Chapter 52 Don't dare to lose your temper with you
"Xiaotian, it's... It's my sister who is useless, my sister can't let you... Let you continue the treatment..."
Gu Wan cried a little silently, she hated, hated that she didn't have this ability, hated that she couldn't let her brother live well, in the huge world, they just wanted a quiet corner and live well, but this has become the biggest luxury.
Hearing this, Gu Xiaotian's face became very solemn, and a trace of loneliness flashed in his eyes, but it was just a flash, and then he was replaced by relief.
Gu Xiaotian calmly pulled out the needle on the back of his hand, gently patted Gu Wan's back with his hand, and persuaded softly: "Sister, it's okay, I don't blame you, you have done enough for me, and it is really good that I can live until now." ”
He is seventeen years old this year, he has been ill for several years, and he knows that he has been dragging Gu Wan down, and Gu Wan has really done enough for him.
"But, but I can't let you continue to live well, I'm sorry for you."
Gu Wan's face was full of tears, even though Gu Xiaotian tried hard to wipe the tears on her face, her tears seemed to be under no control at all, no matter how she wiped them, she couldn't stop them.
Gu Xiaotian simply moved closer and hugged her directly, "Sister, you have done enough for me, in fact, I don't want you to do anything that makes you unhappy because of me, I'm not afraid of death, really." ”
He is indeed not afraid of death, he has been sick for so long, he has already seen it, if his illness is cured, it is his luck, but if his illness is not cured, he will not be unable to accept it, at most there will be regrets, regrets that he can't repay Gu Wan.
"I won't let you die, I won't let you..." Gu Wan's face was full of tears, like a child abandoned by adults, crying and sobbing all the time.
"Sister, life and death are human nature, even if I die, you will always remember me, won't you?" Gu Xiaotian said with a smile, with a touch of relief on his face.
He didn't know how many times he had walked through the Ghost Gate, and he had already looked down on life and death, but after all, he had some regrets, regretting that after his death, his sister really became a person......
Gu Xiaotian suddenly thought of something, let go of her, looked into her eyes and asked, "Sister, it was Gong Mohan who bullied you, right?" ”
If it weren't for what happened, Gu Wan wouldn't have behaved like this, and if it weren't for Gong Mohan, she wouldn't want to be discharged from the hospital in a hurry.
Gu Xiaotian clenched his fists tightly, did Gong Mohan forget his promise to him at the beginning? He said he wouldn't hurt his sister, but he didn't do it......
Gu Wan kept shaking her head, "Xiaotian, I don't want to hear this name, I don't want to..."
It hurts too much, this memory is too painful, she desperately locked her heart, desperately not letting Gong Mohan into her life, but she was disgusted by him after all, and this time he was really disgusted with herself.
Gu Xiaotian's face became very serious, and there was even killing intent in his eyes, but he was quickly replaced by helplessness, where does he still have a chance to avenge his sister now, I'm afraid he won't have this chance again.
"Sister, let's get out of here, go anywhere, didn't you tell me you like maple trees, then let's go to a place full of maple trees."
Since everything is doomed, since the destiny cannot be changed, he will choose to spend his last days with the people closest to him, rather than spending time in such a cold ward.
"Xiaotian, it's useless to be a sister, my sister can't save you, but you don't have to worry, my sister will always be with you." Salty tears were accompanied by a bitter smile, she still had a word to say, she would always be with her, even if she died.
When Gong Mohan came over, what he saw was that the sister and brother were hugging each other like this, and Gu Wan was crying so sadly that she was sobbing and panting all the time.
His heart seemed to be blocked by a big stone, making him feel that his breathing was a little restricted, looking at Gu Wan crying so sadly, he only felt very uncomfortable in his heart, was it because of herself that she was crying so sadly?
"What are you doing here?" Gu Xiaotian opened his mouth coldly.
He was the first to see Gong Mohan who appeared in the ward, and at this moment he didn't know how long he had been here.
He had been paying attention to Gu Wan just now, and his ears were filled with the sound of her crying, so he didn't hear the sound of him opening the door.
Gu Wan followed his line of sight, turned around and saw the person she least wanted to see.
Gu Wan's reaction was very calm, as if she knew that he would come.
"What are you doing here? I don't need you to come and drive us away, we'll get out on our own. The voice was hoarse and sobbing with crying.
