Text Chapter 122: Hardship and Determination

After talking about Kang Wang Yan Mo Yu, including the friendship between himself and Kang Wang Yan Mo Yu, he asked: "Yue'er, do you know what kind of person your father is now?"

Yan Ziyue nodded slightly.

Zhan Li began to talk about the Fire Phoenix Country again, and everything that the Fire Phoenix Country has experienced so far, including his painstaking efforts.

Yan Ziyue had already had some understanding of Yan Moyu's father's image before, and now when he heard Yan Li talk about it again, he had a deeper understanding, and even felt his father's thoughts, but at the same time, he also felt that his father was too rational in his life, and the only irrational time was when he took his mother to Wuji Valley for treatment. As for Zhan Li, Yan Ziyue felt that his father was cruel, and when he saved Zhan Li, he also pushed Zhan Li into another abyss that could not save himself, and the responsibility of the high priest's identity was destined to make Zhan Li lonely, and he was only for the fire phoenix and the Yan family's royal family. From this moment on, Yan Ziyue felt a little guilty about Zhan Li, because of his father's trust in him, because of his dependence on him, and because of everything he did for himself.

Yan Ziyue listened attentively to every word of Zhan Li, thinking about the meaning that Zhan Li wanted to express and the road he wanted to take in the future.

Seeing that Yan Ziyue listened so seriously, he talked about the origin of the Fire Phoenix Kingdom and some secrets of the Heding Continent, including the Wuji Gate.

A little surprise flashed on Yan Ziyue's face, but she didn't interrupt her words, and still listened very quietly.

Zhan Li felt that he had said enough, but he still couldn't directly tell the secret that he had been hiding in his heart, that is, the omen of the Fire Phoenix Scepter, the existence of the String Moon Volcano, and the throne of the Fire Phoenix Country.

Yan Ziyue linked what Yan Li said, thought for a while and said, "Father-in-law, do you have anything important to tell me?"

"I...", after thinking about it again, he still felt that Yan Ziyue was too young now, so let's talk about it later.

Yan Ziyue saw that Yan Li didn't have anything to say, so she exhaled lightly and said, "Father-in-law, Yue'er has grown up, if there is anything in the future, let Yue'er bear it with you."

Looking at Yan Ziyue, her firm eyes flashed with brilliance, just like Yan Moyu back then, it was sincerity, trust, and determination and will to bear it together, and for a while, I felt that my eyes were a little sour.

He parted his face, closed his eyes and soothed his emotions, turned around and said: "Yue'er, you are a princess, you are a direct member of the royal family, for the sake of the millions of people in the Fire Phoenix Country, you can't retreat, you can't be weak, some things are your responsibility, you can't escape, you know"?

Yan Ziyue listened, looking at the man in front of her who had handed over his life to the Fire Phoenix Kingdom, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, everyone should have a choice, shouldn't the choice be sincere and not go against their own will? Why is there so much helplessness, can't it be changed?

Yan Ziyue nodded slightly, and did not directly say what she thought, because she had already decided that she would only do things according to her own wishes, so she agreed: "Father-in-law, Yue'er knows."

Zhan Li looked at Yan Ziyue, who was silent, so calm and calm, with a glint in her eyes, she knew that she had an idea. I hope she can listen to her words a little, but she also clearly understands that she is such a freewheeling person, what she doesn't want to do, no one can force her, and what she wants to do, no one can stop her, which is really similar to his father Yan Moyu.

"Yue'er, you... What are you thinking"? Zhan Li asked.

"It's nothing, father-in-law, it's not early, I'll go back first, you rest early", Yan Ziyue turned around and walked out after speaking, and she didn't stop her, but looking at her obviously so weak but giving people such a firm back, she felt for a while that she was no longer the girl who depended on her for everything, she became more and more independent, and many times she could already stand at the same height as herself, and from time to time she was amazed, and she was becoming more and more curious about her.

Zhan Li knew that from this moment on, he could no longer treat her as a child, she was a very special woman, and her innate energy, like a mystery, had the magic power to subvert all beings.

After Yan Ziyue left, Yan Li stayed in the study all night, sleepless all night, sad, confused, panic and expectation, recalled the time he had passed carefully, and felt that everything seemed to be for meeting her, enjoying this destined fate, seeking a future that he didn't dare to imagine.

Yan Ziyue walked back to Yinghuan Garden from the study of Zhan Li with a lot of worries, and walked for half an hour in a short distance, and was startled by Lei Yunting as soon as she entered Yinghuan Garden.

"Yan Ziyue, why did you come back"?

Yan Ziyue was shocked, raised her eyes and looked at Lei Yunting and said, "Hmm...", and then continued to walk forward.

"What's wrong with you"?

"It's okay", Yan Ziyue replied perfunctorily.

"Really"?

Yan Ziyue ignored him, went straight upstairs, ran into Meng Niang and Hongsu, smiled slightly, and went upstairs.

"Yue'er, let's eat something", Meng Niang asked.

"I'm not hungry", Yan Ziyue didn't look back and threw down a sentence, and the figure disappeared around the corner of the stairs.

"Princess, what's wrong"? Hongsu looked at Meng Niang and Lei Yuntingdao.

"The princess has something on her mind, let her think about it for herself, let's not disturb her", Meng Niang said as she looked at the place where Yan Ziyue disappeared.

