Looking at the green fields everywhere, my cousin dressed up coolly, wearing a small straw hat, a pair of sandals, and a pair of big gray shorts, walking by the ditch.

I looked at it in amazement, this is not what my cousin would do, even if it used to be, when my cousin was a child, he would only go to the bustling city to have fun, and he would not come to this kind of field to play at all.

"Cousin, where are you going?"

I couldn't help but ask, and my cousin turned his head, smiled haha, and said.

"Let me tell you, I heard that before, Shoutian's is a classmate of mine, a beautiful girl, I went to play with her, and I called you by the way."

I sighed helplessly, and sure enough, in the dream, my cousin still had to look like my cousin, and I followed in small steps.

On the side of the ditch in front of me, there was a small shack, which was getting closer and closer, and I looked back from time to time, and the small window connecting the room was still open.

Little by little, I caught up with my cousin, and I got closer and closer to the little shack, and my feet looked white and smooth.

"Zhang Hao, what are you doing here?" The voice of a girl, I walked over, and I did see a little girl, lying on a wooden bed, holding a Chinese textbook in her hand, pouting, upper lips, and holding a ballpoint pen.

"Haven't I come to apologize to you? May. ”

"No need, Zhang Hao, you get out of me, I don't need your apology."

I stood aside awkwardly, and then under my cousin's various kind words, the girl named Xiaomei also forgave my cousin.

I was thinking about what was going on in this dream, but when I thought of the evil ghost floating past from the window of my house, I felt a chill down my spine, and I was a little worried about my parents, even though they were in a dream.

I said hello to my cousin and was about to go back to the little window, when all of a sudden, I stopped, at this time, I was in elementary school, my cousin was supposed to be in junior high school, and we hadn't seen each other at all.

I was a little anxious and was going to rush back, but at this moment, there was a scream, and I hurriedly ran over, only to see my cousin, who was holding the girl named Xiaomei, under me, and her hands were constantly moving.

"Cousin, you ......," I said, trying to stop it, but my cousin looked at me with a lewd smile.

"Come on, cousin, if you haven't touched it before anyone else has touched it, let's try it." As he spoke, the cousin put his hand into Xiaomei's clothes, and all of a sudden, Xiaomei began to cry and struggle.

"Grass, cousin, ...... the"

The person in front of him is not his cousin, although it is exactly the same, and it is in a dream, the most important point is that his cousin will never mess around with girls like this, even if he is lustful, he has always been very gentle with girls, and he has never scolded any girl, nor has he ever done anything to a girl.

The girl named Xiaomei cast a look at me for help, she pressed her cousin stiffly, I ignored it, turned around directly, and ran, even if the girl's cry came from behind.

As I ran, I was surprised to find that I was sitting in front of a barbed window, and a mournful song came from inside.

"Iron door, iron window, iron chain, hand holding the iron window to look outside, how beautiful life is outside, when will I return to my homeland......"

I listened to it like an old song from the seventies and eighties, I don't remember what it was called, but my cousin sang it very sadly.

I laughed.

"Cousin, why don't you stop me." My cousin seemed to have forgotten the lyrics behind me, and looked at me through the small window with dull eyes, I shook my head and stood up.

Suddenly, I appeared in the cell, and my cousin on the side pressed a strong man to the ground, clenched his fists, and slammed it down, and I just wanted to run over to stop it, but I found that I was completely unable to move with handcuffs and leg irons.

I watched the big man beat my cousin all at once, and I couldn't help but get angry, but it wasn't enough to finish the beating, the big man stripped my cousin's clothes, broke my cousin's buttocks, and smiled evilly, I looked at it in surprise, and my cousin looked at me quietly.

"Cousin, help, help......" came the cousin's faint voice.

"Fuck you." I couldn't help but roar, such a strange dream, completely not in line with any logic, but it made me angry, I struggled a few times, and watched with my eyes striking, my cousin gave the big man, pressed to the ground, and kept tormenting.

I sighed.

"It's certainly not my dream."

It's the first time I've seen such a weak and bad cousin, so this person, although he has Zhang Hao's face and the same tone as Zhang Hao, he is indeed not my cousin.

However, the picture turned again, this time, it was my cousin who was tying a rope to the drain of the roof, looking like he was going to commit suicide, and after tying a knot, my cousin put the rope under his neck, and he looked at me with a look of resentment.

