Chapter 338: Unforgivable
Xiaoru has actually learned that Niangniang's child has been miscarried, and she can't get rid of the emperor, although this is the best choice for Niangniang, but how can the emperor do this kind of thing himself?
Yan Miaoyu no longer continued to insist, but said softly: "In that case, take care of the queen mother, if you need anything, just come to me." ”
He had already seen the wooden sign in the lobby, and felt that his breathing was not smooth, and his heart was in pain.
It seems that she really hates herself now.
Yan Miaoyu was even wondering if his original decision was wrong.
No, he didn't do anything wrong, even if this child was the flesh and blood of the two of them, but Nan Anzhuo's life was more important.
They already have Ling Hao, and there will be other children in the future, but he can't just lose Nan'an Rose forever, he can't do it at all.
Now even if Nan Angui deliberately avoided him, Yan Miaoyu had never regretted this decision.
At this time, in the warm pavilion, Nan'an Gui stood at the door expressionlessly, looking at the disappearing figure, the coldness in his eyes seemed to have fallen into a thousand years of freezing.
She walked out of the warm pavilion and gently wiped the tablet in the lobby with her sleeve, thinking that it was all just a dream, but she couldn't do it at all.
Her own flesh and blood were actually beaten off by her own father, how could she easily forgive him.
returned to the warm pavilion in silence, Xiaoru saw Niangniang's demeanor, and unconsciously felt even more sorry for her.
Although it has been half a month since the incident, the mother has become more cold than before, and people can't get close.
After Nan Angui woke up, he didn't cry and make a fuss, but calmly made people feel terrible. It was as if she was eating, drinking, and sleeping as usual, but she didn't speak.
A few days later, Yan Miaoyu stood in the courtyard again, but when she heard Xiao Ru's words, she repeated it again.
"Your Majesty, Niangniang has rested and doesn't want to see anyone."
Yan Miaoyu looked at the closed door quietly, and her heart continued to ache. What the hell did she have to do to forgive him?
He was about to give up and leave, when he suddenly heard a cold voice coming from him.
"Xiao Ru, I'll wake up too, let Your Majesty come in."
Yan Miaoyu finally felt a little relieved in his heart, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, turned around and walked in.
Nan Angui only left a back, standing thin and weak in the room.
"Little Rose."
"After all, let's change the title, this title is too intimate for the two of us."
Nan Angui's eyes were red and swollen when she turned around, and there was no longer the gentleness in her eyes, but she put on a pair of bewitching makeup.
She slowly walked towards Yan Miaoyu and said with a sneer.
"Your Majesty should give me a reasonable explanation now, why did you kill such an innocent child with your own hands? Why would you want to be such a cruel person? Why are you hurting me so much? ”
The more Nan An Gui spoke, the more excited he became, and the sadness and sadness that had been silent for a long time burst out like a fountain in an instant.
Every question she asked was like a knife stabbing Yan Miaoyu in the heart.
"You also know that if this child is born, it may kill you."
Yan Miaoyu replied helplessly, her eyes full of distress and pain.
"Whether he will harm me or not, it's all my business and you have nothing to do with it, even if I die because of it, it's my own choice, I just want to give birth to him."
Nan Angui was almost unable to stand in pain now, his hands were tightly clasped on his arms, and his eyes were full of hatred.
Yan Miaoyu made this cruel decision entirely for her good, but now Nan Angui didn't want to forgive him at all.
Yan Miaoyu suddenly felt as if he was a plaything in God's hands, constantly tormenting, constantly polishing, and he endured more pain than others.
"Xiao Rose, are you the only one who is sad? Isn't that kid related to me by any blood? I really feel sad and remorseful, but I still chose to do it because I wanted to save you. ”
Yan Miaoyu suddenly shouted that he couldn't put it up, and he said excitedly.
"But why don't you think about my feelings, you would rather lose your life because of a child and don't think about how you will live without me. You want Ling Hao to be from a young age
Lost your mother? Don't you think about the feelings of a child who has already been born? ”
Nan Angui didn't listen to his explanation, pushed him away hard, and said with a sneer: "But you should discuss with me that you should tell me if you eat less, instead of giving me abortion pills without my knowledge, you tell me, how can I forgive this ruthless you." ”
Nan Anzhui's tears were already covering her whole face, and Yan Miaoyu suddenly felt that this time the two of them could never go back.
"Rose, I'm sorry, I really just don't want to experience the feeling of losing you again."
"Don't appear in front of my eyes anymore, I can't forgive you at all, leave me."
This miscarriage incident added a gap between the two of them, as if neither of them was willing to take another step.
And at this moment, Yun Chao actually came to a letter saying that Nan Chongming missed his daughter and wanted to see his daughter, and when Nan Angui saw this letter, his first reaction was doubt.
The hatred between her and Nan Chongming is even more incompatible, he has tried every possible way to frame Nan An, but now he is saying what he misses, which is really ridiculous.
But now that she is alone in the palace, thinking about the dead child every day, she thinks that it is better to take this opportunity to go back and take a good look at what kind of Hongmen banquet this is.
She was just surprised when she heard that the emperor of the Yun Dynasty had become Nan Chongming, and she heard that he had married the queen first, she was surprised and didn't think much about it, after all, he didn't have a wife by his side now, and it should be common sense to marry a woman as the queen.
A few days later, Nan Angui put on a red dress, walked into the hall, sat down and ordered: "Xiaoru go and tell the emperor that I have something to talk to him." ”
She can't remember how long it has been since she and Yan Miaoyu have met, although she hates him in her heart, but during this time, she seems to be able to slowly understand everything he has done, it is really for her, but she can't really accept her husband, and he will kill an unborn child.
It didn't take long to hear Xiaoru say softly: "Niangniang, Your Majesty has come to see you." ”
Yan Miaoyu slowly walked over and looked at Nan Anzhui with an indifferent face, still a little helpless in her heart.