Chapter 711: Occupied Position
"Qingruo!"
Yan Qingruo, who hid herself in the dark, closed her eyes in a trance, but before she could force herself to calm down, Chu Mu's shout suddenly sounded in her ears.
What followed was Chu Mu's look full of panic and urgency and strong feelings at the moment she fell.
A year after separation, and now we meet again. Regarding Chu Mu's feelings, Yan Qingruo has always been a little incomprehensible.
Because the current Chu Mu has become very different from before, even if there seems to be love for her in his words, but thinking about it again, Chu Mu's words about what she did, as well as those words full of sarcasm, made Yan Qingruo feel distressed.
As for Chu Mu's feelings, in Yan Qingruo's eyes, it seems more like it was prompted by too strong possessiveness.
But when she was on the rooftop, Yan Qingruo's feelings for Chu Mu became a little blurred.
Because Chu Mu's eyes were too scared and too intense, and that intensity made her heart tremble, so that she really couldn't forget that look.
Yan Qingruo, who was distraught, opened her closed eyes again, and stared at the dark room with a slight frown.
"Chu Mu...... What kind of feelings are you holding......" Even though Yan Qingruo, who was in the dark, couldn't see anything clearly, she still stared at the black ceiling and muttered to herself.
"And me?" Yan Qingruo, who couldn't figure out Chu Mu's strong piercing expression for a long time, suddenly questioned herself, because she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart now, "Yan Qingruo...... You're really a little ridiculous. ”
Tossing and turning, Yan Qingruo, who couldn't sleep in bed, finally gave up the idea of sleeping.
I saw her sigh lightly, then stretched out her hand to turn on the night light next to the bed, and then sat up slowly.
Yan Qingruo, who was a little confused and a little irritable in her heart, lifted the quilt, and then walked out of the door with a slow pace.
She knew that if she went to the living room or anywhere else now, she would probably disturb the rest of the others.
Thinking like this, Yan Qingruo's steps became slower and lighter.
Just as she was about to go downstairs, she suddenly heard a Chu Shi Jiafen's voice, "Qingruo? ”
I didn't expect to be able to hear Chu Shijia's voice at such a late hour, and from the sound of the voice, the current Chu Shijia is not in a state of confusion, but in an extremely sober state.
Yan Qingruo, who was a little puzzled, turned around and looked up, and by the moonlight, she saw Chu Shijia in front of her, who was also wearing pajamas, and was standing at his door with a slightly surprised expression.
Yan Qingruo looked at his hand that was still on the doorknob, and knew that he had just come out, but he thought it was because she had just disturbed him when she passed by Chu Shijia's door, and whispered with an apologetic expression: "Is it because my voice is too loud that it disturbs you?" I just can't sleep and want to go out for a walk. ”
And Chu Shijia, who heard this, shook his head at her slightly, and then showed a soothing smile, "No, you didn't bother me, it's just that I can't sleep, so I just want to come out for a walk." ”
Unexpectedly, Chu Shijia couldn't sleep because she was still going out at the same time as her, and Yan Qingruo, who was about to go out for a walk, showed a depressed look.
Then I saw her smile and nodded, and took the initiative to invite: "Since you and I can't sleep, why don't you just go together?" ”
Chu Shijia, who had a smile on his face, nodded to her in the same way when he heard this, and then directly closed the door and walked in her direction.
Xu is also worried that it will wake up the other people who are asleep, and when the two of them stand together and go down the stairs, they don't speak, they just leave class without saying a word.
After the two of them stood in the living room, Chu Shijia proposed softly: "Turning on the lights in the living room so late, I'm afraid it will attract the attention of others, go to the back garden?" ”
Regarding Chu Shijia's proposal, Yan Qingruo herself really thought so, so she nodded, and then turned around and prepared to walk towards the back garden.
And at the moment when she turned around and was about to leave, Chu Shijia stretched out his hand and grabbed her arm, "Wait, you're going to go to the back garden like this?" ”
Yan Qingruo, who was being pulled, heard his question, and was a little puzzled for a while, and asked a little puzzled: "What's wrong?" Can't I go to the back garden like this? ”
Looking at her appearance, Chu Shijia just chuckled a little helplessly, "Wait for me here." ”
Yan Qingruo, whose arm was released, just stood in place like that, watching Chu Shijia turn around and walk in the direction of the sofa, and then bent down to take something from the sofa.
