But even so, in the final analysis, she not only needs to work to earn money to raise the cost of Yan Nuonuo's surgery, but also to take care of Yan Nuonuo in her free time.

So in this case, she had no way or ability to spare more time to find a house, so this matter was delayed for a while.

Although the two of them did not have much contact at all because of Yan Qingruo's unilateral reasons, they didn't even meet during this time.

For this reason, Chu Shijia also realized that Yan Qingruo not only wanted to divorce him, but also wanted to completely break off the relationship with him and never see each other again.

Otherwise, why deliberately dodge, or even calculate everything at the beginning, and then return it one by one, one by one?

It was precisely because Chu Shijia was able to see through Yan Qingruo's thoughts that the pain in his heart would become even stronger because of this.

Especially when he knew this, and then thought about how powerless he was now, the pain in his heart couldn't be suppressed completely.

Chu Shijia, who was drunk, stumbled back to the door of his house in a daze, but at this moment, he was unconscious, looking at the door lock that would constantly change direction, and he couldn't open the door after pressing it several times.

"Heh, it's really not Chu Shijia, his own people can't stay, and now he can't even open the door?" In the end, Chu Shijia, who still didn't open the door, directly chose to give up and sit down at the door again.

He was half-lying on the door, looking at the dark sky, with only a faint moonlight and few stars, and only felt that his heart was barren.

The night was already very deep, but even though Chu Shijia was sitting at the door blowing a cool breeze, he didn't have the slightest idea of opening the door and going in.

Because for him now, every place in his home is full of Yan Qingruo's breath, but in this environment, he can't see Yan Qingruo, and all this is because Yan Qingruo is avoiding him and doesn't want to see him.

This is an even more cruel approach to Chu Shijia, obviously that person is by his side, but the other party has been avoiding him and does not want to see him.

Just when Chu Shijia felt that his head was a little heavy after the cold wind blew, in a trance, it seemed that he suddenly heard someone calling his name again, and this voice was still an extremely familiar voice that he had been reading for a long time.

"Shiga? Chu Shijia? How are you outside the door? Because during this period of time, Yan Qingruo would choose to stay in the studio for a long time before coming back in order to avoid too many meetings with Chu Shijia.

But she didn't expect that when she came back today, she saw Chu Shijia at the door, and she was still half leaning against the door in a little unconscious.

After calling a few times in succession, Chu Shijia, who was half-leaning against the door, slowly raised his head and looked over.

And at this moment, Yan Qingruo was already aware of his amiss.

Seeing that she couldn't help frowning, she then half-squatted down, raised her hand to help Chu Shijia up, and took him back to the room.

But at the moment when she stretched out her hand to support Chu Shijia's shoulder, the confused Chu Shijia grabbed Yan Qingruo's hand with a backhand.

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Seeing that he was confused with a pair of eyes that couldn't see clearly, he kept pleading in a low voice, "Qingruo, Qingruo, is it you?" Don't leave me, okay? I'll fix everything, so you ...... Don't you leave my side, okay? ”

Yan Qingruo, who was about to help him up, couldn't help but stiffen the hand that stretched out his hand.

At first, she didn't know why Chu Shijia was lying outside, but now that she was close to smell the wine on him, and after adding his words, Yan Qingruo's heart suddenly understood.

All of this Chu Shijia that she saw today was all because of her.

Yan Qingruo, who was full of guilt in her heart for Chu Shijia, now seeing Chu Shijia's appearance again, the guilt in her heart became even stronger.

"Chu Shijia, listen to me......"

However, at this moment, Chu Shijia couldn't listen to Yan Qingruo's words at all, but just hugged Yan Qingruo tightly, and kept saying that he didn't want her to leave, let alone divorce.

For Yan Qingruo, who was in Chu Shijia's situation, he didn't know what to do for a while, and now Chu Shijia in a state of confusion, he could neither reason nor say something else.

I could only persuade him like a child, trying to bring him into the house.

But no matter how much he tried to persuade him? , Even if he was coaxing the child's tone, Chu Shijia in front of him was still pleading constantly.

For Chu Shijia in this state, Yan Qing really didn't know what to do, just when she was at a loss, Chu Shijia, who had been hugging him tightly, suddenly cried in a low voice.

