Looking at Yan Qingruo's guilty and unbearable face, Chu Shijia, who always had a faint look on her face, and didn't care too much about it, couldn't help but smile at her.

Then he opened his mouth to persuade in a casual but gentle tone that wanted the other party to be relieved: "Qingruo, you don't have to be like this, since I was willing to do this, this matter has nothing to do with you, not to mention that there is a reason for it, and this reason is because of me." ”

Yan Qingruo, who was not relieved because of his two words, just pursed her lips and shook her head lightly, "How can it have nothing to do with me?" If it weren't for me, your hand wouldn't have hurt to this extent, and you wouldn't have ...... scalpel in the future."

The more he said it, the more excited Yan Qingruo's tone became, and when he mentioned Chu Shijia's hand, if it couldn't be cured, then the possibility of being able to pick up the scalpel again in the future could be said to be very small, and he couldn't help but pause.

For a moment, she clearly saw that when she mentioned the scalpel, a trace of loss crossed Chu Shijia's eyes.

Even if it was only for a moment, it was enough to make her feel extremely guilty, and it was difficult to let go, and there was no way to accept the fact that Chu Shijia would not be able to pick up the scalpel again after that, which was very likely to come true.

And it was also at this time that Yan Qingruo felt an indescribable sense of despicability from the bottom of her heart.

She obviously knew that Chu Shijia felt uncomfortable about not being able to hold a scalpel and stand by the operating table again, but at a time like this, she only said this kind of words because of the self-emotion in her heart.

Even if she hadn't finished speaking, this kind of words that had already been mentioned had already aroused Chu Shijia's mind.

And now Chu Shijia wanted her not to care too much about this matter, but he had to endure the pain in his heart, and in turn comforted her.

Yan Qingruo, who bit her lower lip a little pale, knew that the words had been spoken, even if she had not said them completely, Chu Shijia must have guessed what she was going to say.

Only for a moment, the regret and pain of Chu Shijia, who was stunned in the depths of his eyes, completely fell into Yan Qingruo's eyes, and now when she saw the person in front of her comforting her like this, the guilt in her heart became even stronger.

Yan Qingruo, who was biting her lower lip, shook her head slowly, "Shi Jia...... I'm sorry, I want to say ......"

"Qingruo, I don't mind what you want to say, I just want to tell you that I really don't care, and you don't have to frown at me like this."

As he spoke, Fei Chu Shijia immediately raised his hand and subconsciously wanted to smooth Yan Qingruo's frowning brows, but when he was about to touch it, he reacted suddenly.

Chu Shijia took the hand that was only a few centimeters away from Yan Qingruo, as if to hide his emotions, lightly touched the side of her hair bun, and gently pulled back the broken strand of hair that Yan Qingruo had just lowered because of her head.

Then she quickly retracted it, and did not leave half a second more on her long hair, "It's better to pay more attention to rest when you are recovering from a serious illness, my hand is ......"

Chu Shijia, who had always maintained a warm smile, lifted the important hand to the eyes of the two people, again

Raising her eyes to look at Yan Qingruo in front of her, the stunned feeling hidden in her eyes had all turned into a gentle smile at this moment.

"It's not as serious as you say." As he spoke, he swayed left and right as if he was afraid that Yan Qing would not believe it, proving that his left hand really didn't matter.

But even if Chu Shijia used this kind of look, he really didn't care so much, when he said this kind of words that didn't care and seemed to be relieved.

Yan Qingruo has always been able to feel the emotions that are really hidden in his heart from his kind of nonchalant relief.

Yan Qingruo, who was still full of guilt, knew that Chu Shijia was saying this now, but it was just because she didn't want her to blame herself for his injured hand.

But even if Yan Qingruo understood this in her heart, it would be useless after all, it was impossible to be relieved as if it was really so simple, as if nothing had happened.

If Wei Linnan can really find a way to heal Chu Shijia's hand, even if he can't completely restore the injured hand to the same extent as before.

But as long as it can be recovered, it is enough for Chu Shijia to pick up the scalpel again, and if he slowly recovers in the future, Yan Qingruo feels that it is enough.

For all the debts, she will definitely repay them slowly in the future, and she will repay all the guilt that comes from Chu Shijia's body little by little.