When she was betrayed by Gong Mingrui, she reacted very much, smashing the chair and stool, but she didn't feel very sad in her heart, just simple resentment and displeasure.
But now before being treated like this by Gong Mohan, she didn't want to do anything, and the calm made people feel terrible, but she was really sad in her heart, and there was a place in her heart that kept aching.
"I didn't want you to leave, never." Gong Mohan frowned and explained that he had never meant to let them leave, and since the moment he promised her, he would no longer use Gu Xiaotian as a bargaining chip and coercion at will.
"Really?" Gu Wan smiled faintly, now she didn't want to listen to any explanation from him, everything was boring.
"I... I'm coming... I just want to have a good talk with you. Gong Mohan said with a solemn face, he wanted to have a good talk with her, wanted to explain to her well, and the most important reason, he didn't want her to be so sad.
"Do you think there's anything to talk about between us?" Gu Wan said lightly, she didn't even have the courage to face him now.
"I think you may have misunderstood something, so I want to make it clear to you." Gong Mohan frowned and said quietly, he is becoming more and more sure now, he must have misunderstood something Gu Wan.
"Gong Mohan, now that it's happened, I don't want to listen to any more explanations from you, it's really boring, and I don't want to hear you deceive me anymore."
Gu Wan's emotions became more and more excited, thinking of Gu Yanran's teeth and claws in front of her, she felt very angry, why did he and Gu Yanran treat her like this.
"Gu Wan, this matter is really just a misunderstanding, can you listen to me explain it well?" Gong Mohan said helplessly.
He really didn't know how she would believe her words, and now he didn't know what was going on.
"Enough, Gong Mohan, you didn't do what you promised me, and in that case, I won't let my sister be hurt by you." Gu Xiaotian looked at him fixedly and said, if she knew that in order to save him, Gu Hui would have been wronged like this, he would not agree.
"What I promised you, I have never violated, never." Gong Mohan's tone of voice was extraordinarily serious and serious.
From the moment he promised him, he had never done anything to hurt Gu Wan, even if she had choked herself many times, he had never taken it to heart.
"Don't disobey? Aren't you responsible for my sister's current appearance? Gu Xiaotian asked lightly, he thought he was a good person at the beginning, but now it seems that he really looks at the wrong person.
"Xiaotian, don't say anything, let's pack up our things and leave here first, I will definitely lead you to find a better doctor."
Gu Wan seemed to promise Gu Xiaotian, and she wanted to promise herself that no matter what, she would never give up her younger brother.
"Okay." Gu Xiaotian showed a shallow smile, since saying these things would make her unhappy, then he wouldn't mention these things again.
"You can't get out of here." Gong Mohan said solemnly, do you want to find a better doctor for him? If there really is a better doctor, why would he be blackmailed by him to agree to his terms?
Gong Mohan knew best that what he needed most now was not a redder doctor, but medicine.
Feng Chezhi and Gu Wan have known each other for many years, but they have always been powerless about Gu Xiaotian's illness, if he really leaves these medicines, I am afraid it will really be a dead end.
"Oh, why should we listen to you? If you don't leave here, will you have to wait here to die? Gu Wan said disdainfully, she couldn't imagine that she was worthy of Gong Mohan's attention to her like this.
"Five minutes, listen to my explanation." Gong Mohan frowned and said, in five minutes, he had to explain to her clearly, it was impossible for him to carry someone else's black cauldron, and even death was unknown.
"First, I didn't ask the hospital to stop your brother's medicine, so I didn't understand what you just said."
"Second, I have never done anything to hurt you, at least since I promised Xiaotian, I have never done it."
"Third, I thought you were taking Gu Yanran to seduce me today, so your attitude was a little bad."
Gong Mohan had been looking at Gu Wan, expecting to see a trace of looseness and a different kind of emotion on her face.
Gu Wan listened to his words in a daze, and her heart was indeed very touched, but she couldn't be sure whether his words were true or false, and she couldn't get any verification in the end.
"What you said is true?" Gu Wan raised her eyes to look at him, there were still crystal clear teardrops on her eyelashes, and she looked so pitiful.
"I still don't know why you suddenly got angry, I don't know why you suddenly cried and ran away, because I really didn't do anything to hurt you."
"Even in the morning when I was at the clinic, I was very angry and angry with you, but I still didn't dare to lose my temper with you."