Chapter 70: Feng Ru's heartfelt words

The death notice has been issued, and there is no way to return to heaven.

Feng Ru's mournful cry on the hospital corridor seemed to add credibility to the hospital's certificate, and reporters were waiting at the entrance of the hospital, waiting to bring the latest news to all those who cared about Hao Xiaoxiao.

Feng Yuan didn't worry about Feng Ru, so he rushed to the hospital, he still can't believe that the girl he desperately pulled up from the window just now is lying in the morgue, never able to open those melancholy eyes again.

"Ruru, it's cold on the ground, get up and sit on the chair."

Feng Ru sat on the ground outside the operating room, her eyes lost, looking at the operating room vacantly, waiting for the person who would never come out again.

"Ruru ......"

Feng Yuan was a little at a loss, he knew that he wouldn't let Li Yi go back first just now, with him, he must know how to communicate with the current Feng Ru.

"Brother......

Feng Yuan, who was suddenly called, saw that Feng Ru was still that ghostly look, so he simply sat down cross-legged, and was ready to have a long talk with Feng Ru, fortunately, the heating in the hospital was still sufficient.

"You know what? Xiaoxiao always says that she is not welcomed by this world, but in fact, I am. ”

"I don't have my parents, brothers and sisters, and if my brother hadn't brought me home, maybe I would have died of a heart attack outside."

"These years have been the good times I stole from me, but if it was because of this life that I met Xiaoxiao, then I would rather be displaced all the time than kill Xiaoxiao now."

"If she hadn't met me, she wouldn't have been discovered if she liked girls, and she wouldn't have ended up where she is today."

"Brother......" Feng Ru turned his head, looked at Feng Yuan blankly, and said: "Am I a broom star, so the talents around me have been killed by me one after another, I am so scared, one day, even you will be lost." ”

"Don't talk nonsense." Feng Yuan pretended to scold: "Who said that you are a broom star, you are obviously a lucky star, since you came, your brother and my career have advanced by leaps and bounds, smashing Huanglong, I think who dares to say that you are a broom star?" ”

Feng Ru smiled self-deprecatingly, "You know what? Actually, I don't like girls, I'm just... It's disgusting to look at the man. ”

'Whoosh! Sou! Feng Yuan only felt that his heart had been stabbed twice.

"When I was a child,

I've been following my dad ever since he started 'doing business' with them, on the one hand, because he was busy, and more importantly, because they needed me to be in his hands to get his hands on him. ”

"Alas~" Feng Ru sighed faintly, raised her head and bent her knees to look at the top of her head, "Actually, I know everything, I've seen everything, and I know everything." ”

"Their group of people live a fugitive-like life, they are used to living in a group, and they don't shy away from doing anything between men and women, and they don't hide it, and I've bumped into ...... many times."

"Ru Ru ......" Feng Yuan pursed his lips, wanting to comfort Feng Ru, but he didn't know where to start, maybe the other party didn't need comfort now, just his company and talk.

"Brother, I've always known about those things between men and women, and I'm disgusting, because of this, I hate men's bodies, and I hate their touches even more."

"What about me?" In our daily life, we will also inadvertently and inevitably touch our bodies.

"You're different, you and Dad are different from everyone else." Feng Ru said: "From the first time I met you, I knew that you were a good person, and my father and mother were also good people. ”

"Hao Xiaoxiao, she?"

"Xiaoxiao is a year younger than me, but we are in the same class, probably because of personality, so we pity each other! Xiaoxiao knew that she was different from her very young, she told me that she checked a lot of information, so she knew that people like us are destined to live in dark corners and bury our hearts deep in the ......"

"However, it is impossible for people's ** to be suppressed, she has been self-restraint, and on the other hand, she is trying her best to suppress it, from the moment she is in conflict, she is inevitably destined to be entangled by depression, she is too fragile."

Feng Yuan said softly: "Didn't you take her to the doctor?" ”

"After reading it, I took the medicine, and after we were together, her condition was well controlled, and it began to develop in a better direction, if our relationship hadn't been exposed?" Feng Ru put his hand against his head, and the emotions that had not yet calmed down came to his heart again.

Feng Yuan didn't know what to say to comfort her? Tell her to mourn? Or does it mean that people will eventually die?

But he couldn't say a word, just patted Feng Ru's shoulder, trying to calm her emotions down first.

Feng Ru took a deep breath, stopped her red eyes slightly, and said, "Brother, Xiaoxiao is a good girl, those things on the Internet are slander, you must find out and publish the truth, I can't let Xiaoxiao carry it."

Insult and infamy died. ”

"Brother knows, they're already checking."

"Thank you."

"Silly girl, thank you for what? This is what my brother should do, besides, my brother is a policeman. ”

Feng Ru raised her head and looked at the operating room again, her swollen eyes could no longer see the original beautiful eye shape, as if she had made up her mind, Feng Ru stood up slowly against the wall, and moved her legs, which were a little paralyzed.

"Brother, I'm fine, you go back first, I want to go to the morgue to see her again and talk to her."

Feng Yuan helped Feng Ru, the other party looked like this, he was really not at ease, "I'll go with you?" ”

"Well, well, you'll wait for me outside." If Feng is not allowed to go, the other party may be worried about death.

Feng Yuan breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, he was afraid that Feng Ru would not let him follow, and at the moment, he must not let her stay alone.

Feng Yuan has been to the morgues of major hospitals in the city many times, and he is familiar with the road.

After sending Feng Ru in, Feng Yuan stood outside and waited, looking around, and didn't see Hao Xiaoxiao's parents, I don't know if they were really embarrassed and unwilling to claim it? Or are you now grief-stricken, too grief-stricken to think about anything else?

Feng Yuan believed that this was the latter, he could see that Hao Xiaoxiao's parents loved her very much, probably out of the same psychology of all parents in the world, so they were angry!

I don't know what Ru Ru thinks in her heart, although he sympathizes with Hao Xiaoxiao's experience, but this does not mean that Ru Ru has to pay for her actions.

It may be cold-blooded to say, but Feng Yuan has been a police officer for so many years, and he has never seen anything about life and death, and he has already cultivated a heart that is not bad, and he will soon be able to withdraw himself from his sad emotions.

Feng Yuan didn't want Feng Ru to be immersed in this matter for too long, people can't be resurrected after death, they can remember, but they can't lose themselves.

Feng Yuan here was thinking nonsense, and Feng Ru over there had already finished seeing Hao Xiaoxiao for the last time, tidied up her appearance, and walked out of the morgue.

Outside, night had already fallen, the wind was cold, and the pedestrians were wrapped up in their clothes and walked quickly.

Feng Ru sat in the passenger seat and said in her heart: Xiaoxiao, don't worry, I won't do stupid things, I will replace you, travel all over the country, and take a good look at the world for you.