Chapter 5: Confession of a fiasco

At this time, it was still May 2019, and it was still early for Yuting to get married in August. However, I had to face a difficult problem: should I confess to her now?

According to Yuting's statement on the phone call in August, the guy surnamed Shi died three months ago because there was an old man in the family, so they had to get married within 100 days.

I don't know when they met, maybe, at this time, Yuting has already been "soiled" by this surnamed teacher, right? Hey, why didn't I ask a little more clearly last time? Last time, I should have asked this when Yuting called.

But I shook my head again. Yuting, this girl is good at everything, but she is very conservative about her own affairs, let's take marriage as an example, but when they are about to get married, they tell their classmates. Even if I asked, she might not tell me.

In the past two months, I was really anxious, but I still held back.

Now that I'm rich, I'm a rich man, it's time to go on the love offensive! Even if Yuting and that guy get along, can't I take it back?

But what if I was rejected by her? Do I have to put this watch back again?

I looked at the amazing watch I was already wearing on my hand, and now, I wear it every day, every day.

Suddenly, I felt the urge to pull out the pin pull, but I pulled my hand back.

Now that I have so much money, if I go back at this time, won't I have to work in vain?

But should I confess? Will this money allow me to win this game?

In the end, I decided to confess to Yuting.

On the evening of May 24, exactly two months after I came back, I called Yuting to come out. I chose one of the most expensive hotels in the city and drove a Mercedes I had just bought. Originally, I could have bought a Ferrari or even a Lamborghini, but I was afraid that it would be too ostentatious and attract the attention of others, so I held back.

"I'm sorry, but I already have a boyfriend."

Yuting pursed her lips, and she lowered her head.

She may not have been mentally prepared at all, and I, as for me, was gasping for breath and sweat was dripping from my forehead.

This scene of confession did not appear last time. For me, it's a whole new "level" and of course I'm nervous.

Just now, I didn't know how to confess. However, after confessing, my mind went blank, and I suddenly forgot what I had just said.

This is my first confession, and probably the only time in my life.

Am I rejected? Although I was mentally prepared, this time, I didn't want to go back in vain.

"Yuting, I, I really love you." I stammered a little and said, "I don't mind." ”

As soon as I said that, I wanted to smack myself in the mouth. What do you mind, what do you mind?

Yuting smiled bitterly and said, "Ning Qiang, let's still be friends, okay?" ”

"Yuting, what do you think I don't deserve you?" I was in a hurry, and I turned over my hole cards at once, "I'm rich now, I'm rich." Don't you know? My car is Mercedes and it's parked outside, do you want to take a look? ”

"Really?" Yuting still smiled, "But, but what does this mean?" ”

What does this mean? Please, don't girls like to be rich?

"Yuting, I haven't bought a house yet. However, if you like it, I'll go buy you a set now. What do you want? Is it a seaside villa or a detached house in the mountains? ”

I made a fortune, but I didn't move out of the house I rented, because I hadn't decided what kind of house to buy, and of course it had to be Yuting's liking. However, she is not my girlfriend at all.

Yuting stopped talking, and suddenly, she looked at me very strangely.

I was a little overwhelmed by what she looked at, so I had to lower my head.

"Ning Qiang, I, I really didn't expect you to become like this?" Yuting said very seriously, "I remember that you didn't worship money so much before?" How do you seem to have become a different person? ”

"This." I was speechless and rubbed my hands nervously.

"Ning Qiang, listen, my least favorite thing is those men who use money to buy love at every turn!" Today's Yuting looked very serious, "If you are this kind of person, then we won't even have to be friends in the future!" ”

"No, don't!" I waved my hand and said, "Yuting, I'm sorry, I didn't mean that!" ”

"I don't care what you mean. Ning Qiang, I already have a boyfriend. Yuting continued, "It's impossible between us. ”

"How long have you known each other? Do you know him? ”

"It's been three years."

"What? You met in college? ”

"That's right." Yuting nodded, "He was also from our school, but he was already in graduate school at that time." ”

I didn't expect that Yuting would keep her relationship so tightly, why didn't I notice it at all?

"I can't say I know him perfectly, but." Yuting paused, "Even if I don't have a boyfriend now, I won't choose you." I'll tell you the truth, don't mind. ”

Can I not mind?

"Ning Qiang, I know you're fine. However, I would not accept a boy who is so much younger than me. Yuting continued.

"However, I'm only three years younger than you, and besides, we're still classmates."

"I can't accept it when I'm half a year younger." Yuting said, "Moreover, I don't feel that way about you, so I ······"

She didn't say any more, and I understood.

It was the hardest day of my life.

When I got home, as soon as I lay down on the couch, I kept drinking cans of beer, bottle after bottle.

I thought that if I traveled back in time, I would be able to change my destiny and marry my sweetheart. However, God gave me a big "NO" again!

