Han Yi went to Bai Xue's pediatric inpatient building and called her in advance, but not surprisingly, no one answered. Han Yi knew very well that after she arrived at the hospital, she would put her mobile phone in her bag and store it together, and rarely carried it with her.

It was just lunch time, the ward was open, and Han Yi went straight to the floor of her department. I searched for her but couldn't find her, so I inquired at the nurse's station.

"Hello, is Bai Xue here today?"

A nurse who looked quite young looked at Han Yi inexplicably and asked, "Are you?" ”

Bai Xue didn't come here to work for long, because when Bai Xue wanted to help the little boy and asked Han Yi to donate a sum of money, Han Yi came here once, of course, not so many people would know who he was and what his relationship was with Bai Xue.

At this time, a girl in a white coat walked behind Han Yi, climbed onto the nurse's table and glanced at Han Yi, "It's you!" Looking for Shirayuki? ”

Han Yi didn't know her, and he didn't know what her name was, but he seemed to have a relationship.

Before Han Yi could speak, the girl explained: "Last time you came to see that little boy with Bai Xue, we met!" You're Snow White's boyfriend, and she told me about you. ”

Han Yi seemed to remember, this girl seemed to be the same as Bai Xue, a pediatrician, and she was in the internship stage with the same mentor.

"Boyfriend." The little nurse said with a smile: "No wonder Bai Xue has always been so low-key, it turns out that she has such a handsome boyfriend for a long time." ”

The girl in the white coat laughed and said, "Superficial! Not only handsome, but also a lot of gold! Do you remember the little boy who was successfully discharged from the hospital not long ago, who had several surgeries? Bai Xue would go to see his cute little boy every day. At that time, the family's parents were about to give up when they couldn't raise money, and thanks to his generosity, the little boy was discharged from the hospital safely. Before leaving, the parents were very grateful to Bai Xue, and they were reluctant······"

This is the first time Han Yi has heard this matter from other people's mouths again, and the 200,000 yuan he promised to donate at that time was not because he was kind, but because Bai Xue mentioned money to him for the first time and begged him for help for the first time. He never thought that he would save a life like this.

"No wonder she is not interested in the male doctors in our hospital who please her, it turns out that there is a better one hidden in the house!"

Judging from what the little nurse said, Han Yi thought that there were still many rivals in this hospital. He smiled politely, "Isn't Bai Xue here?" ”

"You go and follow me to our intern's lounge and wait a while, she's been to the dean's for a while, and she will probably be back soon." The girl in the lab coat pointed to an office behind the nurses' station.

"Okay, thank you!"

There was no way, the phone couldn't be contacted, so Han Yi had to go over and wait.

In the lounge, plus Han Yi, three men and two women, are almost the same age as Han Yi. They were all busy with each other, looking at the case and looking at the phone, and there was no communication between them. Han Yi sat there awkwardly, stupidly waiting.

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After about ten minutes, Bai Xue walked in and saw Han Yi at a glance. I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to say.

It turned out that she went to the dean to confirm one thing, that is, whether she was able to work in this hospital because Yihui donated a set of equipment to the hospital, and whether she got such a rare job opportunity because of improper interests.

After talking to the dean, she got the answer. The fact is that, as Keiko said, Han Yi did not participate in it, but Keiko, as a student of medical school, made a little contribution to her alma mater, the affiliated hospital, and society if she was able. This is a good act to give back to the school and the society, and it is not what she thinks. Moreover, the dean told her that she was able to come to work here because of her excellent grades, let alone the hospitals here, and that with her graduation from the University of Ka, hospitals across the country were happy to accept her.

"You, what's wrong?" Bai Xue asked calmly and quietly.

The girl in the white coat who brought Han Yi in said, "He has been waiting for you for a while, why did you come back?" ”

Han Yi got up and whispered to her with a smile: "We have something to discuss, so let's go first, goodbye!" ”

He walked up to Bai Xue and took her hand directly, and Bai Xue didn't have any resistance. The two of them didn't say anything, until they reached the hall on the first floor, where there was no one there, Han Yi stopped.

"Do you remember what you said when you got drunk last night? Did you do anything? ”

Just from Han Yi's expression and eyes, it was not difficult for Bai Xue to see that he was here to blame and scold himself.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have doubted Yihui's donation of equipment to the hospital, I'll go back and apologize to Keiko."

"What equipment is not equipment! It's not me or Keiko who you should apologize for, it's Li Jia! Han Yi raised the decibels, but not very loudly.

"What's wrong with Li Jia? Why should I apologize to her! It turned out that Bai Xue didn't know that Li Jia accidentally threw her to the ground and broke her wrist because she was drunk.

She was already angry with Han Yi now, blaming him for not dealing with the two women in his relationship yet, blaming him for losing his temper with herself, and then she came to blame her again, and she felt very hurt in her heart.

