On page twenty-one, the little girl is picked up by the girl, and the little boy is picked up by another man, who is painted a little ugly.

……

On page twenty-eight, the girl gives the little boy a thin grass.

On page twenty-nine, a little boy pushes a child in a tutu into a mud pit.

When Chu Lie saw this, he inexplicably thought of himself and Xiao He. Could it be that Xiao He fell into the mud puddle at that time, and he did it? But at that time, I was not very old, why was I so hostile to a child who had just learned to walk?

Puzzled, Chu Lie lowered his head and continued to look at the painting.

On page 30, the outline of the girl was unfinished, and on page 30, the crooked handwriting reads: The daughter-in-law is gone.

Is your daughter-in-law gone? When Chu Lie saw these six words, it was like five thunderbolts, and the deep pool in his heart set off a huge wave high. If he was not mistaken, the main characters in these paintings were girls and boys.

The contour of the girl's body has never changed, but the facial features on her face are a little sloppy, and the appearance of a little boy, with a round face and big eyes, looks extremely cute. This reminded Chu Lie of himself, he really looked like this when he was a child.

Why did he draw such a thing at the time?

Chu Lie suppressed the curiosity in his heart and continued to look through the album behind him.

On page thirty-one, the little boy grew up, and he stood alone on the lookout tower on the border road, looking at the scenery in the distance.

On page thirty-two, the little boy grew up a little more, and he was nestled in a familiar room, with a thin grass in his hand. If he hadn't seen the album just now, Chu Lie wouldn't have realized that the little boy in the painting looked like he was a teenager.

The room he was in was the same as the current one, even the furnishings were the same, were these paintings his previous experience? But what do these things have to do with the S Zone? What does it have to do with kidnapping? What does it have to do with him being seriously injured?

Chu Lie lowered his head and continued to look through the album, not knowing what else was waiting for him behind it.

On page 33, the little boy grows up, he is twenty years old, with a single face and a street scene in the second circle, on which are written two sentences, one is 'Saving grace, let me promise you', and the other is 'I have grown up, where are you'.

Seeing this, Chu Lie was sour, he was so affectionate before, who was the object of his affection? The girl who can't see her facial features clearly in the painting? It stands to reason that the girl in the painting is not much younger than his aunt, why did he identify her in the first place?

Is it because of the sentence 'The grace of saving one's life should be promised with one's body'?

Think of the fourth and tenth pages you just saw, right? Is it really a life-saving grace?

Wow! When Chu Lie saw this, he refreshed his understanding of himself. Sometimes, it's good that I can't remember, at least I can tell myself that he hasn't done that kind of secondary two thing.

Because in a word, from childhood to adulthood, just wait for a person who disappears.

At this time, Chu Lie didn't know whether to cry or laugh, he had forgotten so many people. The girl in the painting should be very kind! Otherwise, how could you save him again and again? When I was young, I didn't know what feelings were, and I only remembered to repay my kindness, so I regarded her as my lover.

When I grew up, I didn't seem to understand what love was, otherwise how would I regard gratitude as love and let myself be alone for so many years.

Chu Lie continued to flip through the paintings, and when he reached page 40, the picture was still full of Chu Lie's figure looking around alone.

On page 41, in the garden of his house, a man dressed in black and masked appears in the picture. Seeing that the figure was a woman, it reminded him of a dream he had before.

During the day, he confirmed it by the wall, and he still couldn't believe it was true, but now he saw this scene in this album, and it turned out that the dream was real.

On page forty-five, he is being antagonized by a girl and an orc. Chu Lie fixed his eyes and looked at it, this ...... How can the people in the painting be so familiar? Like who's coming?

Chu Lie continued to flip back, everything that happened in the painting made him unbelievable, he was actually under the same roof with an intermediate orc, and the girl bullied him squatting in the corner viciously, but the relationship between the intermediate orc and the girl seemed to be good.

Chu Lie's brain was shocked by these images, and he continued to flip back. The scene changes to the scene where the girl takes care of him, the girl prevents the intermediate orcs from hurting him, and the girl's relationship with him is getting better and better......

Until Chu Lie saw that he was walking on the road with the girl on his back in the painting, and the two were intimate.

Chu Lie continued to flip back, painting many scenes that overlapped with the dream images he had had, and there was little difference. Only then did Chu Lie understand that in the past, he used to sketch to draw his own experience.

Flipping back, he saw the girl's detailed portrait clearly, and a face appeared neatly on the sketch paper, with the word "Song Han" written next to it.

After that, the album went blank. Chu Lie threw down the album, his body trembled uncontrollably, these were his past. The person on the painting is actually called Song Han, but why is she ......

Also, that mid-level orc...... Yes......

Chu Lie collapsed on the bed, no wonder Song Tangzi would say those inexplicable words, no wonder Song Tangzi was so big about his first.

Even after knowing this, reality still didn't intend to let him go. Just as he was curled up in discomfort, the memories in his head flooded back, and he remembered everything, from his childhood to adulthood, from his abduction to his disappearance.

