice, and it's pain except pain.

However, this time, Yuting still chose this day? Is this what is meant to be?

Just as I was in deep pain, one night, I heard a knock at the door.

At this time, it is already eleven o'clock in the evening, at this time, how can anyone still knock on my door?

I was stunned and immediately climbed out of bed, but I didn't dare to open the door.

"Who is it?" I called, "Is it the landlord?" ”

My landlord doesn't live here, and even though they're all in the same city, he lives on the other side of the city. Moreover, at this time, people will not come here, right?

However, no one responded.

"Who?" I screamed again, but no one answered.

I opened the door anyway, but as soon as I opened it, I was greeted by a terrible smell of alcohol.

When I looked again, I was taken aback.

Yuting, my girlfriend, was actually drunk and was sitting on the ground, panting against the door.

"Yuting, why did you drink like this?" I was startled and immediately helped her up.

Yuting opened her confused eyes and looked at me, revealing a look that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.

"Ning Qiang, why don't you go to me?"

How could she come up with such rude words? Doesn't that look like her style? Moreover, she had never drunk in front of me, so why did she drink like that today?

"You, you." I couldn't speak, so I had to help her and go into the room together.

I put her on the couch, and she was drunk and dizzy, but her mouth was full of words.

"Do you hate me anymore? Do you think I'm not worthy of you anymore? She muttered, "I see, you dislike me for being abandoned by that man, and having a baby, right?" You men like *women, and so do you, right? ”

"Wake up." I grabbed a hot towel and wiped her face, "Don't talk nonsense. ”

"I'm not talking nonsense, I'm not talking nonsense." Yuting suddenly grabbed my hand and opened her eyes wide, "Ning Qiang,

That's what you must think. If you don't think so, why didn't you want my body when you were here that day? ”

"Huh?" I was stunned, but my hand shook involuntarily.

Just half a month ago, I brought Yuting back here, and it was the first time she came to the place where I lived.

On that day, we hugged each other and were on this couch. When we got excited, we got carried away and almost crossed that line of defense. However, in the end, I didn't dare to ask for her body.

"What were you thinking that day? Why are you so stupid? Don't want it to be delivered to your door? Yuting suddenly screamed hysterically, "You must think I'm not clean, do you?" ”

She screamed so loudly that I was startled and subconsciously gagged her with a towel.

However, she broke free and ripped off the zipper of my blouse.

"Ning Qiang, if you love me, you can prove it to me!" Yuting suddenly turned into a fierce lioness, and while hugging me tightly, she shouted, "Today, I'm going to completely tear the two of us apart!" ”

Her roar suddenly aroused my desire.

"Okay, I'll prove it to you!" I grabbed a bottle of Erguo from the ground, opened it, and drank it with my head up.

I don't usually drink alcohol, but today I made an exception.

Yuting stared blankly at me and drank the wine, her expression was a little strange, but her face was flushed with drunkenness.

As soon as I was in the hot liquor, my mind began to become unconscious.

My head became painful, my eyes were clouded, and my consciousness was clouded.

But what happened next, I can't remember.

In a daze, I only heard Yuting's voice.

"Shiwen, Shiwen."

Shi Wen? Why is she calling that man's name?

But I couldn't wake up, because I was completely drunk······

After a long time, I finally woke up.

I was lying on the bed, beside me, there was a woman, but I couldn't see her face.

Yes? I was taken aback and finally realized something.

At this time, the sunlight outside the window was already shining in, shining on this bed, shining on my face.

Oops, I forgot to close the curtains last night?

I hurriedly got dressed and rushed to the curtain.

But the moment I closed the curtains, I saw that the window of the opposite room was also closed, and behind the window, there was a vague figure.

My face turned red all of a sudden, and the hotel was opposite, and maybe the guests behind the window had seen the "view" from my side. If, the scene of the "big war" last night was also seen by others, wouldn't I be a shame?

There is no doubt that last night, I had crossed one of the most important stages as a man, and that was not a dream.

However, as hard as I tried to relive last night's scene, I couldn't remember anything.

"Are you awake?" Behind him, a faint voice was heard.

I looked back, and I almost didn't scream.

Yuting, my goddess, has gotten out of bed.

Yuting put on her clothes and lowered her head.

I also lowered my head.

We were all silent, although we were already boyfriend and girlfriend, but this time, it was our real first time.

"I'm sorry, I drank too much last night." I held it for a long time before I spoke.

"Nothing." Yuting raised her head, "I drank too much, too." ”

I was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

"Anyway, we're going to have this day sooner or later. Ning Qiang, do you want to be my husband? Yuting stepped forward and suddenly hugged me.

I didn't know what to say, so I hesitated for a long time before I said, "Okay, okay." ”

"Now, we're even." Yuting smiled with satisfaction, "Have you thought about it?" ”

I suddenly understood, it turned out that Yuting was deliberately drunk last night, and then led me to the bait? This woman is really cunning.

"I'm already your woman, and you're responsible for me." Yuting said very softly, "You have liked me for so long, isn't it just for this day?" By the way, how did you feel last night, were you comfortable? ”

"Huh?" My face turned red all at once.

However, she stared at me without feeling the slightest shame.

"Comfortable, comfortable." I said against my will, but actually, I really didn't feel anything last night. My first time, just passed in such a blur?

"Have you decided you want to marry me?"

"Okay, okay." I finally nodded.

Now that this is the case, what else can I say?

The woman finally succeeded, but I was powerless.

Suddenly, I remembered that Yuting was still reading a name last night when she was having fun with me.

"Shiwen?" She, her name is Shiwen's name, not mine?

My heart suddenly became cold again.

That's right, when a woman was doing that, she didn't call her current boyfriend's name, but her former boyfriend's name? Could it be that she still loves that Sven scum? But have you forgotten? Did he dump you, did he have an affair?

I really regret it, although I became Yuting's boyfriend, although I also got her body, I was even about to marry her, but what she had in mind was another man's name?

"What are you thinking? Why do you look a little lost? Yuting looked at me and asked.

"Oh, no, didn't think about anything."

"Are you thinking about that woman?"

"Which one, which woman?"

"The other one, isn't it the one in the park that day?" Yuting smiled, "It's okay, even if something really happened to you and her, I don't mind, it's all over, isn't it?" ”

"It's all gone." I muttered to myself, and immediately realized that something was wrong, "No, I really don't know her, I really don't know her." ”

"I really don't know? Then why do you get a little trance when I mention her? Yuting smiled slyly, "Yes, people's bodies are much better than mine, do you like women with that kind of body?" ”

"No, no, I just like your size." I hugged Yuting tightly, "Yuting, I love you." ”

Yuting didn't speak again, but kissed me.

We hugged each other and kissed each other.

At this moment, I decided to leave everything in the past behind.

Forget it, even if Yuting still loves that Shiwen, so what? Who hasn't gone in the past? I don't believe it, if I become Yuting's husband in the future, I won't completely forget the love for that man in her heart? Yes, time can change everything, and everything will pass.

I began to move from confusion to determination, and even, I eagerly awaited the day of August 24, 2019.

Everything will start from that day. From now on, I am Yuting's husband, Yuting, my Ning Qiang's wife. We will live happily ever after!

I closed my eyes, but in my mind, the eyes of the woman in black came to mind.

Those bewildered but fascinating eyes seemed to be watching our every move from behind a window······