Chapter 106: I Still Love You
Bai Xue had forgotten everything about Zhong Ying'er in his diary, after all, even if they used to sleep together, it was when they were in love. Those all happened before Han Yi fell in love with her, and it was a past that she couldn't change. So she felt that she didn't need to dwell on this point, what she cared about was whether Han Yi would be with her now.
"Who did you hear that I was with Zhong Ying'er? I've always been single! I also heard that your foreign boyfriend is tall and handsome! Han Yi still couldn't overcome the hurdle in his heart, and he was really jealous and angry at the moment.
Bai Xue's mind was full of question marks, "Boyfriend? Foreign boyfriend? You're a fool, aren't you? I've been thinking about you for the past three years, how can I have a boyfriend? ”
She finally couldn't suppress her doubts and anger, and yelled at Han Yi: "Pull over!" ”
Han Yi, who had never seen Bai Xue lose his temper, was "intimidated" at once, obediently pulled over and looked at Bai Xue as if he had made a big mistake.
"When did I have a foreign boyfriend? You make it clear to me! Snow instantly changed from HelloKitty to a tigress, "I've been waiting for you in Cardiff for three years!" I left you a note telling you the reason and letting you make your own decision! Yes, I told you not to come to me, so you really won't come if you're so obedient? ”
The more Bai Xue spoke, the more angry she became, and her tears rushed out again.
Han Yi looked at her, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, and reached out to help her wipe her tears. Bai Xue looked at the watch he was wearing, which she had given him.
Listen to "I've been waiting for you for three years!" He was very touched because he had also waited three years for the same time. He took out the handkerchief embroidered with the word "snow" from the bag and handed it to Bai Xue.
"I saw two pieces of letter paper you left behind not long ago, and then I went to England and Cardiff in high spirits."
Who knew that Bai Xue cried even more fiercely, sobbing, "Then you won't look for me when you go to Cardiff?" How many times have I asked you! How do you answer me? ”
"I saw you holding hands with a guy that day, and he took you back to the apartment, and you hugged!"
Han Yi was like kneeling on the washboard and being taught a lesson at the moment, but he stubbornly felt that he was not wrong. They broke up, and he was not green, even if he was in love, he had no right to interfere, why did he ask Bai Xue to be single all the time, so save some face for himself and choose to escape.
"Am I going to embarrass you to your face?"
Bai Xue thought about it, crying and crying and laughing, "You come to your ear, I'll tell you!" ”
Han Yi really stretched out his head and approached her.
Bai Xue took a deep breath and scolded loudly: "You are a fool! A sucker! ”
Sometimes, seeing is not necessarily believing, and doubt can make people get farther and farther apart.
"Yes, I'm stupid! After sitting for more than ten hours to get to London, I rushed for more than three hours to the door of your apartment and waited for you! Hungry and cold, like a fool indeed! I also saw hugging someone else, and you told me what to do? If you see me and other girls holding and hugging each other,
Will you jump out to me to theorize! Han Yi was so shocked by Bai Xue's roar that his ears hurt, and he covered his hands, unwilling.
In love, couples will always go through several different stages, there are intimate stages, potential conflict stages, conflict escalation stages, and stability stages.
"I've always been single! I'm waiting for you! Bai Xue once made a brave confession and smiled happily, "The boy you saw has a boyfriend!" And our hugs are only ceremonial. ”
Because you care too much, you get angry. She suddenly felt that Han Yi's inexplicable words turned out to be jealous.
"Boyfriend?" Han Yi looked at Bai Xue with a stunned expression, "What do you mean?" ”
"Yes, he's gay, a couple in our class, and he happened to send me back that day." Bai Xue felt that the two of them were really ridiculous.
Hearing such news, the stone in my heart finally let go. The scene that has been tortured for so long turned out to be just a farce, just a mediocrity disturbing themselves, but they are so glad that it is just so.
"The two of us really deserve to be single! You brought it up and you did it yourself! Han Yi can no longer dwell on this matter, but he is still very angry, and he wasted three years in vain.
Two people who originally loved each other so much took the initiative to make the distance so far away, and then doubted each other and hurt each other.
But the feeling of ice release made Bai Xue very happy, just like Han Yi gave himself another surprise.
"Yes, I did it myself! So, can I get my necklace back now? Bai Xue saw him jealous for the first time, and she could laugh when she cried.
Bai Xue returned the handkerchief to Han Yi, "Here you go!" ”
"Wash it up and give it to me!" Han Yi drove the car intently, "I want to take back the necklace to see your future performance, it will be three years to leave, how can it be so easy to forgive you!" Every day is like a year, and the closer you get to the day you come back, the more angry I am with you in my heart! If it weren't for your studies, I wouldn't want you to go! ”
Bai Xue knows that he is very persistent in his feelings, and he is also entangled because of his attachment, so how can she be the same! So she understands, but doesn't want to stay in the moment.
"I haven't booked a hotel yet, you can send me to a hotel casually, Jiajia said that I will come to Shanghai tomorrow."
"Would like to stay in a hotel! No money. Han Yi glared at Bai Xue, she was still snickering.
