In fact, after this month's recuperation, Lu Ming has been able to sit for a while, but it is definitely not possible to walk on the ground, so yesterday's ancestor worship did not attend, but today is different.

Today is to meet the clansmen in the upper room, talk and chat with the clansmen, and visit the widows and lonely people in the clan, he can participate in both of these things, just let someone carry him over, and he can sit.

But Zhu didn't agree.

Although the Zhu family was not happy that Lu You went to worship her ancestors on behalf of her husband and son yesterday, she had to continue to entertain these clan elders and relatives on their behalf today, but she couldn't help it, who told her son that his body was not good yet?

If it was because of accompanying these old clansmen and relatives to the point that he was tired, thus affecting the Yan family, this New Year's wine would outweigh the losses.

Because she had already planned it, she wanted to take this opportunity for her son to meet the emperor and the crown prince and get closer, after all, this time her son was also injured from the battlefield.

You must know that her son has not had the opportunity to eat at the same table with the crown prince so far, and if he misses this opportunity, it will be difficult to find it again next time.

Lu Ming naturally knew which one was light and which one was heavy, but he was just unhappy in his heart, and he just wanted to vent, so he smashed two tea bowls.

In fact, at first, Lu Ming just smashed a tea bowl, but when he saw that Yan Yu looked hard-working again, he ordered someone to clean up the things on the ground, and then personally poured another bowl of tea for him.

"If you don't want to serve me, you can do nothing, you know what I hate the most, what I like the most, but you still put on a bitter look all day long, don't you just want to tell me that you are not happy at all when you marry me, not happy at all, so you regret it, don't you?" Lu Ming asked irritably.

In fact, this kind of drama is about to come out almost every few days, and he can't tell whether he has changed or Yan Yu has changed, in short, he hates this kind of life, hates Yan Yu like this, what he wants to see is her bright smile, not a depressed sad face.

If it was in the past, Yan Yu might have squeezed out a little smile to coax Lu Ming, but after seeing Yan Yan's brilliance this morning and hearing what Yan Yan said, she also breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.

Why can Yan Yan live arbitrarily, but she has to look at other people's faces all the time, her husband, mother-in-law, grandmother, she doesn't dare to offend, she has to accompany the smiling face.

In this way, she still can't get the sincerity of these people, especially her husband, who used to pull left and right into the house, and she endured it because of the heir, but now there are a bunch of concubines and concubines, and others are still lying on the bed and can't move, and they still want to take a concubine, and what kind of concubine is it!

What's wrong with her Yan Yu?

In addition to being young and ignorant at the beginning, and because of admiration for his talent, he took the eldest sister's poem manuscript and lied that he wrote it himself, in exchange for a few words of appreciation and appreciative glances from him, if this is considered deception, then she has paid the price for this deception, almost killed a human life, not to mention, the sisters who once did not distinguish each other became enemies, and the man who once kept saying that he wanted to make an appointment with her and be married forever also changed his mind.

What did she get in this marriage?

What else could she have besides the torture day after day and the depression with no end in sight every day?

You must know that she is only seventeen years old, only seventeen years old, can she only live like this from now on?

Therefore, Yan Yu, who was almost collapsed, glanced at Lu Ming coldly, turned around and left, because she knew that if she stayed, the two would definitely have a big quarrel.

But she didn't want to quarrel with him, first, she didn't want to irritate him, after all, he was her husband and the person she liked with all her might, and second, she didn't want their quarrel to reach Yan Yan's ears.

In addition, today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, Yan Yu knows that the elders in the family are taboo about this, especially the elderly, since she was a child, her grandmother has taught her that she can't quarrel during the New Year, she will make a noise about the blessings, she can't be angry during the New Year, and she will scare away the luck of the coming year.

Can't be noisy, she can only hide.

But Lu Ming didn't do it, and besides, he didn't know what she was thinking.

Therefore, seeing that Yan Yu had left him for the first time to leave, he was anxious and shouted, "Stop, you can make your words clear before leaving." ”

But Yan Yu ignored him, just paused, didn't even turn around and continued to walk forward, Lu Ming, who was in a hurry, grabbed a book beside him and smashed it at Yan Yu, "Stop, what do you mean?" Make it clear, do you not want to serve me anymore, do you regret it? ”

Don't look at Lu Ming as a patient, but after all, he is a person who practices martial arts, and he still has a little bit of accuracy and strength in his hands, so this book undoubtedly hit Yan Yu's back, Yan Yu stood still, to be exact, he stood in pain, and then slowly turned around and looked at Lu Ming coldly, "Yes, I regret it, are you satisfied?" ”

"I knew you were pretending, how long has it been, and you can't help it? Started to tell the truth.,Is it to see that I'm crippled and start to dislike me.,Or do you see others in pairs.。。。 ”

"I can't help it, right? Didn't you dislike me a long time ago? Since you know that I'm not a real talented woman, you began to look at me with such disgusting eyes, in order not to see me, you would rather fool around with those maids all day long, this is not enough, and now you want to get a noble concubine to humiliate me, surnamed Lu, I tell you, I have had enough of such days, you, you, you still miss a little old love in your heart, and I have a little position, you will not treat me like this, I... Yan Yu squatted down as he spoke, hugged his knees and cried.

Actually, she wanted to say that she had enough days like this, so it was better to separate from her, but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed them back.

Because at this moment, she thought of her mother, thought of Yan Yan, and thought of herself, she didn't dare to imagine how she and her mother would face the ridicule of the world if the two really got together.

Therefore, she was soft-hearted and cowardly, but she really didn't know how to hold on, so she could only choose to cry bitterly.

Yan Yu's last few words made Lu Ming feel a little ashamed, and when he saw her squatting on the ground and hugging her knees and crying bitterly, Lu Ming's heart also became sour.

He really didn't mean to do this, he just felt irritable and couldn't control his emotions, so he wanted to vent to the people around him.

But I didn't think that the people around me also had such grievances and accumulated so much dissatisfaction.