"If I put in a very special amount in this relationship, can I get the results I want?"

"Feelings, this thing, is originally unequal to pay and return, to put it bluntly, it is what you give, just to meet the needs in your heart, as for the needs of others, even if you know, you may not be able to give."

"I give, as long as he tells me what he wants, I can give him anything, as long as I have it."

"What about letting go?"

Hao Yali looked at the TV in a daze, and the conversation between Qiao An and Ni Haoli in the TV series "Hello, Qiao An" seemed to sound quite heart-wrenching.

"Why is my love wrong?" She asked Liu Xiyao.

Liu Xiyao looked at Hao Yali, her eyes seemed to be full of sympathy, "Many times, even if you can't do it, you will be forced to accept it." The two hardest things in the world to do are forgive and give up. In this case, it is better to choose to be kind to yourself, reconcile with the past, and let yourself go. ”

There was something in her words, as if she knew something.

Hao Yali's eyes seemed to be able to see through her, "Did you eavesdrop on what I said to Li Jia yesterday?" ”

"What! No! I'm playing a game! Liu Xiyao's eyes fluttered, and she stood up in a loud defense, "I'm going to order a takeout, what do you want to eat?" ”

"Whatever, I don't have an appetite anyway, so I can't eat it." Hao Yali didn't pursue it and continued to stare at the TV.

In this life, you will meet countless people, some of whom will teach you how to love, and some of whom will make you feel loved. Losing and possessing always go hand in hand, and when you lose, don't you know that it is not the beginning of another possession? At least that's what Liu Xiyao thinks, since she can't go back, it's better to say goodbye. Hao Yali's own conditions are good, and you must believe that there will always be a person at the end of the story, who will come to you in the dust, better than all distant tenderness.

Hao Yali has always felt that she likes Han Yi and loves Han Yi, but in fact, she regards him more as a lifesaver. Even if she falls in love with Han Yi, it is her own business, and she has no right to hurt another person, or even two people, for her own selfish desires.

Liu Xiyao has just turned 20 and has been in love a few times, but after all, she is young, and she has always felt that she can still live a good life after Hao Yali's pregnancy. Seeing her depressed appearance now, she loves and hates, and only hopes that she can make a decision as soon as possible and come out as soon as possible.

These days, she has been living with Hao Yali, but Hao Yali will only lock herself up and don't want to see people except when she goes out to get drunk.

Liu Xiyao hid in the room, put on headphones and listened to Eason Chan's "Elimination", looking at the song comments. One of the passages appealed to her: When you've been in a serious relationship and end up breaking up, it's hard to like someone later. You don't want to spend time and you don't want to understand it, it's like when you're almost done writing an essay, but the teacher says you've scribbled and tore up the assignment and told you to write it all over again. Although you remember the beginning and the content, you don't bother to write it, because an article has taken all your energy, and you are only one end away, and you have to start all over again.

In Liu Xiyao's opinion, she doesn't want to

I don't have the right to criticize Hao Yali and tell her how she should live. As for Liu Xiyao, she is just fighting for herself, how can she feel how unforgivable she is?

She also wanted to like someone as warmly and brightly as Bai Xue and Nuan Nuan, once was enough, but she couldn't do it, and she never even started, but now she has an inseparable relationship, that is, the child in her belly.

When they are young and ignorant, many people can read a magazine from beginning to end without leaving a page, can chase a book with millions of words, and meet someone they like, they can understand their birthday, horoscope, blood type, favorite food, and daily schedule clearly.

But when I grew up, I knew more and more people, but I didn't want to bother getting to know anyone anymore. But at the same time, I am thinking like this, and I am longing for someone to accompany me.

It's like the book says: men and women who eat in the city are eager to eat together, and they are also digesting a person's loneliness. I wish there was someone who could replace you, and I wish there was someone who could make my loneliness complete. But I was afraid that my hopes would become extravagant, so I didn't dare to take this step easily.

In the eyes of some people, the twenties seem to be the most chaotic age in a person's life.

The same is true for Liu Xiyao, her love is like a whim, she is more freewheeling, she comes and goes quickly, and the advantage is that she will not be hurt by her feelings.

Perhaps, she just hasn't met such a person who makes her love so much that her heart aches.

During the Chinese New Year, a group of friends chatted in the group, chatting and chatting about the issue of love. One of her friends said she was off the list. She had the idea of envying her at that time, envying her that she had finally met the right person.

But she is also anxious about when she will be able to share this joy with her friends so happily. The people around her gradually began to get rid of their singles, and every time she saw these, she had the illusion that "there is an object in the whole world, and I am the only one who is still single".