I haven't seen each other for many years, and when the misunderstanding is solved, it seems that the way the two people get along with each other has changed. Han Yi felt that she had changed a lot, she would lose her temper, she would not hide her feelings, and the next sentence surprised him even more.
Bai Xue whispered: "Now you still say that you have no money, who will believe it!" ”
"What do you say?!"
"Let's get back together and continue to be my boyfriend!" Bai Xue looked at Han Yi affectionately, "If you want to wait for you to speak, it is estimated that it will take more than half a year." ”
Han Yi felt happy in his heart, but he chose to indulge in his desires, "There is no sense of ceremony, I refuse!" ”
"Then you'll be single forever!" Bai Xue took her phone and sent a message to Keiko saying that she had been
Arrived in Shanghai and met Han Yi. "Where do I live? I haven't closed my eyes for more than twenty hours. ”
"Stay at home! Makes room for you. ”
Too many things are unexpected, and I was scared before I met, and I didn't know how to face it, but after seeing it, I was able to solve it.
"I'm really tired and tired, and I really want to get a good night's sleep."
"You squint for a while, I'm driving very steadily, and I'll call you when I arrive." Han Yi adjusted her seat and drove the car steadily.
As long as Bai Xue can see Bai Xue by his side, his heart is very comfortable. She is like Han Yi's reassurance, she can quietly feel Bai Xue's breathing and heartbeat at this moment, and the loneliness of these three years is worth it.
When she got downstairs, Han Yi was reluctant to wake up Bai Xue, and called a few words softly, but she didn't move, so Han Yi helped her unbuckle her seat belt and carefully picked up Bai Xue. When I got to the door, I couldn't press the password, and I wanted to put him down but there was nowhere to put it, pacing back and forth.
"Put me down!" Bai Xue looked at him with wide eyes and smiled sweetly.
The feeling of déjà vu was the same when I hugged her for the first time.
"Repeat the old trick! I don't know how soon to come down when I wake up! Very heavy! Han Yi slowly put her down, "Password your birthday!" I'll go get the box. ”
Bai Xue's eyes were full of love for him, and he also wore a cheap couple watch, a handkerchief embroidered with her name, and even the code to the door of the house was her birthday. She shouldn't have doubted Han Yi, and she was even a little guilty.
When Han Yi was about to turn around, he was pulled by Bai Xue, and hugged Han Yi's neck with lightning speed and kissed him.
"It's flat!" Bai Xue was shy after kissing, and immediately turned around and pressed the password.
"The innermost room on the right, the one with the most light, is for you. I asked Li Jia to buy you some clothes, in the closet, choose by yourself. I'll go get my luggage, you go take a shower later, and get a good night's sleep. ”
Han Yi's face was red, his heart was beating faster, he turned around and said and hurriedly took the elevator downstairs.
Three years is not long, but it is not short. For the sake of being alone, lock the door of her heart, and when she comes back, there is a little bit of defense, or suddenly there is one more person, and there will be a little feeling of being at a loss.
Han Yi parked in the car for a moment, wanting to wait for her to finish taking a shower before going up. It's better to keep yourself calm and calm, since she is still single, and the two of them like each other, how can they waste time on separation all the time? Why not have a vigorous relationship, a love for the purpose of marriage. He is already twenty-eight years old, and Bai Xue is almost twenty-six, and if they continue to torture each other like this, they will really regret it for the rest of their lives because they missed it.
By the time Han Yi went up, Bai Xue had already finished taking a shower and fell asleep on the sofa in the same position. He once asked Bai Xue why she always liked to sleep on the sofa, and she said that it was because he was busy with work with Keiko all day when he first arrived in Chongqing, and she always watched TV on her stomach in the same position on the sofa, and often fell asleep watching it.
"Why wear my shirt, my pants
? Han Yi thought in pieces, and then took out a thin blanket and a soft pillow from the bedroom.
Looking at her, she looks like a kitten all the time. He turned her over very gently, and let her sleep on the pillow, with a small thin blanket covering her long legs.
He sat on the floor next to the couch, ruffled her hair, kissed her forehead again, and his mind was full of memories.
Looking at her, sometimes frowning, sometimes breathing a little longer, sometimes pursing her lips, sometimes turning her body weakly.
Han Yi held her hand with one hand, and gently scraped her eyebrows with the other, or touched her lips.
It didn't take long for him to fall asleep beside Bai Xue, and the hand he was holding still didn't let go. Listening to her heartbeat and feeling the temperature of her palms, I haven't been able to sleep like this for a long time.
He woke up after a while, which could be regarded as a nap, and Bai Xue who was sleeping really couldn't wake her up even if it was lightning and thunder. Her tense nerves were relieved when she saw Han Yi when he kissed her, so that he could sleep peacefully like now.
She didn't know when Bai Xue would wake up, and he had to go back to the office for a meeting in the afternoon, and there were important clients to meet. So he carried her to the bed and wrote a note:
I still have work to attend to in the afternoon, and there is a cell phone on the desk in the study, so call me whenever I have anything. If you wake up hungry and order takeout or cook your own instant noodles, but don't overeat and I'll take you to a place when I come back in the evening. Don't go anywhere until I come back.
- Still love you
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