The first night in Beijing was no different than usual.

The temporary residence was far from the school, because it was in the suburbs, and the rent was cheap, so I took a bus for nearly an hour and walked into a small alley, a dilapidated low building, according to the address my mother sent me.

Click, crunch......

In the small rental house of less than 60 square meters, it was empty, the room exuded a strong smell of alcohol, there were several wine bottles lying on the ground, and in the closet, the clothes that my mother had just put were packed in the suitcase.

Quarreled again.....

I put down my bag, picked up the wine bottles on the floor, and swept away all the glass shards. This series of actions is as skillful as usually doing housework.

This kind of thing happens more often, so it's not surprising.

On the first day of school, before I started to get busy, I flipped through two pages of the new book and had a general understanding of the contents, so I lost the interest in scrolling down.

I turned on the computer and opened QQ space.

At that time, it was popular for little girls to use QQ space to write diaries, and I also had such a little hobby. It's just that their mood diaries need to block some people, and I don't.

Because, among my QQ contacts, there is no one else except myself.

"Today, I'm still alone. Mother, maybe angry again, father, maybe gambling in which tavern. Life is actually fair to everyone, but I have never learned to be happy in suffering, and I have never learned how to face the kindness of others......."

An Yuqiu's smiling face appeared in my mind, no matter how enthusiastic a person is, sticking a cold ass like me, it won't be long before it stops......

Fengling's campus life after Feng Ling was more plain than I imagined, and I was still such a person who was not interested in anything.

Wearing the same school uniform as everyone else, my tense heart slowly relaxed. Fortunately, it doesn't look so noticeable this way.

After a week of getting along, I realized that An Yuqiu, a girl, was not the same as I imagined.

She and I are two extremes:

She is very popular, there are always people who come to talk to her, and the school club is also her figure; She likes to be in the limelight and meddlesome, so it is inevitable that there will be some gossip; She is the eldest lady of a rich family, and her parents casually threw a sum of money to the principal, so even though her grades were at the bottom of the grade, she was still in the class with the best resources; She is an art student, and she is a good painter.

Her textbooks are much more wonderful than the average textbook: Lu Xun on a motorcycle in the Chinese textbook, calculations on how old each celebrity lived in the physics textbook, and all the circled letters in the English textbook are filled in with colors.......... During class, she passed notes with others and did everything she could, including homemade slingshots, blowtorches, and even a seesaw made out of ruler eraser to act as a cannon.

I liked the way she looked down and painted, her black hair drooping down her neck, and her pretty face with a gentle smile. She usually has a big grin, not like a famous lady at all, she looks like a big sister, only when facing painting, she has a rare quiet appearance.

She also talks to me from time to time, talking about inconsequential topics, such as Jay Chou's concert, and a new product from a certain brand. In the face of her enthusiasm, I always wanted to say something in response, but every time the words came to my mouth, I couldn't speak.

Such an indifferent attitude of mine inevitably aroused the disgust of some people.

That morning, I came to the classroom early to do my duty. As soon as I pushed open the classroom door, someone suddenly grabbed me, I was startled, and when I turned around, there were several familiar and unfamiliar faces.

They tugged and pulled me to the rooftop and threw me to the ground.

"Hey, newcomer, you're very dragged, how dare you ignore our sister An's conversation with you?"

"That's it, which onion are you?"

"Our sister An is willing to deign to be at the same table with you, and you still look like you're on top"...

Countless noisy words lingered in my ears, and countless hands pushed and pulled me again and again.

To be honest, I feel very wronged, my family background and personality doom me to be withdrawn, but what they say is not unreasonable. I just kept my head down and didn't say a word and let them pull at my hair and point at my nose and curse.

"Hey, you little girl is very stubborn, today I want to see, are you really dumb or pretending to be confused!" A girl was so high that she raised her slap.

"Stop what you're doing!"

Familiar reprimand, I don't have to look back, I also know who is coming. I smiled bitterly: An Yuqiu, why do you always show up when I make a fool of myself?

The girl who grabbed me by the collar was frightened and hurriedly let go.

"Sister An, we just can't be angry, we want to teach her a lesson"

"Yes, you see that she is so arrogant, we just want to scare her....." This group of young people gathered around An Yuqiu and wagged their tails and begged for mercy, just like the fierce appearance just now.

"Enough!" An Yuqiu strode towards me, his slender jade arm wrapped around my neck, pointed at them, and said, "Xiao Budian is my tablemate, except for me, no one can bully her, get out of me." ”

They had to leave in a huff, and before leaving, they didn't forget to glare at me fiercely and wave their fists at me.

"Little one, are you alright?" She grabbed my hand and examined the wounds on my arms.

I looked at her nervous look and my heart trembled.

If the shoulders are cut, the waist is like a prime, the muscles are like coagulated fat, and the air is like a quiet orchid. Fold the waist to take a slight step, showing a bright wrist in the light yarn, the eyes contain spring water, and the clear waves are looking forward to. She's a very beautiful girl.

"You are really, you have to learn to resist, these people, the more you are quiet, the more they will bully you, it's okay, with me, I won't let them move a finger of you." But you should also talk to your classmates, our class is very kind....."

The gentle words made me feel warm, and I didn't feel this kind of care for a long time.......

"An Yuqiu, my name is Lige.... Tan Lige..... I'm not very good at talking...."

I buried my head low, and between the slightly long and thin bangs, I saw her beautiful eyes full of surprise, and then the corners of her mouth rose slightly.

It may seem a bit nonsensical to introduce myself to her at this time, but it means that I have truly regarded her as a friend.

It's strange to say that I've been living for so long, and there really is someone who can shake me with just a few words.

Covered by her enthusiasm, even an iceberg that has not melted for thousands of years should melt.

She wandered from side to side, as if she was thinking about something.

"Leaving the song? The name..... It's so sad, can I call you a little pigeon? ”

The sun was shining that day, the breeze was not dry, and she happened to have a smile on her lips, and her youthful and simple face was the same at first sight.

"But I don't know how to get along with people, and besides, I'll be transferring schools soon........"

Yasugaoka took my hand and told me to stand under the eaves into the sun.

"You see, as long as someone is willing to reach out to you, life and you can be full of sunshine, and now that there is someone who reaches out to you, do you still insist on staying where you are?"

I thought that I would never care about anything in my life, but from this moment on, I no longer had such light thoughts.

"I want to ......"

I want to get rid of the haze of the past, An Yuqiu, and give me a lot of advice in the future......