208: He doesn't need anyone's forgiveness
"Let's go! I have something urgent to tell you. "How can you tell Chu Lie about their relationship, if Chu Lie gives her up, what will happen to Su Lie alone after he leaves?
Under the control of Song Tangzi, Chu Lie slowly became Su Yu's spare tire. Even if Su Yu didn't have this idea, she didn't know it. Regardless of whether Su Yu was willing or not, Song Tangerine stubbornly tied the fates of the two people together.
Forgive? He doesn't need anyone's forgiveness.
Guilty? For Su Yu, he didn't feel indebted to anything.
Despicable? He admits that his actions are indeed despicable.
"What's the hurry?" Su Yu didn't care about crying, so he was pulled away by Song Tangzi.
Chu Lie looked at the two of them, his face getting worse and worse. Su Yu came to the sixteen buildings three times, but he didn't even look at him. No, to be precise, she hadn't looked at herself in the past few days.
Where is he not as good as Song Tangerine? The other girls all scrambled to be with him, but the one he liked made him angry again and again.
"Chu Lie, you are very powerful, you actually took more than 700 students from the Special Training Department to stay in the wasteland for so many days? Plus those more than 100 instructors, you're tired enough! ”
"In three days, the initial assessment was completed. Of course you're tired, why don't you try what it's like to run around the wasteland all day? ”
"No, not trying." Xiao He shook his head and refused: "When he went out on a mission with the leader before, he didn't stop at all when he ran, that feeling, he felt that his body was about to crack and his throat was burned." ”
"I thought you didn't know what it was like." Chu Lie glanced at him.
"That's why I complimented you on how good you are, running in the wasteland every day for so many days, so as to ensure the safety of the students. Song Tangzi and Su Miao's identities are inconvenient, so they will definitely not be able to help you. ”
Chu Lie was rarely silent.
"When I come back this time, I can still see you alive, it seems that you really have the ability."
"As I said, I've only been in the wasteland for three days." Chu Lie paused and continued, "After that, I will take the students back to Area C. ”
"Then did you get anything out of going back?"
"Yes." Chu Lie turned his head to look at Xiao He, and his face sank: "Accidentally knowing your life experience, is it considered a gain?" ”
"You, you ......" Xiao He was surprised by Chu Lie's words, what kind of accident made Chu Lie's life experience surface.
"How long do you want to hide it from me?"
"I didn't mean to hide it from you, it's Sister Fei, she doesn't want you to remind you of the unpleasantness of the past."
Chu Lie listened to his words, narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked, "What happened to me in the past?" ”
"How do I know this? I'm also an immortal, and you died before me, how can I remember about you? Xiao He glanced at him: "The leader doesn't tell me anything, am I in a similar situation to you?" ”
"You say, will an amnesiac person remember the past when he encounters a familiar environment?"
"Not necessarily." Xiao He thought for a moment and said bluntly: "For example, I, after so many years in the familiar L area, I still haven't been able to think of too many things. ”
"Then I may not be able to remember it when I go back to the L area." Chu Lie muttered, feeling inexplicably better.
"You want to go back to L-Zone?" Xiao He's eyes lit up, and the brother finally figured it out: "I'll go tell Sister Fei." ”
"Then you have to finish the training of the special training department before you can leave!" Chu Lie was speechless about Xiao He's comprehension, where did he show a trace of desire to return to the L area?
Returning to a familiar place does not necessarily bring back memories of the past, let alone nothing. At the thought of facing the past, Chu Lie always felt stunned in his heart, drag it out! How long can it be delayed, how long can it be delayed!
"Can I tell Sister Fei this news?"
"But ......" Chu Lie's words were gagged, and the word "Yi" couldn't be said anyway. OK? He hadn't figured out how to face Chu Fei, and he couldn't open his mouth to call her sister.
Brother Yao later hid his identity, even if there was something wrong, but the people in Area L looked for him for several years and didn't find him, is this like a word?
"I know, you're still a little awkward, I know what to say." Xiao He understood: "Don't worry, my brother is very reliable." ”
Chu Lie looked at him silently, and secretly cursed in his heart for being neurotic.
Xiao He left in a good mood, leaving Chu Lie alone, silently thinking about what to do in the future?
Since confirming this matter from Yao Han, Chu Lie has become extremely confused. In the past, he dared to arrogantly tell others that he was the border defense chief of Area C. But now, I always feel that I am a little lacking in confidence, and I always feel that the people in Area C treat him as an outsider.
He didn't want to go to Area L, and the people there probably didn't welcome him even more! With the ability of the L area, it is too chilling to find a person for several years, and that person is in the C area not far away!
If he goes to Area L, he will be persona non grata. and Nalan'an, who felt inexplicably unhappy when he saw him, the city was so deep, and he still wanted to rob his daughter-in-law with him.
Thinking of this, he resisted the L area even more.
Why don't you discuss it with Ye Tanglan and let him stay as the border guard of Area S. Anyway, Han Xiujun doesn't care, he is an immortal, and since then he has taken the S district on the road to the broad road, Ye Tanglan has no reason to refuse!
