A sense of loss that I have never felt before

"Ding...... Bite....... ”

"Where are you going to eat?"

"What about you? ...... of course."

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The students finally walked together.

Ji Jiang held his chin and looked at these classmates passing by, and for the first time found that he was not so looking forward to the end of class, maybe because he still had no relationship with his peers!

After thinking about it, I haven't had a companion since the beginning of school, and I can't help but sigh. I remembered that I didn't like to go home with my younger siblings and sisters before, and I felt that it was really noisy when there were many people, but now I am alone and widowed, but I am uncomfortable.

Until the last person in the class leaves the classroom.

Ji Jiang walked to the door of the class and turned around, she looked at the emptiness of the class, and inexplicably felt a sense of loneliness surrounding her.

Ji Jiang walked all the way down the stairs, although he left the classroom very late, but there were still many people on the way.

Looking at the sea of people in front of her, there was no one waiting for her, Ji Jiang was stunned again, she walked down along the handrail of the staircase, walking a little hurriedly, Ji Jiang suddenly felt that she was being pushed.

"Huh!" With a snort, Ji Jiang fell forward, fortunately it was only in the aisle between the stairwells in front of him, and the fall was not heavy, but it seemed that he had pushed someone when he fell.

"Huh."

Ji Jiang saw a girl in front of her staggering, the girl didn't fall, there was a boy in front of her who protected her, Ji Jiang was busy apologizing, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just ...... I'm sorry. ”

The girl glanced at Ji Chan, continued to walk down without looking back, saw her holding the boy's hand at the corner of the corner, and heard her say softly, "You know! That girl who just pushed me! Just say I'm sorry! Hum chirp. ”

The boy looked at the girl, and he didn't know what to say, the girl seemed to be very happy, and finally at the next corner, where was it, Ji Jiang felt some girls holding the girl's hand again, and everyone was around, it seemed to be very lively.

Ji Jiang remembered that he was also alone, he was also pushed by others, he fell down, and he was very innocent, but no one cared about him, and it was the first time for him.

I've gone down the stairs, it's finally too peaceful! Ji Jiang looked at so many people, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't figured out where to go to eat, and felt that he should forget something and prepare to eat.

She came to a food hall and there was a group of students crowded at the door, and she saw them arguing and laughing, and she didn't know what she was supposed to do, and she walked over and saw a boss.

"Eh, boss, boss, where is the bowl, that, I want to serve food, eh, boss."

Several times in succession, but there was no response.

"It's too many! The boss didn't notice him. ”

Although she would think so, Ji Jiang felt more and more as if she had a hurdle in her heart, and she looked at how lonely she should be in the crowded crowd.

She remembered that when she was a child, she went to the big city to play with her sister, and her sister rushed to the market early in the morning to buy steamed buns for her in order to save money.

She couldn't understand how desperately her sister was living, how hard it was to learn how hard it should be, and how she bought her breakfast alone in the crowd.

These don't understand, as if she can't understand why she didn't accept her sister's efforts in the first place, and why she is so willful.

Finally couldn't eat, Ji Jiang returned to the dormitory, looked at the classmates in the dormitory, they were all holding their mobile phones, not saying a word, their faces and eyes flashed with the light in the mobile phone, she didn't dare to speak, but she understood that she would disturb them.

She quietly climbed into her bed and lay down on the bed, she heard her own breathing, gasping for breath, as if she was still reminding herself that she really existed.

Don't think about it! High school wasn't really romantic, it was boring, it wasn't social, it was lonely, it was an unspeakable loss, she closed her eyes, remembered the way she started from home, and felt that she could still go far, but it seemed that she couldn't go anywhere.

At midnight.

Someone in the dormitory said that he was talking in a dream, but he didn't hear what it was, but he probably understood that he was homesick.