CHAPTER XXVI
"Shen Fu, I want to say that I have always loved you, and I have been thinking about you waiting for you for so many years, it must be a deception to you, so I don't want to hide it from you. I heard you say that you want to spend the rest of your life together, and I really envied him at the time, and I was very uncomfortable. I thought I didn't have a chance, and I was relieved after a while.
I've been busy with work for the past few years, and then I have time to think about personal problems, and I want to find the right person to live a good life with, but no matter what kind of person the other person is, I will find it very boring. I don't want to just find someone to make do with it until I meet you again. β
Shen Fu kept wrapping her fingers around the tassel of the scarf, she didn't actually dislike Yu Xiuning in her heart, and even felt very relaxed with him.
But his words made Shen Fu feel very uncomfortable, and after Fang Lin's incident, she had no sense of security about her feelings, and began to instinctively fear such things as falling in love and getting married.
A relationship is always good at the beginning, but then it will fade over time and as the things you go through will fade and even turn into hurt.
It's not that Shen Fu doesn't believe in the relationship of growing old together as always, but he has lost confidence in himself to get this kind of bland happiness.
"Thank you, Mr. Yu, for your appreciation...... But I've just ended a relationship, and I don't want to think about it anymore for a short time, I'm really embarrassed. β
Yu Xiuning thought that she would refuse, so he didn't feel sad, he still looked at Shen Fu, smiled and said, "I understand, you need time to adjust yourself." I also knew that I shouldn't have been in such a hurry to show my mind, but I was really scared. β
Yu Xiuning said, he couldn't help but feel a little bitter in his heart, he slowed down and said: "I'm afraid that if I say it late, you will become someone else's, then I may really have no chance at all."
Shen Fu, do you trust your instincts? It's funny, I wouldn't have believed it before, but the last time I saw you at B University, I had a feeling that I had finally arrived, and it was your intuition.
I want to chase you, I want to treat you well, I want you to be my lover, to be the mother of our future children, I want to live an ordinary but warm little life with you, I want to go through it together in the future, rely on each other, and be happy......"
Shen Fu stopped what he was doing and looked at Yu Xiuning fixedlyβhis eyes were full of expectations for the future, and he couldn't fake it at all. Shen Fu was a little flustered and opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.
Yu Xiuning saw Shen Fu's uneasiness, and hurriedly said: "Shen Fu, don't be afraid, I didn't want you to promise me now, I just want to tell you that I am very serious about wanting to participate in your future life, and I also want you to participate in my future every day." I hope that when you want to be in company, you will be the first to think of me. Would you like to give me a chance like this? β
Shen Fu didn't know how to refuse now, she was actually a very soft-hearted person, otherwise she wouldn't have agreed to Fang Lin so quickly, and then she kept compromising. But if someone thinks that Shen Fu is a cowardly person because of this, it is very wrong.
Shen Fu is emotionally a sensual person, if others treat her well, she will cherish it very much, and will be better to that person in turn, even if that person hurts her later, although she is sad, she will still choose to tolerate first.
But once the person she cares about ignores her tolerance again and again, and makes her completely cold, then she will become very rational after seeing that person clearly, and then completely remove that person from her heart, and will not give people the slightest chance to get close to her.
"You...... You'll meet someone better than me in the future. Shen Fu said.
Yu Xiuning's heart instantly softened a little, is Shen Fu not confident? Do you think you'll regret choosing her when you meet someone better in the future? He really wanted to hold Shen Fu's hand in the palm of his hand and tell her: You are the best version of yourself, don't doubt it.
But he couldn't, he was sure that if he really did that, it would only push Shen Fu farther and farther.
"Shen Fu, every decision I make is well thought out, I never regret the choice I made, and besides, you are very good. I don't deny that there will be people who are better than you, even many, but none of those people have anything to do with me, and the person I want to spend the rest of my life with is you, not someone else. β
Yu Xiuning's voice was not loud, but it was very firm, as if it carried some unknown power, making it difficult for Shen Fu to doubt what he said.
"Sister Beauty, you can promise this uncle! Your uncle has asked you to sign up, and you must be afraid that you will be snatched away by other uncles! A childish voice suddenly remembered beside Shen Fu, and Shen Fu hurriedly turned his head to look.
I saw a very beautiful little girl, only four or five years old, with two small pigtails, a small silver crown on one side, a small pink down jacket on the upper body, black leggings and a black skirt with red trim, and a pair of small white boots on her feet.
At this time, she was tilting her little head, staring at Shen Fu with big eyes, looking like a serious little adult, very cute.
Shen Fu laughed, and the nervousness in his heart was washed away by her cute appearance.
"How old are you?" Shen Fu asked her with a smile.
"I'm 5 years old and I'm in middle school! Sister Beauty, this uncle likes you~ I just saw that he has been secretly watching you eat, smiling softly, and leaving the best buns for you to eat! β
Shen Fu couldn't help blushing. She remembered that she had indeed eaten 5 soup dumplings, one serving was 6...... Yu Xiuning seemed to have eaten a soup dumpling at the beginning, and then she didn't clip it again, but finished the scallion pancake that she didn't move much.
"Sister, my uncle likes you so much, you promise to let him sign up, and then you can test him. Xiaoyu in our class was robbed of the opportunity to perform on stage by other children because he signed up late. β
"Thank you, little friend, that's what Uncle meant. Can you tell me why you call me uncle and sister to her? Yu Xiuning was also amused by her.
"Because you're an uncle, girls can't reveal their age, and it's fun to be called sister, you don't even know this, no wonder your sister doesn't agree to you." You have to come on~"
"Hahaha...... As far as you know, say goodbye to your aunt and uncle, and we're going home. An old man with gray hair and good spirits came over with a packed breakfast in his hand, and the little girl hurriedly said, "My grandfather called me, bye~"
After the little girl finished speaking, she ran over and took her grandfather's hand, and corrected: "If a girl wants to call her sister, my mother doesn't like others to call her aunt......"
Shen Fu couldn't help but laugh again, the world of children is so cute.
Shen Fu turned his head and found that Yu Xiuning was looking at him, his eyes were gentle, and his smile was hard to hide. She was suddenly a little nervous again.
Fortunately, Yu Xiuning didn't mention the topic just now.
"Then let's go too." Yu Xiuning's tone was very gentle, and he was in a good mood.
"Okay." Shen Fu stood up as she spoke, and was about to reach out to take her bag, but Yu Xiuning had already helped her carry it.