Chapter 1040: Torment Me Like This (3)
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Yan Luoxi was a little out of breath by him, her heart was sore and painful, and she didn't want to torture him. She obviously knew that Li Yuran came to tell her that just to sow discord, but there was no way to get her words out of her mind.
Before, she had been unable to accept Li Yeqi's feelings, in addition to guilt, but also because of the cowardice and guilt hidden in her heart. The guilt in her heart was stimulated by the violence in her heart yesterday, and she couldn't calm herself down.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."
Li Yeqi tightened his arms hard, his heart ached, "Xi'er, why did you do this to me, did I make you feel sick?" ”
Yan Luoxi's whole body trembled, she quickly shook her head, wanting to look up at him, but only saw his resolute chin, her eyes moistened, "No, I'm not disgusting, I ......"
She lowered her eyes, how was she going to explain? It seemed that any kind of explanation would hurt him, and at this moment, she panicked and wanted to run, she shouldn't have come here, she should have let each other calm down.
"That...... You let me go first. ”
Sensing her struggle, Li Yeqi hugged her tighter, "Xi'er, don't embarrass me, you know that I can't let go of you, even if I have to entangle each other for the rest of my life, I can't let go of you." ”
He won't be as stupid as Bo Jingnian, he has obviously gotten it, but he doesn't know how to cherish it.
If he really let go of her, then she would be snatched away in the blink of an eye, and there were so many men waiting behind him waiting for them to break up, he couldn't guard against it, so he could only hold on to her tightly.
"You've strangled me...... Coming soon...... I can't breathe......" Yan Luoxi said bitterly, she still hurt him last night, and made him uneasy, she closed her eyes, resenting her cowardice.
If she was a little stronger, if she was a little more selfish, would she be able to stay by his side without heart and lungs, not thinking about anything, just thinking about how to make him happy and how to make him happy.
But she couldn't.
Li Yeqi heard a trace of pain in her voice, he quickly let go of her, lowered his eyes and saw that her cheeks were flushed from suffocation, he said in a panic: "Xi'er, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, are you okay?" ”
Yan Luoxi coughed, she coughed and waved at him, "Cough... No, it's okay...... cough cough cough ...... I'm fine...... Don't be nervous......"
Li Yeqi's dark eyes were filled with deep self-blame and pain, he didn't want to hurt her, but when they were together, it seemed that they would always inadvertently hurt each other, he took a step back, "I have a party today, I can't eat with you, I'll let Zhou Bei send you back." ”
"Zhou Bei, send Xi'er back."
Yan Luoxi raised her head and watched the man's back fade away, her eyes were red, did she really make him sad?
Zhou Bei walked over and said, "Miss Yan, I'll send you back." ”
Yan Luoxi didn't want to leave like this, at least to clear up the misunderstanding first, but if he kissed her again, or did something more intimate, would she resist and hurt his male self-esteem again?
Yan Luoxi couldn't go to him at this time, because she didn't know how to face the guilt in her heart yet, she shook her head, "No need, I drove the car myself." ”
Yan Luoxi staggered out of the Li Building, the weather was sunny today, the sun was shining on the earth, Yan Luoxi walked towards the parking lot, sat in the car, and put her head on the steering wheel.
She seemed to be sick again, depressed to the extreme, and the urge to escape from reality kept coming up, making her want to find a place where no one was around.
No, she couldn't go on like this.
Yan Luoxi sat up straight, she shook her hands and fastened her seat belt, and started the car and drove out.
Forty minutes later, the white Volvo was parked in the parking lot of a psychiatric center, and Yan Luoxi unbuckled his seatbelts, opened the cupboard to find sunglasses to put on, and then pushed the car door and got out of the car.
She sat on the bench and waited for the nurse to call her, and about fifteen minutes later she heard the nurse call her name, and she got up and walked in.
Sandalwood burned in the simple psychological counseling room, and the familiar smell made her mood inexplicably settle, she took off her sunglasses, and the other party looked at her in surprise, "Miss Yan, is it you?" ”
Yan Luoxi sat down opposite the psychiatrist, and she said, "It's me, long time no see, Dr. Xu." ”
Dr. Xu looked at her, "It's been a long time, I saw the hot search on Weibo a few days ago, and I realized that you have returned to China, Miss Yan, how are you doing lately?" ”
Yan Luoxi smiled bitterly, "If I'm doing well, I probably won't appear in front of Dr. Xu." ”
"So, there is something wrong with Miss Yan's psychological state?" Dr. Xu gave Yan Luoxi psychological treatment six years ago, and her psychological state was already very bad at that time.
Later, a series of blows and pressures aggravated her psychological problems, until she completely disappeared in front of the screen. The next time I learned about her was five years ago, when her mentor inadvertently mentioned a patient to her, saying that the patient's mental illness had reached the point of madness, and finally he had to rely on his own perseverance to wake up.
The tutor was also quite impressed when she mentioned this patient, she had never heard of what kind of person the tutor admired, so she asked the patient's name, and the tutor told her that the patient's name was Yan Xi.
She didn't think much about it at the time, but when she saw the name on the case just now, and then saw Yan Luoxi, she suddenly understood that the patient who was very persevering back then was her.
However, as a psychiatrist, she didn't want to meet her here, because if she would come here, it would mean that her mental illness had relapsed.
"Hmm."
Dr. Xu's expression was solemn, she looked at her quietly, her brows suppressed depression, and since she sat down, her hands have been clasped on her knees, that posture is not only a kind of self-protection, but also a prayer action, as if praying to God to save her.
"If Miss Yan can trust me, you might as well tell me about your psychological distress, as a doctor, I must first judge Miss Yan's psychological state."
Yan Luoxi lowered her head, hesitated, and she couldn't express her troubles.
Dr. Xu carefully observed her expression, and she was very wary and very resistant to revealing her heart, which was a very tricky situation. Once the patient falls into this situation, whether it is the doctor or the people around her, it will take double or even many times the energy to open her heart.
"Miss Yan?"
Yan Luoxi looked up at Dr. Xu, she shook her head slightly, "I may have come to the wrong place, Dr. Xu, I'm sorry, I'll go back first." ”
When Dr. Xu saw her get up, she also got up, "Miss Yan, please wait a moment, I have something for you." ”
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