The atmosphere of the dinner was as awkward as I imagined. Couples and couples sit next to each other, and boys can't talk freely about their own topics.

said that it was a dinner, but in fact, it was still split into a two-person world for many people.

I didn't care very much, no one talked to me, and I could eat wholeheartedly, but I don't know if it was my delusion, Zhang Huaixu's roommates looked at me very strangely, and gestured with Zhang Huaixu from time to time.

It's better to pretend you can't see it.......

Zhang Huaixu didn't say anything, just ate vegetables, ate vegetables, or watched those couples show affection with me coldly, and smiled helplessly.

On the whole occasion, the two most lively ones belonged to Yuan Qiqi and A Qin, both of them were talkative and hit it off. Gu Tianyin and Ah Qin's girlfriend didn't seem to mind, they didn't stop it, and they didn't feel unhappy. Gu Tianyin kept watching Yuan Qiqi speak, and there was even a little more doting in his expression.

"By the way, Ah Qin, what's your real name?"

"Damn, why do you all care so much about Lao Tzu's real name."

"Sister-in-law Qin, tell us about it......."

"Damn, Ah Xiang, you are not allowed to say it."

Ah Qin's girlfriend, like him, wears a tight leather coat and dirty braids, looking ruffian, but surprisingly easy to get along with.

He didn't let me say it, but I became curious, and turned my head and whispered to Zhang Huaixu: "Do you know what his name is?" ”

"Beasts."

"What are you scolding me for?"

"I mean, his name is Qin Shou. His family is single-lineed, and most of his fathers died young, so his father hopes that he can live longer than Nanshan, so he will be called Qin Shou......."

I almost didn't laugh out of my nose.

It's so miserable, it's called Qin Nanshan to be stronger than Qin Shouqiang.......

After a while, the topics they talked about became more and more boring.

"I don't like it." Zhang Huaixu lowered his voice and asked me.

I nodded, and shook my head again.

"The atmosphere was so awkward."

"Have you eaten enough?"

"Uh-huh........."

"Can you act?"

"Acting?"

I was still confused, and Zhang Huaixu suddenly fell on top of me, holding his stomach, looking so sad that he was about to die.

"Lao Zhang? What happened to you! A brother sitting next to him hurriedly pounced, pressed it to his forehead, and grabbed his arm.

I suddenly understood, hey, he was pretending to be sick.

"You eat, I'll take him to the hospital."

"Sister-in-law, are you alone? Why don't we go with you? Gu Tianyin said to me.

"It's okay, I can."

I pretended to run out with Zhang Huaixu on my back for only 100 meters, and Zhang Huaixu began to take my hand and run quickly.

"Hurry up, those guys should find ......."

When he pulled me to run, I could barely see anything, I could only see, the plain back of a boy in a white shirt, almost filling my entire field of vision, the moment he turned around and smiled, it seemed as if all the starlight had fallen on him.

That year, it snowed in Hangzhou in December, and when we ran out, the snow had just fallen, and it was falling in dots under the warm yellow light of the street lamps.

It coincides with the beginning of the new snow, the full moon is in the sky, there is a bright shadow below, and bright silver is circulating above, and you are walking towards me with a smile, between the moonlight and the snow, you are the third stunning color. - In the afterglow

We ran all the way to the middle of the Qianjiang Bridge before slowing down.

"I don't have the strength...... I can't run......." I leaned on the railing, gasping for air.

"Take a break."

I looked at Zhang Huaixu, and he looked at me, both of them smiling inexplicably.

The mountains in the distance turn purple, and together with the snow and lights, they create a beautiful landscape.

"It's so beautiful here....... Zhang Huaixu, it's really good to have you here. I looked at the bright lights on the other side and couldn't help but sigh.

"Tan Lige, I like you."

What did he say? The words pierced my ears like sharp knives, making me wonder if I had heard them wrong.

"Zhang Huaixu, what are you talking about?"

"I like you."

The abrupt confession on the Ferris wheel, I still remember, I thought that Zhang Huaixu, such a smart person, recognized my attitude, he would give up by himself, but he still told me now, he likes me?

Zhang Huaixu....... You know, I want everything to be fair. "I didn't dare to look him in the eye,

"But, with me, it hurts you. I can give you too little like, and you give me too much, such an unfair relationship will not last long. ”

"You don't believe me?"

"It's not a question of whether you believe it or not, it's just that this is a law, no matter how much people love each other before, if that love is unequal, either party loves more or less, and breaking up is an inevitable outcome."