"You join forces with her to lie to me! I just want to figure out what's going on! And as for her, she was one step ahead of me everywhere, and she didn't know what means to use to make Hao Yali disappear before I went to see Hao Yali! Moreover, she already admitted last night that Hao Yali is pregnant with your child! Why are you accusing me at this time? I've loved you for so many years, and suddenly a woman pops up and is pregnant with your child, what do you make me think!? My mother urged me to get married every day, saying that the family was in such a difficult situation, and asked me to find a rich man, and my life would be better in the future······"

Bai Xue burst into tears, "Have you ever thought about me?" Am I not stressed? I'm twenty-six years old this year, eight years, eight years, in my heart, I only have you in my mind, suddenly one day you don't want me, what do you want me to do?! Whenever I think about this, you know how hard my heart is

？ First Zhong Ying'er, and now Hao Yali! ”

Han Yi looked at Bai Xue and burst into tears, feeling distressed, and he had long forgotten all the cruelty and blame.

"Why would I not want you? I'm here today to apologize for what I said to you yesterday, just to make you not angry. We won't separate, I want you, I want to marry you, we'll go back tomorrow to see your parents, and go to register and get the certificate immediately! ”

Bai Xue agreed to his marriage proposal, but that was before he knew that Hao Yali was pregnant with Han Yi's child.

She shook her head, "I can't do it!" Hao Yali is pregnant with your child, she wants to give birth, and your mother wants her to give birth too. And at this time, I felt that I was very vicious, I actually wanted her to kill the child! Otherwise, I can't help but think about what might happen next, you'll be in touch with her for the rest of your life, and I can't be with you in peace. ”

Tears flowed wantonly on her face, she choked up, and the reason why she said "temporarily separated for a while" was because she couldn't say that she could break up, and she couldn't give up Han Yi, who had loved her for so many years.

"I'm going to find her, whoever it is, I'm going to let her get rid of the child!"

Han Yi is so resolute! He never dared to believe that Hao Yali was really pregnant with his own child, but he didn't care at all, he never had any thoughts about Hao Yali, and he didn't have any feelings for the so-called child, in order to be with Bai Xue, in order to make her no longer struggle with this matter, he was willing to do such a thing.

But she never expected that Bai Xue slapped him hard, the first time, this was the first time she acted aggressively towards Han Yi, slapped him, and directly stunned him.

She stared at Han Yi fiercely, and did not regret such an act at all. "That's a life! Why did you ask Hao Yali to kill the child in her womb? If you really do such a thing, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life! ”

In fact, this is not surprising, she watched her nephew who could not speak die, and witnessed her sister suffer from depression and live a life of no one and no ghost. A life is priceless in her eyes, not as easy as Han Yi said. Otherwise, how could she have the dream of studying medicine to save people? Otherwise, how could she ask Han Yi to help that little boy who had nothing to do with it?

Han Yi looked dazed, what should he do, did he end their relationship like this?

"And what do you want me to do? So, can we end our relationship just because of someone who is completely irrelevant? Han Yi was scared, he was scared like he had never been, he was afraid that Bai Xue would break up with him, the kind that would never go back if he really broke up.

Even in the corner, there are still people coming and going. Han Yi couldn't care about it so much, "I love you!" I can't imagine what life would be like without you! ”

"I know!" Bai Xue looked at Han Yi with tears in her eyes, she had never doubted this. "Give me a little time, and when I figure it out and figure it out, maybe I won't think about the irrelevant people you talked about. at

In the meantime, we'll be fine. ”

Bai Xue was afraid that she couldn't help but change her mind, so she turned around and left, without giving Han Yi any chance to speak. She was not so cruel, and she didn't say anything decisive, because she loved Han Yi, but it was difficult to accept the reality in her heart.

Han Yi wanted to grab her and tell her that no matter how long it was, he was willing to wait, but he didn't.

A person like them who is strong alone must be tired, right? His eyes were very sore, but he couldn't cry, and he was wronged, so he could only grit his teeth and insist.

In the eyes of outsiders, you don't need to rely on things, you don't care about injuries, you can face the wind and rain alone, go through thorns alone, and survive time, pressure, and loneliness. But in fact, they wanted to give up countless times, but they didn't dare, although they survived the matter, their hearts were tired.

Whether it is emotionally or at work, it must be false to say that they are not tired, along the way, they have experienced so many unknown bitterness, but when they are sad, they don't want to talk to anyone, they won't go to anyone to complain, who to cry to, but bravely accept all this, and they are strong, which is their own dependence.

I saw a picture of a man who was stabbed in the back, and because of the pain, he cried loudly. The other reached out to hug the weeping man and gently comforted him, but no one saw that he had been stabbed countless times in his back. It's not because he doesn't hurt, but because he doesn't want to express his pain.

I don't know how long I've been holding out, being strong has become a mask on my face, and smiling and saying it's okay has also become a habit. In fact, I also thought about being my true self, crying when I wanted to cry, and confiding in me when I was in pain, but many times, I still have to rely on myself.

Life is not like a movie, when you are most desperate, there will be someone to help, in reality, you laugh, everyone will laugh with you, you cry, but no one wants to know why you are crying, society is so realistic, so, even if you are tired, even if you are miserable, you have to tell others insincerely: I will not admit defeat easily.

Every strong person has a tired heart that just doesn't bother to let others know.

(End of chapter)