Chapter 91: Stone Heart
In this family, only Liu Xiang will care about his daughter, and the others only care about the benefits of demolition.
Chu He glanced at his mother expressionlessly, "No, I'll go back to my room and have a look." ”
Chu He really didn't eat, but she wasn't in the mood to eat.
To tell the truth, she has seen her mother's weathered but enduring face for eighteen years, and she has seen enough of it.
A person's life, initially miserable, may be the work of fate.
But if your life is miserable, you deserve it.
Because she herself is used to this bad situation of survival, she doesn't want to change it, so she can only accept it.
There is an old saying that the poor must have something to hate, and this is true.
In the past, Chu He always felt that he and his mother were the most pitiful in this family, but after the incident happened four years ago, Chu He suddenly figured it out.
It was she who thought of her mother as very pitiful, but in fact, her mother was not so pitiful.
The Chu family, the only one who is really pitiful is Chu He herself, and since then, she has secretly decided that she must work hard to jump out of this circle.
Don't become a person like your mother all your life, let people look at her with pitiful eyes, and make people feel hateful.
So Chu He was ruthless and refused his mother's request to cook for her, even if she was really concerned and enthusiastic.
None of this is important to Chu He.
After Chu He finished speaking, he took the duffel bag and went back to his room where he had been absent for four years.
Thankfully, after four years, this room is still empty and has not become a utility room at home.
Even the inside is clean, it looks like someone often cleans, and the single bed is shabby.
The table was dilapidated, but it was Chu He's most intimate habitat.
She touched every corner of the room, and the past echoed in front of her eyes.
"Chu He, wash the dishes."
"Why, why didn't Chu Xu go?"
"Because Chu Xu still has homework to write."
"But I also have a lot of homework."
"You write fast, you are in a hurry, Chu Xu writes slowly, you are a sister, you have to let him."
"Chu He, wash the clothes on the ground."
"Why doesn't Chu Xu wash it himself?"
"Xiao Xu is a man, how can a big man do laundry? Washing clothes is a woman's job. ”
"Chu He, the eggs are for your brother, you eat less."
"How can I grow taller if I don't eat eggs?"
"Why are you taller, you are a girl, your brother is a man, and he will have to support his family and marry a wife in the future, of course he needs nutrition."
"Chu He, this is the meal fee for your outing."
"Why only two dollars? Chu Xu has twenty yuan? ”
"Don't you like steamed buns and mustard? Two yuan is enough, Xiao Xu likes to eat fried chicken, he wants 20, you are a sister, what are your eyes, be sensible, okay? ”
The experiences of those years flashed in front of his eyes, and Chu He's eyes couldn't help but moisten again.
She tilted her head and blinked, slowly digesting her tears.
It was so difficult at the beginning, I didn't cry, but now it's better, and I can't cry.
She leaned on the desk with both hands and looked at the mirror that had some traces of age, "Chu He, you are already great, you know?" You've done a great job and you're going to continue to work hard in the future, you're really good. ”
In the courtyard, Chu He's mother washed some apples and crystal pears and walked to Chu He's room.
Apparently for her daughter.
Chu Li said very sourly, "Oh, I said second sister-in-law, you are really good-tempered, your daughters don't like to see you so much, are you still in a hurry to let people slap your face?" This dead girl, her heart is made of stone, and no one can cover it. Don't waste your strength, why bother? ”