Chapter 118: A Butterfly Gets Lost

The birth of man is accidental, and the second life of Siinz was completely accidental.

And Staki also has a certain magical meaning to Sinz, similar to a butterfly.

Before Siinn did not come into contact with butterflies, that time was blank for Siin, and the ruthless treatment of "Dongba" was to make the feelings of the caregivers disappear.

A world without emotion, without sound, without color, will numb all people.

Therefore, after seeing the butterfly, Siinz's golden brain began to revive in earnest.

First the color, then the sound, and finally the emotion.

So far, Si Inn has not been able to distinguish the gender of the members of the "Dongba" special department, because they will be injected with hormone drugs during the cultivation process, so most of the hormone people are of unknown gender.

Breaking through "zero" means the beginning of "one".

Since the awakening of the ability, Siin's body has entered a second development, he has broken away from the original appearance of the dwarf and the deformity of the inside of the body, and he has been reborn into a tall and straight young man with a good appearance.

Abilities are gracious to Siin, and guilds are even more gracious to Siin.

He was discovered by Barcellus, who had not yet succeeded to the presidency as a young man, and Barcellus was the first real man that Siines had ever come into contact with.

Barcelus found this special being through prophecy, and of course he discovered the secret of Siin, so in the process of "teaching" Siin, he invisibly cultivated another more perfect self.

Is this the end of Siinn's journey?

It never ends.

It was a painstaking process to train Siinz from an intuitive animal to a thinking primate, and finally to give him a thinking human brain.

If Barcelus hadn't believed in his abilities, he would have given up on what seemed to be a new member of the guild from time immemorial.

Like teaching a full-age child, Siint imitates how he speaks and behaves, and what Barcellus does is tantamount to a father leading Siinz through the seven watersheds of the brain that a normal child would experience.

To this day, Siinz catches up with the brain development of his peers through his brain's miraculous myelin sheath, which Barcelus calls a miracle.

Barcelus never spoke ill of Siinn either, because he knew exactly how much effort he was putting into raising a young man with whom he had no social connection.

When Siinz was blamed, he was condemned to Barcellus himself.

Special such as Barcelus, if according to the understanding of Sine, Barcelus in the spiritual core of Sines is defined as "father", he is his role model, his spiritual world guide, his imitator of his actions.

Therefore, Siinnes' loyalty to the guild is not directed at the guild, but it happens that Baselus is the president of the guild, and Siinnes's loyalty is given to "Barcelus".

So why is Staki a "butterfly" in another sense, so difficult that she is the first person with obvious sexual characteristics of the opposite sex that Siint has ever come into contact with?

That's impossible.

Siinz is no different from men of his age, and even deeper, because the physical memory of his birth is indelible.

He had seen women of all kinds, he had touched and felt it, but he had also lost it.

He didn't seem to be any different from them, but he knew they were.

They must not have tried to live like a dwarf, and Siinn felt very little pain when he was bleeding, and they fainted with terror when they saw him cut off the neck of his inquisitive.

He tries to enter their lives, but in the end he finds that they cannot enter his lives, and the bridge of empathy is broken.

Essentially, they're the same, but digging deeper into them is very different.

Since coming to the world of sound, light and color, Siinz has not wanted to return to that cold and numb place, plants are born to the sun, and human beings chase beauty, which is the natural nature.

But the imprint is indelible, and when he realizes this, he will also consciously leave the people who are born of the true sun.

After all, it's different, even if the appearance is the same, the bones under the skin still don't deceive.

It doesn't belong to him after all.

And Staki is the same kind as him.

They also come from dark backgrounds, survive in an environment where Ru Mao drinks blood, and because of their abilities, they are both ugly but beautiful people.

When he talked about chopping round meat for the prisoner, Staki asked him what it was.

He said it was a kind of torture that tortured people's minds.

At that moment, the channel connecting to the outside world suddenly opened, and Staki was the only person of the opposite sex that Siinz found that could communicate with him on the same material plane.

She is another "butterfly" for him, and she is his emotional switch.

Life is so colorful and beautiful.

……

And for Staki, Siint is just Siint, he's a weirdo.

In a way, she was a little intimidated by him.

Thankfully, she doesn't hate him, he has no ill will towards her, and she can pack a ticket for her ability to read words and feelings.

Siinz is a total eccentric, but he doesn't have a bad heart, at least not for her.

Even so, even if Si Daqi couldn't find out the details of the special department of "Dongba", she still stayed away from Xiinshi.

The special department of "Dongba" is the most deterrent department under the command of the three-legged goat, which is in charge of torture and extortion of confessions, as well as the cultivation of special races, among which the West Inn is also a special breed cultivated.