Lei Yunting disappeared in a flash, and lightly burrowed into the big banyan tree in front of Yan Ziyue's window, leaning on a branch and half-lying, looking at the closed window, thoughtful.

Yan Ziyue stretched her body and lay on the bed, looking at the delicate carvings on the top of the bed in a daze, feeling that today's time passed too slowly, and every minute was so long. I don't know how long it took, Yan Ziyue sat up, sat down and practiced the Heart Sutra, hoping to help herself calm down, after entering the meditation, everything around her was still, and she heard and saw many things that had been ignored or forgotten by herself, and now they all poured up, the pictures were staggered, the amount of information was getting bigger and bigger, and the whole mind was filled with depression and couldn't be closed, until all the fragments were over, Yan Ziyue got a moment of peace.

When Yan Ziyue opened her eyes again, the sky had already turned white. Yan Ziyue fell back, stretched out her hand in front of her eyes, and covered the entire top of the bed, and sighed for a while: "Can my hands cover the sky?"

"Maybe it's really possible", Yan Ziyue replied to herself, turned over and bowed like a shrimp, shrunk, crossed her hands around her calves, kept blinking, and gradually fell asleep.

Lei Yunting kept watch outside the window all night, and saw that the room had not moved, so he did not disturb until the sky was white, and when he was about to leave, he thought that he would still enter the house to take a look, and softly pushed the window in, and saw Yan Ziyue, who was huddled in a ball, holding his poor little appearance, feeling distressed for a while, uncomfortable, and hesitated for a long time before he walked over and covered her with a soft quilt and turned to leave.

Yan Ziyue slept very hard this night, and didn't wake up until midafternoon, Meng Niang and the others came upstairs to see that she slept soundly and didn't bother, among them, Yan Li also came in person once, and saw that Yan Ziyue was still asleep, so she left without saying anything.

The first thing Yan Ziyue did when she woke up was to find something to eat, but she was so hungry that she swept away the dishes on the table in one breath and hiccuped. Yan Ziyue left everyone behind, walked around the Great Si Ming Palace alone, and unconsciously came to the Tibetan Scripture Building, and went up to the fifth floor as soon as he entered, and he remembered staying here when he was a child, and at that time he could only get the books at the bottom of the shelf, and now even the highest shelf can be obtained. Yan Ziyue casually pulled out a volume from the shelf, leaned her back on the bookshelf and looked at it, thin or thick, fast or slow, a book was finished in a while, and then another random copy was drawn, and it was the whole afternoon at a glance, and she didn't leave until the time of the lamplight.

When Yan Ziyue returned to Yinghuan Garden, she learned that Zhan Li had come to Rang Yun and told her not to forget her boss's school.

For more than a month after that, Yan Ziyue got up every morning to practice with Lei Yunting in the morning, entered the palace boss in the morning, and went into the scripture building in the afternoon, and did not come out until dark. Lei Yunting doesn't like to read, but in order to accompany Yan Ziyue, he had to stay in the scripture building, not like Nangong pardon, since the injury was healed, he came to the Dasi Ming Palace every once in a while to accompany Yan Ziyue to read in the scripture building. Lei Yunting sometimes felt bored and deliberately asked Nangong Yu for trouble, in order to fight with him, Nangong Yu knew Lei Yunting's thoughts, and responded to requests, sometimes he started to do it in the scripture building, Yan Ziyue would be unbearable every time until he got angry and drove the two out. Seeing all this in the eyes of Zhan Li, he smiled enviously from time to time, sighing at the simple and happy time of their age.

On this day, King Kang's Mansion sent someone to see Yan Ziyue and informed him that the tower of Xingyue Pavilion had been repaired, and Yan Ziyue was invited to return to the house to have a look. This time, Yan Li had to accompany Yan Ziyue together, so several people came to King Kang's Mansion together.

Yan Ziyue was very satisfied with the renovated terrace of Xingyue Pavilion, and praised it again and again, and the joy on her face was obvious. Zhan Li watched silently, and then walked around the building, making a list for Steward Luo to add some things to come in.

Yan Ziyue stood on the terrace and looked at the direction of the Xianyue Volcano in a daze, and she didn't notice it in time when she came close to her.

"Yue'er...", Yan Li looked in the direction of Yan Ziyue's gaze, recalling the moment when he had experienced life and death with Yan Moyu on the String Moon Volcano, and when he saw the person similar to Yan Moyu around him, he actually had the illusion that his emotions had shifted.

"Father-in-law...", Yan Ziyue turned her head and looked at Yan Li eagerly, pointed at the Xianyue volcano and said, "Father-in-law, didn't you say that you would take me there when I was able enough?" Can you take me there now"?

After a pause, he thought for a while and said, "Yue'er... When you are fifteen years old, I will take you there."

"Why not now, is it because my martial arts are not high enough now"?

"No, it's not that you can go if your martial arts are high enough, there are dangers that we can't predict, and those who can go must first have the ability to deal with danger and the courage to face death, and secondly, they must have enough preparation. Yue'er, it's very simple to go, but the most important thing is to come back safely, and I will take you to ensure your safety."

"I know, don't worry, father, I won't be willful anymore, if I really want to go, I also have to make sure that I have the ability to come back safely with you."

"Yue'er...", Yan Li looked at Yan Ziyue dotingly with a smile in his eyes.