I regret it, I knew it would be like this, then I wouldn't have to go back to the past? Last time, I didn't confess, so I wasn't too hurt either. However, this time, I have money, but I still haven't achieved my goal! That money, there's a fart!

I drank my stuffy wine as I looked at the watch I had left on the coffee table.

What can this watch be used for? Isn't it just for me to have that little extra money? My Yuting, isn't my Yuting still the wife of that Sven scum?

I wish I had smashed the watch, but I'm not completely drunk, and I'm not going to do such a stupid thing.

So, I picked up the watch and looked at the surface in a daze.

The watch is still walking precisely, clockwise.

Suddenly, an idea popped into the air?

Surely I did something wrong? Perhaps, I was wrong that day? I shouldn't have confessed to her in the first place, let alone tempted her with money? Am I stupid? Yes, definitely.

Yes, you have to think of an individual solution. Perhaps, I should confess to Yuting before she knew the man surnamed Shi? Yes, there was no one around her at that time, and I could get the moon before the water!

I got excited, but just as I was about to pull out the needle, I stopped.

It's useless, Yuting knew this man three years ago. Even if I travel back in time, I can't go back to three years ago. I was able to go back in time, two months ago, at 3:30 p.m. on March 28, 2019.

It seems that this watch is not a panacea, and it is unlikely that it will take me back to the old days. If I can really adjust the time to go back at will, then I should probably cultivate a relationship with Yuting from kindergarten.

I laughed, I admit that I was so naïve, how could I possibly become a kindergarten kid again? In that case, where else do I know what it means to be in love? Maybe I don't even know how to use this watch.

I shook my head and drank the last bottle of beer.

I can't go back, and it's useless to go back. Forget it, accept your fate!

So, I put the watch back in the box, hid it in the cabinet, and locked it. I don't want to wear this watch anymore, it's useless.

Time passed day by day, and everything repeated itself like a documentary film. In August, it was still Yuting who called, but this time, she didn't talk like last time. She just told me she was getting married, and then said she would text me to let me know, and then there was no more.

Yuting's brief phone call did not surprise me. Everything was expected because I confessed, I was exposed, and of course she wouldn't treat me the way she used to.

However, should I go again for this wedding?

It's funny to think about it, I actually attended Yuting's two weddings? Do I have to suffer again the last time I suffered?

On August 24, 2019, the day finally arrived again.

This time, though, I'm not going to repeat history.

This time, I chose not to attend Yuting's wedding.

That night, I didn't go home either, but stayed in a hotel. It's ridiculous to say that I have a home in this city, but I spend the night in a hotel?

What kind of difference can I make this change? No, the person I love the most will still be on the wedding stage with the *** named Shiwen, and then, Yuting will go home with him······

My phone was flashing and I just looked at the caller and didn't answer. Actually, I don't need to look at it, I also know that it was my classmates calling, and they may wonder why I didn't come to the wedding, except for one person, of course, and that is Hao Ming. Hao Ming also made two calls, but I didn't answer any of them, I didn't need to answer, I shouldn't have gone in the first place. Last time, I was a fool for a while, do I still want to be a fool this time?

I put my phone on silent and it was a great feeling that I could enjoy being alone without being disturbed.

And yet my heart was weeping, crying again.

Time quickly crossed the time of half past eight in the evening of August 24, 2019, which was the last time I crossed back.

Nothing has changed, and time continues to move forward.

I looked at the watch on the coffee table in my room and smiled inexplicably. I took it out of the house as well, but this time, it didn't seem to be of much use.

Everything is the same, nothing has changed, and there is no need to change.

Eight-and-a-half, nine-and-a-half, ten-and-a-half, eleven-and-a-half, hour by hour.

By half-past eleven, I was so sleepy, probably because I had been thinking about the pain. So, I went to sleep, and it was the first time I had slept in a hotel outside.

Maybe it's because I'm not familiar with the environment here, or maybe it's because I'm still thinking about something, but I couldn't sleep that night.

Just an hour, at half past ten in the morning of the next day, I got up, I couldn't sleep, so I got up and walked.

Suddenly, I saw my phone blink again.

At this time, who will call me? Could it be that Hao Ming and them called?

Although today, oh no, it should be said that yesterday, that is, August 24th, Hao Ming and they called me a few times, but they all called because they couldn't find me at the wedding scene. However, what time is it, won't they let me go at this time?

I hesitated, but still looked at my phone, it was Hao Ming calling. So, I picked up the phone.

I was going to be severely criticized by Hao Ming, this guy must be to blame me for why he didn't answer his call?

However, when I heard the following paragraph, I almost lost my phone.

"Ning Qiang, something happened to Yuting, something happened!" On the other end of the phone, Hao Ming's hurried voice came, he was not usually like this.

"What's wrong?" I was taken aback.

"She, she's in a car accident!"

"What?" ······