Also, the dignified regent, how can he marry a woman from a Qinglou, let alone the main concubine, the side concubine is not qualified.

Maybe in his eyes, I'm not even as good as a concubine, I'm just a plaything.

I was afraid that the emperor would not give up on me, so he put me by his side.

This realization made me angry and threw a tantrum at him.

Then I left.

He didn't chase it out.

I went back to Tianxianglou and continued to be my Oiran, but I was no longer the demon girl who could flirt with beautiful men casually.

I had a lot of trouble with him, everyone knew that I was his person, and no one dared to spend a lot of money just to see me, and life ended quietly.

But it's also boring.

For several days, he didn't show up, and I waited for death in Tianxianglou.

Ten days have passed, and he still hasn't come, and I suddenly remembered that it seems that between me and him, I have always been taking the initiative.

It was I who took the initiative to find him, took the initiative to seduc, and took the initiative to climb into his bed, and he never took the initiative to find me once from beginning to end.

Even going around him every day is my own will, and he never takes a stand.

I couldn't help but wonder if he was tired of me for a long time, whether he thought it was annoying for me to always revolve around him, so now that I took the initiative to leave, he was happy.

That's why they didn't come to me.

I was sad and annoyed by this thought.

I vowed not to look for him again.

However, after a few more days, I finally couldn't resist my thoughts, and I ran to the Regent's Mansion to find him.

The reason is very simple, my reputation was ruined by him, and now the whole capital knows that I have his label on me, so why don't you say don't.

When he returned to the Regent's Mansion again, he found that he was not in the palace, but went to the border gate.

When the neighboring country invaded, the war was tight, and he led his troops to recruit himself.

I don't know what I thought at the time, but I was alone and traveled thousands of miles to the border to find him.

And I even found it.

He was surprised to see me in the tent, and then he was furious and asked me how I was there.

He sent someone to send me back to the capital, but I refused, and in the end he had no choice but to let me stay.

On the battlefield, I saw a different Qin Jingcheng, and it was also a nasty Qin Jingcheng.

I saw that he didn't even want his own life to save a small child.

Oh, what a hypocrisy!

A man who can besiege the city with fire and burn down the enemy's army of 50,000 can not be hypocritical or anything if he leads his troops in a war and does not care about his own safety for the sake of a child.

After following him all the way, I realized that it was not a lie when others said that the regent was a righteous man.

He's really upright, he's principled, he's ambitious, and he's got the world in mind.

He glows, and there is no dark aura on him, except that his temper is a little colder.

I don't like this kind of character, because I belong to the dark and hate the light.

But for some reason, he always caught my eye.

Sometimes I feel like a moth rushing into his fire.

I know it's dangerous, but I can't control my feelings.

I planted it, and I planted it very thoroughly.

Hopelessly in love with this man.

Cry for him, laugh for him, and pull out all the thorns in his body for him.

He was the light that shone into my dark world and became my only direction.

He is the salvation that brought me from the cold hell back to the world of spring flowers.

(End of chapter)