"I don't want us to be like this........ Rather than a brief union, I hope to ....... We can be together for the rest of our lives. You and Yuqiu are the most important people to me, and I won't be able to live without any of you......."

He tried to contradict me, and in the end, he suddenly compromised.

"Okay, I respect your choice, however, you don't regret it."

He took out a necklace from his pocket, a one-dollar coin, and strung it with a red silk rope.

"What is this?"

"Coins. The first time we met, you gave it to me. ”

"The first time we met, wasn't it in the teacher's office?"

"No, ........ earlier"

On September 1, 2008, I took bus 14 to school, only to find out that I didn't have a coin with me.

The people in the back are urging.

Just when I was in great distress, a short-haired girl came over, silently threw two coins into the coin box, nodded at the driver, and turned around to signal me to come up.

From beginning to end, she didn't say a word. Her eyes are not as clear and bottomless as those of her peers. I know all too well that such eyes are full of loneliness.

I feel like I owe her a thank you, but how do I tell her...... I couldn't say thank you until she got out of the car.

If I could still meet that girl, I would be nice to her, even if it was to make up for that belated thanks.

An Yuqiu said that she liked Mu Xi because of the moment when he raised his eyes to look at her in the sun, I thought, the moment I was this girl, she put her sideburns behind her ear with one hand, and lowered her head to throw coins for me.

It was my first encounter with her, on a bus, starting with a coin......

Later, we lived together. I often go to school very early, and she's a night owl, so I deliberately set her alarm ten minutes down to let her sleep a little longer, and wait in the corner with my bicycle in the corner to see how she hurriedly holds bread in her mouth, and her shoulder-length short hair is flicked like a fried ball.

The daily competitor is the No. 14 bus she sits, and I like to pedal while watching her tilt her head and sit in a daze on the bus.

After all, I don't have the frankness of the hero of a romance novel, and I don't dare to invite her to board my two-wheeled BMW, so I can only express a little stubborn liking in such a clumsy way.

If she could look back at me, I thought, maybe I'd scrambled out of the car........

Aren't you curious why I joined the student union? Because I want to shine more in front of you and make others appear less dazzling.

The craziest thing I have ever done in my life is to take one less entrance examination for one person, give up the opportunity to be sent to Tsinghua University, and leave my hometown. After getting to know you, I did everything I should do and what I shouldn't do. You still don't like me, but I really can't help it.

It turned out that he didn't show up at school to experience the college entrance examination, but when he heard that my parents were divorced, he ran to the principal's office as soon as possible, and lied before he came to the admission ticket, causing him to take one less class.........

The water flows long, and if it is warm, the boy recalls the girl's appearance, so affectionate. How much do you like it, so that you can even remember these details clearly.

I am like a man who has been judged, and my body is still standing, but my heart has already bent and strangled.

Pain! The pain is overwhelming!

Finally, he turned around and said to me with a smile: "Tan Lige, I have worked hard, I have really worked hard." But the girl I like still doesn't like me........"

"You don't even know it exists, but it's the most precious thing I've had in the past few years. Tan Lige, do you really think that I am such a warm-hearted person?

No, it's not. As soon as I approached you, I was trying to do something wrong....... I'll help you out, go to the infirmary to see your injuries, go to a roadside stall, take you home, take you to a small apartment...... It's all a bad plot!

My mother said that necklaces can't be worn casually, only the unique person in your heart, her things, are worthy of leaning on the closest position to the heart, you are that person, was, now, too.

You like fairness, and I'm not, you've always been running away from my attitude, so I haven't dared to wear it around my neck. I'm also afraid that if my heart is handed over too quickly, it will be exchanged for a scoop of cold water. Tan Lige, I don't have the qualifications to wear this necklace, right? It was, it is, and it is, and it is ......."

He was still seeking my attitude, and I knew that even the slightest soft-heartedness could make him change his mind, but I was so scared that I couldn't say a word.

Every word he said, every confession, went deep into my heart, directly attacked my heart, and uprooted all my selfish thoughts........

I have always felt that what I am doing is the right thing, and that what is destined to be fruitless should not give hope to others. But now, I want to hug him and tell him:

I like you too! It's the only one in my heart.

It would be nice if I really said that........ It would be nice if I wasn't so forward-looking and indecisive........

It would be nice if I were An Yuqiu........ She is the only one who will express her joy without hesitation.

Seeing that I didn't speak, and didn't look at him, he smiled very calmly,

"You've always been like that."

He threw the necklace away, without any anger.

What he had put in his heart, now, he tore it out of his heart and threw it away.

I believe now that he didn't throw away the necklace because he was angry. He was really, tired and disappointed........

"Let's go back, it's over."