It's just that Siinz doesn't have the shadow of a dwarf at all, which makes Sdaki wonder if there may be something else in the special race besides cultivating dwarfs.

Cine's bones can shrink, according to the smell of the smell, the nails can be freely extended and retracted, like the pupils can adapt to extreme environments such as bright light and darkness, and finally the pain is dull and outrageous.

I don't know how to describe it, but he's a masterpiece of man and nature, abrupt but reasonable.

What did he say?

After a while, Siinz asked her, and Staki quietly shook her hand, and it was probably done.

He's going to be nailed, which is a bit hard for me.

Nailed, that is, the hidden stakes that were discovered, they may now be tortured to the point that life is worse than death.

Like them, the North is good at extorting confessions, so there are no special races that have a dull sense of emotional pain to be cultivated.

As a hunter of individual actions, outsiders even have a lot of praise for Staki, such as the witch of the west and even half-sabotage.

But to survive under the guild system, all the reputation is not worthy of the president's preference.

If you...... There's no way to make a difference, the president will meet?

Siinz asked her tentatively, and it was obvious that Barcelus was likely to kick her a few times, which was a joke, of course.

The president is secondary, and those who will continue to be forced to confess and the guild will also face information disclosure.

Staki touched her chin, thinking that she could climb to the height she is now, and it was obviously impossible to cling to the president's cronies and be opportunistic to the president.

She has her own thoughts.

Is the question Barcelus gave her just a question of the list? Is this a guild issue?

Naturally, Staki didn't just need to hand over the list of nails, she guessed she might need to find a way to erase the news that the nails were wiped out and the north had gotten.

Even if a special race looks at it as a ruthless machine, the operation of the guild's big machine cannot tolerate a trace of sloppiness.

Staki's gaze determined her broad-mindedness and laid the foundation for her current position.

What do you need?

Siinz raised his hand and touched her head, but his touching of her head was not a sign of caressing, but a compliment to Staki's train of thought, just as an adult would praise a child who answered correctly.

Naturally, I touched her head, and naturally paid attention to her life.

The logic of Staki's train of thought was correct, and Siinz was sure that it was in Barcellus' favor, so touching his head was a kind of recognition.

After Staki has made her stand right, Siinn will help her, but this help is especially strange in Stage's eyes.

The man's hand was wide, and the man touched the top of her hair, and Staki herself thought that Siinz could even lift her head with one hand, and felt the man sort of brushing her hair as if he were pressing it.

She knew that Siinn would help, and he asked what she needed, and she succeeded again.

With Siin's nod, things became easy.

I want the nearest base point for the nails.

Staki thought for a moment and said that if the West has cultivated machines, then the "human wolves" in the North are notoriously hard bones.

They are tight-lipped and have a mission, and it is a fool's dream to try to pry open the wolf's mouth.

So Staki hardly bothered to do so, using a stupid but useful method.

She had to check the traces of the nails one by one, and if the traces disappeared, the nails would be removed, and the removed nails would be traced back to the source.

It's troublesome, but there's absolutely nothing wrong with it.

Finch, you find time to come to the mill in the afternoon.

Siinz relented, but Staki didn't want to go to the mill, which was the place of torture, and under the gurgling of the mill's waterwheel, it was a terrible hell on earth.

Thinking of this, Si Daqi suddenly shuddered, that place was indeed scary.

Is it okay tomorrow afternoon?

Every time she passed there, she felt inexplicably eerie, thinking of the unsuspecting people who fetched water from the mill every day to grind grain, and the dungeon where the prisoners were held under the heavy concrete that carried a scene of prosperity.

Si Inn saw Staki shiver inexplicably, he understood the feeling, Stagi knew the secret of the mill, and she had seen it more or less.

Her reaction was much better than theirs, and it was understandable that she was frightened and insane, and Si Daqi was content with just shaking it.

Siinz nodded, indicating that he would arrange it, and his action of brushing his hair was not mixed with other ambiguous movements, but only touched it.

Remember to respect Shaon, he's very old.

Siinz told her.

Good.

She agreed, and later she learned that Shaon was not only old, but he was still young and full of waste.

Siinz patted her on the head and got up to leave.

Sometimes Sdaki thinks that Siinz thinks of her as a dog, touching and patting her, and sometimes when she sees her, the corners of her mouth are hooked as if she is not smiling.

As if this explanation would be a good solution to her doubts, Siinz gave his pet the nickname "Sparrow", and he would help her from time to time by patting her on the head.

When I have something on my mind, I occasionally talk to myself, and by the way, I share my experience with her, a thinking pet.

That's all.

Oh, Staki told herself, take it lightly.

Women always think of themselves as too special, which is a kind of paranoia.

After Sinz left, Staki played with the plants in the pond for a while, sometimes just keeping her mind as calm as a dog.

No big deal.