Because it was because of the moonlight on his back, Yan Qingruo didn't immediately see what his share was, and when he walked in front of him,. Only then did I find out that Chu Shijia was holding a blanket in his hand.
I saw that Chu Shijia looked a little helpless, and sighed lightly with a little doting, and then opened the blanket and draped it on Yan Qingruo's body, "Even if it's summer, it's going to be a little cold outside at night, so go out with a blanket." ”
For Chu Shijia's gentleness, Yan Qingruo didn't know how to face it for a while.
Because the day had just ended in that embarrassing form between them, now Chu Shijia not only didn't mind in the slightest, but his attitude towards her also became better, which made the guilt in her heart can't help but come up again.
I saw that she nodded a little randomly, and then walked towards the back garden wrapped in a blanket.
Looking at her appearance, Chu Shijia's eyes only trembled slightly, and then he followed her in the direction of the back garden.
Yan Qingruo, who was walking in front, looked at the slender shadow cast in front of her because of the moonlight, and suddenly remembered that during the day, she also cut off the conversation with Chu Shijia with this silent attitude.
silently attacked Yan Qingruo in his heart, and then slowed down, and when Chu Shijia and her walked to the same frequency, then said out loud: "Shijia, are you because of the daytime?" ”
Although Yan Qingruo has always responded with a somewhat evasive attitude towards this matter, but now she is aware of this emotional matter.
There is no way to respond with this evasive attitude all the time, otherwise if it drags on like this, it will definitely be Chu Shijia who will be hurt.
But for Yan Qingruo, Chu Shijia is not just a benefactor who helped her when she was in trouble. During this period of time, she also really regarded the other party and gentleness as family, but it was not the feelings of lovers.
On this basis, Yan Qingruo didn't want Chu Shijia to like her at all, because she knew that she had no way to like someone now, let alone make any response to Chu Shijia's feelings.
Yan Qingruo has always hoped that Chu Shijia can find his true happiness.
After that, she will directly choose to divorce and untie the "husband and wife relationship" that nominally binds Chu Shijia.
And Chu Shijia, who heard this question, was silent for a while, and then looked at Yan Qingruo and asked, "Qingruo, I have always wanted to ask you, in your heart, what identity does the current Chu Mu have?" ”
Maybe Yan Qingruo has been forcing herself to forget Chu Mu, but Chu Shijia can see that Yan Qingruo has always occupied a big position in Chu Mu's heart, and it has always existed since a long time ago.
However, Yan Qingruo, who heard this, was slightly stunned, she didn't expect Chu Shijia to ask like this, and at the same time, she really didn't know what position Chu Mu occupied in her heart now.
And Chu Shijia saw that Yan Qingruo was silent, and he already had some guesses in his heart about how big this position was.
I saw him chuckle, and then spoke again: "Qingruo, in fact, you can't fool yourself, right?" You have always had Chu Mu in your heart, and you have never really forgotten him. ”
Yan Qingruo, who was said to be thoughtful, was not angry and ashamed because of this, nor did she deny or admit it for this reason, she just lowered her eyes slightly and was silent.
I saw Chu Shijia stretch out his hand and gently put it on Yan Qingruo's shoulder, then bent down to look at her slightly drooping eyes, and said with a solemn and serious expression: "But even so, I don't want to give up at all." Qingruo, I like you and want you to be my real wife. ”
"So I know that you already have someone in your heart, I will continue to work hard, try to make you forget him completely, and make you fall in love with me."
For Chu Shijia's solemn words, Yan Qingruo's pupils twitched, and then revealed a hint of indescribable expression.
For Chu Shijia's solemn promise, she felt that she couldn't afford it at all, but when she saw Chu Shijia's sincere eyes, there was still a gentle look in them.
But there was no way for her to say anything to refuse.
But Chu Shijia seemed to see through what she was thinking, only to see him smile again, and then swiped the hand on Yan Qingruo's shoulder down her arm until he held her hand.
Only then did he slowly say again: "Qingruo, do you believe me? ”
Yan Qingruo, who didn't know why he suddenly asked like this, nodded subconsciously.
And Chu Shijia saw that she nodded in response, so he didn't say anything more, just said lightly, "Even if you believe me, then I am confident that I will make you forget Chu Mu and become my Chu Shijia's wife." ”