"It's miserable!" That's all she can say to herself.

She practiced dialogue countless times, but she couldn't wait for the right protagonist. Gradually, I discovered that love is a very magical thing, you don't know when it will come, and you don't know when it will leave, everything is unpredictable, you can only follow the arrangement.

"I dreamed of him again yesterday, but he didn't like me in my dreams." "I dreamed last night that a man confessed to me, but I didn't like him. ”

How hard it is to love! She simply didn't want to think about it, and her desire to work hard to make money and live now far exceeded her desire to fall in love.

It has been a long time since Hao Yali ended her relationship with Boss Liu, and she didn't like Boss Liu from the beginning, what she liked in her heart was always Han Yi. It's just that she has been ignored and lived thousands of miles, so she wants to make Han Yi regret it. But even if he betrayed the company and poached a group of people from the company, he didn't get much attention.

Just after she came back from having a relationship with Han Yi in Shanghai, she asked Liu Xiyao out for a few glasses of wine

I started crying when I got down.

Liu Xiyao thought she knew why she was crying, it was nothing more than because Boss Liu treated her badly, spent all day drinking outside, and when she came home, she ignored her at least and beat her up. But I didn't know that she was sad and she cried because of Han Yi.

She said that she fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, someone who didn't put her in her heart again, even if it was a little bit of a place.

Liu Xiyao comforted her: "Just leave that Boss Liu, without him, you can still live well!" ”

"Whatever he does! I'm not used to seeing him for a long time! Then she laughed maniably and said, "I'm cheating too!" I slept with a man I loved, but he didn't have me in his heart at all, but I don't regret it! ”

This made Liu Xiyao understand that what she has always loved in her heart is another man.

A score of 59 is always more difficult than a score of 0, and the most painful thing is never not to have, but to be a little bit closer.

It's a little bit worse, but what is missed is a lifetime.

Maybe you've met someone who hasn't had sweetness, you've only experienced quarrels, and even if you don't want to forgive, you still have to choose to let go in the end.

"Xi Yao! You come out! Hao Yali shouted loudly, "Come out, I have something to tell you!" ”

Liu Xiyao ran out in a panic, for fear that Hao Yali would do something stupid.

"What's wrong? What's wrong? When she came out, she found that Hao Yali was still sitting there unharmed, and then she relaxed, "It's okay, why are you yelling!" I didn't eat anything in the morning, were I hungry? The takeaway will arrive in a moment, I'll get you some fruit. ”

"I'm not hungry!" Hao Yali beckoned to Liu Xiyao, "Come and sit down!" ”

Liu Xiyao put the cut fruit plate in front of Hao Yali, then sat opposite her and handed her a piece of watermelon, "What's the matter, it's so serious!" ”

"I just booked a plane ticket and plan to leave for a while, and you will stay here in the future······"

"What kind of nerves are you! Where are you going to run? Liu Xiyao felt that her current state was not good, and she was more worried about her, and she was already anxious before she finished speaking.

Hao Yali did not explain why she was leaving and where she was going.

"Whether you heard our conversation or not, you have to treat it as if you haven't heard it, and you know it! I know what I've done is dishonorable, but I don't regret it. Stay away from the snowy women, we are not the same kind of people as them······"

Some people say that whether a relationship is good or not is to see if two people can talk, if they can talk, it means that the relationship between each other is still very close, and there are still a lot of intersections, if you say a few words, you are tired, and it is embarrassing to find a topic, which means that the person in front of you cannot make you feel relaxed and free.

Liu Xiyao and Hao Yali get along very well, and they care about each other. A large part of the reason for this is Liu Xiyao's personality, she is very willing to take care of people, she treats people very sincerely, Hao Yali also accepts her affection and takes care of her.

She nodded, tears in her eyes, "Hmm! "Yes. Obviously, she did eavesdrop on Hao Yali and

Li Jia's conversation.

As we get older, we talk less, because you see, not everyone can talk. Not everyone can talk in their hearts, and people who don't agree with you can't talk. It's not people on the same road, I don't want to talk, if the words of the two people slowly become less, it's really not because you have nothing to say, but because your feelings are in this speechless and slowly fade.

Not everyone is willing to spend energy and listen to you complain about some trivial matters, even if someone listens to you complain, maybe you are not in the mood to tell him, it is really not easy to have someone who can talk to, especially those who have suffered from the warmth and coldness of human affection. Therefore, the person who can talk some nonsense with you every day is the one who understands you, and there are countless promises, but it is not worth a sentence that I accompany you, and a thousand words are not worth a sentence that I understand you.

(End of chapter)