"Cousin, why didn't you stop me, why didn't you help me, why." My cousin said with tears in his eyes and a choked voice.

I just watched and didn't make any movements, but in my heart, the sadness still couldn't help but come up.

"It's an illusion, don't be fooled."

In the bottom of my heart, there was a cold voice, it was my instinct, I continued to watch, my cousin stepped on the washstand below and slipped his feet, put his hands down, and the whole person hung on it, looking painful, constantly struggling.

My heart became more and more chaotic, and finally, I couldn't help but stand up, my cousin's struggling movements, the amplitude became smaller and smaller, his tongue stretched out, his eyes widened, and gradually, he didn't move.

I endured the sadness in my heart, bowed my head, clenched my fists, and gritted my teeth with a creak.

"Why don't you save your cousin? Clear source. ”

Suddenly, I returned home, behind me, stood the glazed eyes of my parents, they both looked at me, I didn't answer half a word, my father, step by step, clasped my shoulders with both hands.

"Why don't you save your cousin? Clear source. The father asked again, in a very low voice.

I was quietly thinking about what this dream meant, I had to get out of this dream as soon as possible, although I knew that everything I saw was an illusion, but I felt that in my heart, the feeling of being a human being, was about to be unbearable.

Suddenly, a sharp knife pierced my chest, poof, I spurted out a mouthful of blood, my mother, stabbed me, I looked at it in surprise, consciousness suddenly, was greatly stimulated, began to blur.

"It's an illusion, feel it, you can find it, the exit."

In the bottom of my heart, the instinctive voice came again.

"Such a child who can't see death is not my Zhang Qiling's son, go and die."

Suddenly, my parents pressed me against the wall, and my father, holding a kitchen knife, cut at my neck, and with a bang, the bones were exposed, and the blood spattered, and I felt a shiver in my heart, but I didn't feel it at all.

I thought about it, instinct was saying to me, indeed, very strange, I was in this dream, I was carrying it to my father and mother, and I came to the window, and with a bang, the window broke, and then I threw it all down from the fifth floor.

With a snap, I fell to the ground, my hands and feet, my body, had fallen to pieces, and I couldn't stand up at all, and strangely, I could still see the cold eyes of my parents, and my cousin, who was hanging from the rope in front of me, with a dead eye, wide-eyed cousin, shaking around.

"It's really in the way, instinct this thing, hum, don't worry about it for now, nightmare, first devour this kid's consciousness."

I saw my cousin and my parents, and the three of them came to me, my cousin stretched out his tongue, his eyes bulged, and my parents, their hands were covered with blood, and the three of them pulled me up.

It started to rain, it was pouring down, I felt that I was about to lose it, my cousin, my parents, were constantly complaining to me, and the voice, consciousness, expression, was clearly engraved in my eyes, and I felt that the whole person's consciousness began to collapse little by little.

"Zhang Qingyuan, when your consciousness is devoured, keep it for a while, so that you can't awaken your instincts, and when the time comes, I will torture you again."

Ouyang Meng shouted, and then a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

"It seems like a critical moment now."

As I spoke, a yellow sphere appeared in one hand, and with a snap, the sphere exploded, and suddenly, a golden light shot out.

A whimper sounded, and I saw in the golden light, the ghost that I had seen at the beginning, with a blue face and swollen skin, swallowed up little by little by this golden light.

One sunny afternoon, I was lying comfortably on a chair under a tree, my cousin was sitting next to me, talking and laughing with me, and we came to camp together as a family, and my uncle and father, in the distance, were talking about something, and my aunt and mother were preparing to eat.

Everything looks very heartwarming and cozy.

"By the way, cousin, Xiaomei and I broke up, alas, my heart hurts, alas, cousin, you don't comfort me."

I laughed and spoke.

"Hurt a fart, cousin, it's obvious that someone's soul is hurt." Looking at my cousin's tangled face, I couldn't help but laugh.

We had a lot of fun and ate all afternoon, and in the evening, my cousin and I slept in a tent and we lay down and looked up at the stars.

"Cousin, I'll tell you the truth, you kid, in your personality, are a little cowardly, in the future, learn from your cousin, understand?"

"Ah, yes, cousin, there are a lot of things I want to learn from you, countless things, too many to count."

Although it was in a dream, I talked a lot with my cousin, and I was very happy, and I hadn't talked so much to my cousin for a long time.