Even if it takes a lifetime to repay it, Chu Shijia is willing to pay her kindness and kindness to her.

It's just that on top of this repayment, everything she can give can come from the affection of her family or from the friendship between friends.

But outside of this, Yan Qingruo knew in her heart that she couldn't give too much other affection anymore.

She also believed that a person like Chu Shijia, who was gentle from the heart, was not as he had shown on the surface before.

There will always be times when people can't think about it, and most people are very likely to do something completely different from themselves in the past under the influence of that emotion.

Although before this, Chu Shijia did hurt her because of some means, but in terms of all the previous things, after all, all of this was owed by Yan Qingruo to Chu Shijia, and she really had no way to blame Chu Shijia.

Especially in this situation, Chu Shijia has not only been humble to all kinds of past, but also from the injured hand or from Chu Shijia's maintenance and care for her.

All of them made Yan Qingruo grateful to him, and in addition to this gratitude, she was always guilty of Chu Shijia.

The more Yan Qingruo thought about it like this, and when she looked at the gentle appearance of the person in front of her, she couldn't help but make up her mind to completely restore Chu Shijia's hand to its usual thoughts.

"Lin Nan promised me that he would find a way to cure the problem of his hand, you used to be the best doctor Chu in the hospital, whether it was out of family or friends, I hope you can become the best doctor Chu again."

The radiant Dr. Chu standing next to the operating table.

Just the back

Yan Qingruo did not say these words. She really hoped for this in her heart, but she didn't dare to tell Yu Chu Shijia this thought.

She is afraid that the relationship between the two people will finally return to normal now, since the person she is happy with in her heart has always been Chu Mu, and she has already been ready to spend the second half of her life with Chu Mu and Nuo Nuo.

Then she must not give the other party any illusions that come from her on top of this kind of thing that may cause any emotional disputes.

So she just looked forward to Chu Shijia's hand being restored from the perspective of her friends, her family, and even the "initiator", and then returned to his job as a doctor.

And standing opposite her Yan Qingruo, after taking her words and all the emotional coefficients into her eyes, those eyes that were as warm as jade couldn't help but show a little bitterness.

How could he not know that Yan Qingruo was saying these words now for fear that he would misunderstand, so he deliberately or unintentionally distanced himself from him.

And all the words of concern she said now were all from the guilt in her heart and the ordinary concern between friends.

"Qingruo, you really don't have to worry about me so much, my hands are not that important. I've been a doctor for so long, and since I can't hold a scalpel in the future, it's better to take this opportunity to change jobs. ”

"No, you can't!" Yan Qingruo, who heard Chu Shijia's words, directly and decisively refuted it without thinking too much, and then said with a serious expression: "You love this job, so you must not give up." Lin Nan said that she will find a way, there will be a way, and I will also find a surgical expert in this area for you, and she will definitely be able to restore the health of your hand! ”

Chu Shijia, who was refuted, looked at Yan Qingruo, who was so firm in front of him, Wei thought about what he wanted to respond to, but he didn't know what to say. After a moment of silence, nothing was finally said.

Just smiled and nodded, it seemed like a promise, but it didn't look like a promise.

Seeing Chu Shijia like this, even if Yan Qingruo seemed to have a heart and wanted to persuade a few words, she still didn't choose to say anything more in the end, but just chose to transfer the topic to the past.

Because Yan Qingruo knew that in Chu Shijia's heart, his hand would probably not have a chance to return to its previous appearance.

After all, in the final analysis, Chu Shijia is also a doctor himself, and after his hand becomes like this, he must try his best to find an expert in this field to operate on him, in order to recover his hand.

But in any case, the matter has been laid out in front of him now, Chu Shijia's hand has never been good, and there is no way to heal it so far.

Now most of this hope can be said to be almost all pinned on Wei Linnan.

In Yan Qingruo's opinion, if Wei Linnan really has no choice, then judging from the current situation, I am afraid that there is really no way at all.

And this is exactly what Yan Qingruo doesn't want to see the most, she hopes that Chu Shijia's hand can return to normal, and then find a partner who is really suitable for him and worthy of his love.

(End of chapter)