In the middle of the night, Chu Fei stood quietly by the door, hearing the sobbing sound that he remembered from time to time in the room, and he was extremely distressed. What's wrong with Ale? Could it be that the scene remembered everything?

It seems that what Lan An said is true, it was she who was too selfish and let him fall into bad memories.

He is the border defense chief of Area C, and he is the most capable officer of Chu in the eyes of the members of the Special Training Department of Area S, but now he is hiding in a small room and crying secretly.

Lan An was not in the camp, and Chu Fei couldn't find anyone to dismiss him.

Hu Hong came back from the security command center, looked at Chu Fei frowning and standing in front of Chu Lie's bedroom, and persuaded Chu Fei for a long time before persuading Chu Fei to go back to rest and change him to stay in front of Chu Lie's bedroom door.

During the day, Chu Lie held his left cheek in his left hand and leaned on the side of the bed in a daze. His lips are chapped, his hair is messy, his expression is tired, and his eyes are blank. Holding the album in his right hand, his fingers carefully rubbing the face of the person on the painting.

He did not speak, nor did he move. The sun shone through the window, shining a little golden light on his face, half dark and half bright.

Chu Fei wanted to open the door to take a look at Chu Lie, but as soon as he made a sound, Chu Fei heard a violent voice from inside the house: "Don't bother me." ”

Chu Fei wanted to go in to see what was going on, but was stopped by Hu Hong. If you can't figure it out yourself, it's useless to persuade anyone. Chu Fei thought about it, and waited until he was willing to come out to meet someone, although he didn't know what was wrong with him.

Time passed in a flash, Xiao He came and left, and Chu Fei sent a group of women of about forty.

In the dark night, Chu Lie was still leaning on the side of the bed in the same posture as before. He did a heinous and bad thing, much worse than her. He is simply the scum of the scum, no wonder Song Tangzi hates him so much.

No wonder......

Another day passed, and Chu Lie still locked himself in his room.

Another day passed, and Chu Lie still locked himself in his room.

Three or four days had passed, and Chu Lie had never left that room for half a step, if Chu Fei hadn't known that he was an immortal, he might not be able to help but break in.

On the fifth day, he still didn't give up torturing himself, and there was a sigh from downstairs.

"Mrs. Hu, I heard that Chu Lie is back?"

"Mrs. Ye, I didn't expect that so much time has passed, and you are still thinking about Ah Lie."

"Not really." Mrs. Ye smiled: "In the past, he was the unattainable white moonlight in my heart, but there were others living in his heart. ”

"Who? How did I not know? ”

"A man who has disappeared for a long time."

"Really?" Chu Fei really didn't know this, it seemed that she didn't care enough about this younger brother.

"Twenty years have passed, but I didn't expect him to come back again, I heard that he looks the same as before?"

"He's an immortal."

"That's just as well." Mrs. Ye sighed: "It seems that I can't see him today." ”

"Mrs. Ye is already married, why?"

"Now that I don't think about him, I don't think about him anymore." Mrs. Ye smiled: "I just feel sorry, if I can see him again, this life will be complete." ”

Chu Lie was impatient with the noise of the people downstairs, staggered up, walked to the window, and shouted downstairs: "Shut up." ”

The two people downstairs heard the sound and looked up. Chu Fei smiled with satisfaction, seeing that although Chu Lie was not a human or a ghost, fortunately he was still alive.

And when Mrs. Ye saw Chu Lie, although he was down, he could not hide his original temperament. Seeing Chu Lie with the same appearance as before, she instantly dreamed back to twenty years ago, he was still the beauty in her heart, and he always was.

Mrs. Ye's illusions were shattered when Chu Lie closed the window, and only then did she realize that she was a married man. Moreover, she is already old and decrepit.

The sudden embarrassment occupied her heart, and under Chu Fei's gaze, she fled in a hurry.

"Ah Lie, do you remember the past?"

There was no answer upstairs.

"Anyway, the past has already happened, and we can't change it, so won't we just be okay after we get better?"

Upstairs, Chu Lie leaned against the window, shook his head slowly, and muttered in a deep voice: "There is no future, there is no more." ”

"Ah Lie, you don't have to veto the past, don't you have a trace of good memories of the past?"

Chu Lie upstairs raised his heavy eyelids, and his eyes were bloodshot: "Because it's beautiful, it's a pity, so I can't accept myself like that." ”

Chu Fei was still talking downstairs, but Chu Lie couldn't hear clearly, he hadn't closed his eyes for four days, and his eyelids were extremely heavy. He collapsed in front of the window, still holding the album in his hand.

……

In the S area, Su Yu and Song Tangzi dealt with a few orcs who rushed into the camp and continued to patrol.

In half a month, Su Miao, who lived up to expectations and stabilized the environment in the last circle. All the senior executives are familiar and like-minded people, and when everyone sits together, most of the time is talking about the development of the camp, a happy scene.