Yan Qingruo, who had never seen Chu Shijia's appearance before, became a little flustered for a while, she raised her hands helplessly, wanting to appease her, but she didn't know what to say or how to appease.

"Chu Shijia, you ...... What happened to you? Don't cry. Originally, he was at a loss for Chu Shijia who was drunk, but now she was facing Chu Shijia who was crying, and she didn't know what to do.

In the end, Yan Qingruo, who was helpless, watched the air outside getting colder and colder, and finally could only half-coax and half-support and bring Chu Shijia into the house.

After bringing Chu Shijia, who had been crying, into the house and sending him back to the room, Yan Qingruo returned to her room extremely tired.

She leaned against the door and sighed deeply, and the time to leave the Chu family was even tighter in her heart, and she planned to break this matter off as soon as possible.

Although in the final analysis, this matter is her fault from beginning to end, but the long pain is better than the short pain, wait until she solves all the things, and then find a way to make up for Chu Shijia in the future.

After wanting this, Yan Qingruo no longer continued to be deeply trapped in self-blame.

But even if Yan Qingruo thought it clearly, when she finished breakfast as usual the next day and was about to go to the studio, she saw Chu Shijia who had already walked in front of her at a glance.

For the current Chu Shijia, he really doesn't know what to say.

Just when he was hesitant and relatively speechless, Chu Shijia, who was standing opposite him, had already spoken, "Qing."

If what happened last night was my fault, then thank you. ”

Yan Qingruo didn't expect that Chu Shijia would be able to clearly remember what happened after the big drunk last night.

I saw her slowly speaking with a somewhat restrained expression: "It's okay, in the end, the person who should apologize should be me." ”

After saying this, Yan Qingruo felt the extremely embarrassing silence between the two again, only to see her cough lightly, and then looked at Chu Shijia in front of her with a little detachment, "There are still things to do in the studio, I'll leave first, goodbye." ”

Then Yan Qingruo directly picked up the drawing board and walked in the direction of the gate, and Chu Shijia, who was left in place by her, although it still looked like she wanted to say something, but in the end he was just stunned, watching Yan Qingruo leave, without saying a word.

Originally, for Yan Qingruo, her guilty heart, which had finally calmed down, after meeting Chu Shijia in the morning, everything that happened and those few simple words suddenly lured all her guilt again.

Yan Qingruo, who came to the studio early, looked at the drawing board in front of her, except for a few simple strokes, there was no other future.

finally realized that if this matter is not resolved as soon as possible, I am afraid that she will not be able to truly forgive herself, let alone calm down and do other things.

Thinking of this, Yan Qingruo hesitated for a while, but still put down the paintbrush in his hand, and then seriously considered how to compensate Chu Shijia.

However, no matter how Yan Qingruo thought, she always felt that no matter what she did, there was no way to compensate for the various injuries she had done to Chu Shijia, as well as the care that Chu Shijia and Wen Wan had taken care of her and her children for a period of time.

Thinking of this, Yan Qingruo's heart became extremely painful again, but all of this was for the sake of the child, so she really had no other way but to choose, sorry Chu Shijia.

Soon Yan Qingruo recalled that the most important thing for Chu Shijia may be that he was smashed by gangsters, and now there is no way to completely recover his original hand.

You know, for a doctor, if he can no longer hold a scalpel in his hands, it must be an extremely painful thing.

Even when Chu Shijia woke up, in the future, he never revealed the slightest hint of blaming Yan Qingruo in his face or in his words, let alone showing excessive concern.

But it was his indifference that made Yan Qingruo realize more deeply how big the blow to Chu Shijia was that he couldn't hold a scalpel.

Thinking of this, Yan Qingruo thought about it for a while, and finally chose to go to Wei Linnan.

Because at this moment, the only person around her who can provide medical help is Wei Linnan.

And she also knows that Wei Linnan has more or less some research in this regard, not to mention that she is also a doctor with a superb artwork, so even if she is not an expert in this field, she should know something, or she can help him introduce better doctors.

Thinking of this, Yan Qingruo no longer had the slightest hesitation, and went directly to Wei Linnan's home.

(End of chapter)