An Ning asked herself if she was not a hypocritical person, but she was still a little embarrassed to admit that she was the same as Shen Lengyu.

If you don't marry to the north to be a concubine, maybe you don't have to plan and calculate like this, marry Zou Bin like Yifang, be a rich and idle housewife, whether it's sprinkling or spoiling, you can do whatever you want, it's not like now.

Xun Yu came to the Vermilion Bird Hall less and less, but he didn't go to the Chaolu Palace, An Ning occasionally saw him, people were always very haggard, although she was distressed, but no matter what he asked, he didn't say anything, he covered it tightly, as if a thick wall was erected between the two.

"Xun Yu, you won't send me back to Rouyuntai one day, right, to protect me or something?" That night, she cut the candle on the table for him, and brought it to her with the bright candle flame, "Although I don't like the four palace walls, since I have come in, it is to stand hand in hand with you, to withstand the wind and rain, if you leave me alone, I will be angry." ”

The hand holding the pen suddenly stopped, and An Ning saw that he couldn't hold the pen steadily, and thought he was angry.

"What's wrong? You can't be guessed by me, are you? With a nervous face, as long as he thought of going to Rouyuntai again, An Ning was worried in his heart, "I don't want to, I'm pregnant, don't go to the place where the wind blows on all sides, even if you don't think about me, you have to think about Sichao, do you want him to be born there, it's winter in a few days, it's so cold there, do you know it, do you want to send a nurse in?" ”

"Or are you going to take Si Chao away? Absolutely not! Since those people can harm me under your nose, they can also harm him, put us in two places, and you can't take care of it......

An Ning spoke incoherently, anyway, he would say whatever he wanted, for fear that he would insist on going his own way.

Putting the pen aside, Xun Yu suddenly smiled, but he has lost a lot of weight recently, and his smile is not as good as before, obviously laughing at her for being timid, but it is a little more bitter, "You haven't mentioned these to me before." ”

Embraced by him, An Ning listened to his heartbeat, and always felt that something was weird, she couldn't describe the feeling of warmth, anyway, it was different from before, "What is there to mention." ”

"I don't dare to send you anything, I hide it from anyone, except for Yunkai, others don't know how much I care about you, when you are sick, she said that you don't eat water and rice, I am going to die in a hurry outside, and I have prepared a lot of supplements, but I was laughed at by Mama Lin, saying that you must be empty and not replenished, not to mention so many things that are eye-catching, even if you eat it, it will increase the burden, it is better to drink some rice soup."

An Ning recalled that when she was in Rouyuntai in the past, she couldn't see white rice and white noodles at all on weekdays, and it would be good to have some fresh pickles, she was still curious about where Yunkai got the porridge from, and she couldn't speak when she asked her, and she was sick and confused, so she didn't pursue it.

"Then all the things I sold, did you buy them, and what else did you buy besides shoes?" No wonder he could guess her identity, if the previous embroideries were all bought by him, then he must be very familiar with his craft.

Shaking his head, Xun Yu continued, "You embroidered everything before, and it was useless for me to buy it, and it was easy to attract attention. It's just to ask someone to find convenience for you, don't be discovered, otherwise do you think that the things in the palace are so easy to take, but then I learned that you only make shoes, so I couldn't help but buy more, and I was afraid that you would be tired, and I was afraid that you would have no money. ”

Xun Yu felt that it was really tormenting at that time, every time he got the shoes, he felt distressed to see her craftsmanship improving, but if he didn't buy them for a few days, it seemed that he would cut off contact with her, and he was even more uncomfortable.

"Have you ever received the letter I wrote to you?" Thinking of the contents of the letter, An Ning suddenly wished that he had never read it, after all, it was all she begged him, and her words were humble, which really made people blush.

At first, she felt that she was wronged, so she tried her best to explain, several times a day, and she didn't know if it had arrived, but then she knew that he really ignored her, and cried fiercely, so she never wrote again.

"I've read every one of them, and I can still recite them....."

She said that she had not done anything harmful, but if she did make him angry, she hoped that he would not remember the villain, forgive her, and she promised not to do it again in the future, not to pester him, not to mention the previous things in Nanguo, not to be jealous, and not to lose her temper.

He can accept a few if he wants, and he can be lucky to whoever he wants, and if he is still angry, he can give her the position of a lover.

Because in the eyes of An Ning at that time, the lover was already the lowest grade in the palace, and those who chose to change clothes or something were no different from the palace maids, and this one was good-sounding, and there was a bit of a taste of marriage ties.

"Don't memorize it, I'm talking nonsense." An Ning hurriedly gagged him, for fear that he would recite something that would make her embarrassed.

It's just that I don't know if she used too much force, or for some other reason, Xun Yu suddenly coughed violently, so frightened that she patted him on the back again, and poured water for him.

In the end, Tian Xin handed over a cup of tea, Xun Yu glanced at the fat waiter after drinking, threw the bowl on the ground with a "snap", and scolded angrily, "Waste thing, do you want to burn me to death?" ”

I thought that Fat Tianxin would be frightened by his appearance, but who would have thought that the other party just showed a sad face, lowered his head and said nothing, looking like he was beating and scolding.

"What's the matter, why are you losing your temper so much." If the water was really so hot, how could he drink it all at once, and when An Ning was suspicious, a little chamberlain had already come in and carefully picked up the broken porcelain.

"Check this place well, don't tie Madame." After explaining, Xun Yu seemed to be relieved, and turned to An Ning and said, "Your body is getting heavier and heavier, you must be careful and careful on weekdays, don't run out if you have nothing to do, it's hot outside, if you really want to go out, stay a few more around, and eat at the entrance, you must pay attention, aren't there chefs in your palace, tell them to cheer up their spirits, do you hear?" ”

Nodding his head incessantly, the words that came to his lips were taken back, and An Ning felt that he must be too nervous about this child, so he was emotionally involved and became moody.

"Don't worry, I will definitely give birth to the child safely, but you also have to promise me that you don't have to carry anything by yourself, okay?"

"Okay, I won't hide it from you."

"Madam....." Tian Xin on the side suddenly spoke, Xun Yu threw out the inkstone in his hand, and splashed the ink on his face.

", have I forgiven you, what are you still doing here?"