And the daughter-in-law is also here, so it's more convenient to find her. But Chu Fei cried and cried all day long, and Xiao He now knew that he accidentally learned about his life experience, and these two would not let him go easily.
Oops, it's annoying!
Chu Lie rubbed his hair indiscriminately, looking distressed. After thinking about it, I didn't know what to do, so I simply leaned and slept on the sofa.
……
Song Tangzi pulled Su Miao to the eighteenth building in the last circle that he hadn't returned to for a long time, opened the lock, let Su Miao enter the house, and locked the door in the back.
Su Miao walked into the house and found that some dust had fallen on the beds of the two of them, and he stepped forward to pat him, and the dust on the quilt choked Su Miao so much that he couldn't stop coughing.
Song Tangzi entered the house and saw her squatting on the side of the bed coughing, so she hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Choked on the dust." Su Yu said aggrievedly.
"It's okay, I'll pat it for you." Song Tangzi squatted down and gently patted her back.
"What else can you do but pat me on the back?" Su Meng muttered, turned around and put his arms around his neck.
Song Tangzi's hand froze, and in a place he couldn't see, Su Yu couldn't help but redden. Why are you crying? Probably because he couldn't let go of Xia Raolan.
"Su Yu, we can't be together."
Su Yu was immersed in sadness, and overheard Song Tangzi's words, like a thunderbolt from the sky. Obviously fine, why did he suddenly change?
Tears couldn't flow out, Su Yu quietly wiped his tears: "What nonsense are you talking about?" ”
"No nonsense, I can't convince myself to be with you."
"Didn't you say you loved me?"
"I can't forget her yet."
"Didn't you say you loved me?" Su Yu stubbornly repeated this sentence, and the tears that he had just collected burst out of his eyes again.
"Do you believe what the man says?"
"Why can't you believe it?" Su Yu cried.
"Su Yu, forgive me, I really can't accept you. I can always be there for you, protect you, comfort you, but I can't be with you. ”
"When are you going to forget about her?" Su Yu believed Song Tangzi's words again.
He is the one who says he loves, and he is the one who says he doesn't love. He is the one who says that the dead lover is false, and he is the one who says that the dead lover is real.
Love or not, whether you are together or not, it all depends on her words. Su Yu, from the moment she was tempted in advance, she was destined to lose the initiative.
"I don't know."
"Can I wait for you?" This is Su Yu's bottom line, and she can't give in anymore.
She could finally understand Chu Lie's helplessness and the heartache when she was rejected, if the person Chu Lie liked was not her, maybe she would have already chatted with him to relieve her boredom.
Song Tangzi didn't answer Su Chao, and silently hugged Su Chao.
"If you don't answer, it means that you have acquiesced."
"I ......"
Without waiting for Song Tangzi to speak, Su Yu preemptively said, "No matter what, I will wait for you." Life is so long, I will wait for the day when you forget her. ”
The truth has long been unimportant to her. Who Song Tangerine loved, she was powerless to explore. She only knew that she would wait for the day when Song Tangzi could accept her.
"Song Tangzi, go back to the dormitory! I want to be here alone for a while. "The world is so big that she doesn't have a place to hide.
"Hmm!" Song Tangzi responded and got up without attachment: "When you are in a bad mood, you should find someone to accompany you, someone with a cheerful personality like Chu Lie should be able to make you happy." ”
When Su Yu heard this, the grievances filled his entire chest, and he turned his back to cover his mouth to prevent Song Tangzi from noticing his sadness. That way, he won't be embarrassed.
It's ridiculous that she was only with her beloved for two days.
How could Song Tangzi not know that she was sad in her heart, he didn't want to wait for Su Yu to come out of Xia Raolan's death and fall into the heartache of being rejected again, so he chose to confess at this time.
Since the pain is inevitable, let it be more intense. After crying, many things will slowly come to light. I hope that there will be no more sorrow in the future.
Is he ruthless? What about ruthlessness?
He never boasted about how much he loved Su Yu, but he hoped she was well.
Song Tangzi turned to leave, and Su Yu heard the sound of the door being closed, so he dared to cry out loud. Afraid that she would cry too loudly, she threw herself on the bed and smothered herself with the quilt, even if the dust choked into her nose, she had to cough and cry at the same time.
It didn't take long for her quilt to be wet with crying, which made her extremely uncomfortable. Then got up and fell on Song Tangzi's bed, she wanted to wet Song Tangzi's quilt and cry until he came back and couldn't cover it.
How long did Su Yu cry in the house, and how long did Song Tangzi stay outside the house.
Why, this heart is still beating wildly?
Tired of crying, I felt that the room was a little stuffy, so Su Yu got up and opened the window. Only then did I realize that it was already dark. On the border road, outside the electrified barbed wire, a tall, middle-level orc stood there.
The dim light reflects its general appearance, it's it, I haven't seen it for a long time.
Su Chao rummaged through the cabinets and found a coat to add. Open the door and run to where the intermediate orc is standing, and seeing that he hasn't left yet, talk to it: "You can speak, right?" ”